I’m Nothing But A Collection Of Regrets Morphed Into The Shape Of A Person Who Can’t Let Go…

I really have to take this medication for forever huh.....

just found the most insane rosekiller/past bartylus fic idea in my notes app. it’s gonna be all over for everybody if i ever decide to write it

Remember when we read The Raven Boys for the first time and we were like “Oh this is the punk guy who listens to hardcore electronic music and gets drunk a lot and does super dangerous street racing, he must be so aloof and apathetic and tough” and then Ronan hit us with the raven daughter he doesn’t want to hear swear words and the listening to baby mouse heartbeats and the dreaming up a mystical forest which loved his friends as much as he did and the speaking fluent Latin and the dreaming up hand cream for his friend who he was obsessively crushing on and the calling said crush an OBJECT OF HIS WORSHIP and the heart full of love?

Fakest idgaf-er in the world by far

“Ronan gave in to the brief privilege of hating himself, as he always did in church. There was something satisfying about acknowledging this hatred, something relieving about this little present he allowed himself each Sunday.” thinking about him every day

the lady in the lake was also dani, and dani wouldn’t. dani would ne — STOP IT NOT ANOTHER WORD

Mike Flannigan you’ve done it again (i’ve been sobbing violently for the last hour with no signs of stopping soon)

“I loved you completely and you loved me the same. That’s all, the rest is confetti…”

Mike Flannigan your days are numbered

i’m rewatching the haunting of bly manor and even though he only gets about five minutes of actual screen time, dani and edmund’s storyline is so jily-coded. Edmund (James) obsessed with this girl he found so cool and ambitious, Dani (Lily) a closeted lesbian who’s too scared to come out and ruin everything. Like his speech at their engagement party where he talks about proposing to her, and getting rejected, from the time they were 10 until their mid 20s when she finally says yes. Maybe i’m just too obsessed with james potter and now i’m seeing him everywhere, but tell me i’m wrong??

“ADAM PARRISH REFERENCE!!!” i say as i see anything related to coca cola/scarifies/trees/ hands/eyes/the color red/ magicians/ tarot/ mechanics/ apples……….