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Josuke and Okuyasu as merfolks

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Hot take idc

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Brother that's not it. These are not the same picture

Brother I was waiting for 5 years brother

critical to the evan/jared dynamic is that evan is also a huge asshole, he's just so much quieter with how he goes about it. only calling jared when he needs something, body blocking jared when jared goes to talk to Mrs Murphy, ditching jared the moment it was feasible for him to do so. don't get me wrong, jared is also Asshole, but he's so much louder with it. almost as if it's a facade hmm. evan does a lot of mean selfish things that he wants to pretend aren't because that's how he copes with the loathing. please note the "I don't even THINK mean things" line.

this is like. a huge facet of the show and yet. the take of "Jared is horrible to sweet bean Evan who just wanted to help. It was Jared's idea to lie anyway!!" continue to fester, a sentiment that's certainly not helped by the movie. evan IS an asshole, he's a selfish dick that people assume has much purer intentions because he's anxious. the infantilization of anxiety disorder explode. now. but evan is also very desperate and miserable and isolated. which like. everyone is. everyone in deh is miserable and isolated and sucks a little. sucking a little is the spice of life.

He gifted her chocolate macarons (+ one Matcha macaron with white chocolate filling, because she loves Matcha) for White Day because… of course he did 🤭🤍💫✨

I hate to do this, but I need to ask for help

The Water Main at our house burst earlier this week, and then again today

Most of the floor is ruined and needs to be replaced, walls (dry wall) need to be replaced, ceiling panels (also dry wall) need replacing, it might have gotten into the air conditioning/vents, and the carpet in the basement needs replacing 

And… both times… the main burst directly over my room.  My transformers collection (40 years strong) is completely destroyed, all of my books that I use for my work as a research/editor are wrecked, my computer is beyond recovery, my furniture (all inherited from my grandma) is ruined, most of my clothes are soaked.

While insurance will be covering a good portion of the repairs, it won’t be covering everything - and I don’t know what, if anything, I’ll be getting for my books, furniture, and collection.

I hate to do this… but right now I need to.

If you can give something, anything, to help I would appreciate it

If you can reblog this to spread it, I would appreciate it

If you just want to send virtual hugs/condolences, or words of comfort, I would appreciate that too

my paypal is HunterRialla@gmail.com

I want to rage, to erase this crushing sense of helplessness in my lungs. To snarl instead of sobbing. I wanted to be shocked at this injustice. To be surprised and treat this as a horrific incident and not just a symptom of a bigger problem.

But I've witnessed how racist bigots reacted to Floyd, the instinctive racist response and "jokes" when people identified China as the one who was at fault with the whole COVID-situation, and how I immediately thought that those "low-key" racist thoughts will escalate someday to deadly actions. I listened to some of my friends when they said that I'm exaggerating.

And I wish- I wish I was. I wished that they were right and I was wrong. But look at our bloodied history. Look at where we are now.

One step forward, eight bloody steps back.

....stay safe.

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