CW Sketches 1/2

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something about this picture has me devastated. he was 17 here.

4 years later he’d make it to f1 and a year after that his best friend would join him. 9 years later and they wouldn’t be able to look at eachother, but he’d have the championship.

sometimes i wonder if lewis looks at him now occasionally and sees this nico, the teenager he spent so many hours with, so many late nights, so many hushed conversations.

his name is forever nestled in between lewis’ on the trophy. and this boy would have been overjoyed to hear it.

Seb and Nico should make some kind of podcast or show where they sit after every race weekend and discuss anything and everything. Results, rumors, teams, drivers, gossip, contracts and everything in between. Forget f1 media forget sky. I want these two Germans' unfiltered opinions on everything in this sport.

I find posts where the soulsborne protag is being silly/doing something silly funny like that little skrunko is eating cookies out of a 'no protags' cookie jar and then it could turn around and find a way to kill death incarnate and then pick flowers for an npc and frolic in either a field of grass or horribly brutalised corpses

I don't think anyone can stop me at this rate

old edit from a few months ago but

i had a vision at 4am last night

BE WARNED BLACK OPS 6 SPOILERS

This is just some thoughts :)

there is just something about the fact that the only mentions of Bell is the ONE door scene and the small mention by Adler when case asked what happens to the other subjects.

the fact that Bell was used exactly how Adler programed them to be used hurts so much.(I'm talking about how Adler used bell as a weapon and how when bell was no longer useful Adler threw them away. AKA killed em)

it just makes my soul ache cause Bell could be alive at this point. but everything that he did and that he sacrificed was a means to an end for everyone around him.

Pictures about the references I'm talking about :)

the door that looks almost EXACTLY like the one of the red doors we see in the end of the cold war campaign

This is the dialogue I'm talking about

the really sad thing is I don't know if these even WERE meant to be Bell references. The absences of any mention of Bell hammers home the idea that all of the safehouse crew thought of Bell as a means to an end. a weapon that they would dispose of when it isn't useful anymore.

there is something so tragic about the fact that Bell's whole world was ripped to pieces and manipulated to LITERALLY fit into a script just so that the CIA could stop a threat.

(did I write this at 1am while listing to Mitski? yes. yes I did. will I still cry about this when I wake up tomorrow? yes. yes I will. )

hey guys how do i draw again