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I don't think some of you should be coming down on Aziraphale so hard for his decision and I'm going to point out something not enough people take into consideration.

Just think of the circumstances he was in. He got offered a deal that could fix pretty much every single problem they have and that could consequently make both him and Crowley incredibly happy.

At least that's how he sees it. It all comes crashing down once he realises that that's not what Crowley wants. That it's not that easy for them to have that perfect life. Having that opportunity and then it being ripped right out of his hands. Just look at how giddy he was when he was telling Crowley, after which he straight up went into denial and refusing to listen to what Crowley has to say, because this. would. have. solved. everything.

But... it's not what Crowley wants. And it's not as if he can make him go with him to Heaven (thank god) because he's not that kind of person. He's not possessive or controlling. And more than anything he loves Crowley and up until that moment he had the perfect means to make him happy. And now it's gone.

So not only does he have this earth shattering realisation about Crowley and what he wants he also now has to deal with what he himself wants. Now if anyone knows how it feels to be in such a stressful and agonising dilemma over something, you will probably feel and emphasise with Aziraphale pretty hard in this scene. Because this is where old coping mechanisms start to hit. This is where he falls back on something reliable, something he can trust will make the right decision, and that is his old belief that Heaven is to be obeyed and that it can do no wrong, that is still so ingrained in his instincts and decision making. This is where his trauma comes into play.

And he fights it.

How fucking strong do you have to be to be able to fight your own gut feeling, that has been trained and created for millions of years. He actively tries to tell the Metatron "no" multiple times, shame that the Metatron is a master manipulator and doesn't let him the opportunity, but he still does it nonetheless.

(This is the part I wanted to point out) This boy had to make a life changing decision that would determine how he would spend the rest of eternity itself. And he didn't even have 10 minutes to make it.

He had only minutes to make this decision. Imagine the sheer soul-shattering heart-rending turmoil that has been going on inside him. The sheer panic and dread he was probably feeling.

And despite what millenia of training and what his thoughts and logic were telling him, he still followed his heart, he still chose Crowley... until the Metatron sensed exactly that and told him about the Second Coming.

Well, now that made things much simpler. His happiness or the universe. And he sacrificed himself. Again...

And to top it all off, he had to fucking smile. He has just lost everything he loves, earth, the bookshop, crepes... and Crowley. No. No, it's more than that. After Crowley's confession he realised he lost everything he never even had. Utterly and completely alone. And he cannot dare shed a tear. How. Fucking. Strong. Do you have to be to be able to do that.

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Spoilers

Did Kaz really say “I have more experience with pain.” When giving Nikolai his cane? Sir. I love you. But why. You could have just said “you need it more than I do” OR LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE!!!! We knew you were a drama queen, but saints Kaz.

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the suffering never ends

Stop it. Kaz knows poetry. WELL THAT EXPLAINS A LOT!!!!!!

They'll never be able to separate Jekyll from Hyde

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ONCE AGAIN SPOILERS

Kaz: *Stares intently into Inej’s eyes, standing close to her* Me: Hmmmmmm don’t do it.

Kaz: *Smolders while taking Inej’s knifes”

Me: Doooooont do it.

Kaz: *Takes off his gloves before looking up with his head downcast*

Me: SCANDALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! Kaz: “May I?” Inej: “Yes.” Kaz: *Proceeds to pull Inej closer to him, caressing her face.*

Me: “ACK” *Dies*

Note: This was a beautiful moment, even if it was a hallucination. Not only did the actors do amazing, but the scene itself was perfect. I know I’m kinda making fun of it, but this was honestly one of the best scenes in the entire show.