Today, Jesus Is Holding:

i think the worst part about being disabled is knowing that it’ll impact the way i go through my entire life and it’ll impact every single relationship i ever have.

it especially really hurts to know that i will never be able to live a full life without issues because of choices my parents made that resulted in me having disorders like dissociative identity disorder and ptsd. i will never be able to heal from those completely and its not even my fault. i’ll never have the chance to fully say this body is mine and always has been. and i’ll forever have to know that at any point these disorders could cause me issues with the people i care about and its not even my fault that i have these disorders. im not even responsible for why im like this. like i dont get to wake up and choose to be a successful person, i was forced into being multiple people by others actions. and that hurts so much.

reblog to kiss a narcissist on the mouth (with passion)

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

fuck it, you know what? i want to be stuck in the middle of a love triangle right now

i have so many pitt fics brewing and ready to go

but im sitting here just waiting for the final episode so i can truly be a menace and make it as chaotic and like canon as possible

moving home to find out that my brother has fallen into the classic white boy in high school joins jrotc and boyscouts and suddenly starts making ableist and nazi like comments was not on my bucket list this year

like damn i just got screamed at anf told i was overreacting for trying to explain why he shouldnt be a nazi apologist

NPD crash + BPD splitting culture is Turbulent by Waterparks

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working in the hospital as a patient companion is simultaneously the easiest and hardest job we've ever done

its the healthiest job we've had; doesn't affect our disabilities much since we're really just sitting for the day and aren't expected to do any heavy lifting or anything

but it also definitely has an affect on the way we think about things and its such an interesting experience

YALL YALL YALL

so im scrolling through my fyp right? just chilling, just scrolling and then wrabel’s tiktok pops up and i go oh yo? hell yea? and follow.

AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS?? WRABEL FOLLOWS ME BACK

I AM TIKTOK MUTUALS WITH WRABEL NOW. I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING AND CRYING.

Our ex: You just need to learn how to take responsibility for doing stuff.

Luca, Cirrus?, and Evan: *apologizes repeatedly for getting upset about stuff*

Our ex: I just don’t know why you never apologize.

Sully: 🧍are you fucking with me rn? You never apologized for cheating on us? We have done nothing but apologize to you.

Our ex: Just take accountability for your actions.

H and Sully: Bro??? We did????