Feeling Like Something Is Missing

When They Don’t want to Write

Nothing is more frustrating then when the person that you are writing with doesn’t want to write. I don;t mean that they are dealing with life or personal problems, I mean they just don;t want to. No reasons given. 

When I chose to write with someone, I am letting the person know that I put my faith and trust in them to uphold their end of the fic as much as I have to hold up mine. While the ideal is to write everyday, in reality this does not work out usually. Still when a story is lying stagnant cause on of the writers is being stubborn or is just ignoring me, it hurts. I then have the dilemma of moving on without them, but also hurting their feelings for not waiting for them.

Anyone else ever had this happen to them or any idea what to do int he situation?

Saturday Anime Line Up

I was watching my last anime before posting and a fucking spider showed up on my shoulder, crawled through my hair and went on my chair. I have arachnophobia and I screamed for my kids and froze in the middle of t he room and could not move. Ugh, it was so terrible! I was snotting like a five year old and crying and my son's boyfriend had to comfort me while he killed the spider and got it out the room. 😭

Okay i've calmed down now so let's get to the list...that's a lie i keep looking over my shoulder like a dead spider is gonna come back and get revenge on me.😖

Nazotoki wa Dinner no Ato de

So it took a few more episodes but i am all in on this one now. I forgot how amusing Miyano-san is when he plays a fully dialed up character. i think the last one was from Zombieland Saga. It's been a while since i laughed like that.😄

Anne Shirley

So Anne of Green Gables was written in 1908 and Polly Anna was written in 1913. I can't help but to compare the two heroines since they have similar outlooks on life. Considering the time frames neither author probably knew of each other especially since one was in Canada and the other in the North East. Plus Polly Anna's author passed in 1920 so she was much older when published. Its just kind of fascinating though don't ya think?🤓

Katainaka no Ossan, Kensei ni Naru

I don't know why people think this is a harem anime. Like yeah the Allucia and Surena are into him but the others just revere him like a father figure. He also clearly has no interest in anyone and Beryl is too busy giving life lessons any way to think of romance. Also what a surprise, the church sucks.🙄

Kowloon Generic Romance

Well now. That was interesting. I honestly thought the women in the film was Yomae and she got plastic surgery to look different so she didn't get recognized but it was a whole other reason! I also prefer the fake version of my birthstone, rose quartz, to the real one, opal, because I always thought it shone more.🤔

If you missed it go back and watch after the ED cause holy shit did we get some info and background story that I am still trying to process! Also Kujou B is really nothing like Reiko at all other than slight resemblance. You can tell especially in their personalities and when they smile so why the confusion. They really only share a name.😶

Kuroshitsuji: Midori no Majo-hen

I love when Sebastian does Sebastian things! Also we got that ceiling scene from the manga and mirror!Ciel as it were. There is so much spoiler in that moment if you know what to look for. Oh and seeing the knight piece also reminded me of this figure that i have!🥰

A-Rank Party wo Ridatsu shita Ore wa, Moto Oshiego-tachi to Meikyuu Shinbu wo Mezasu

I was soooo confused in the beginning of the episode cause I don't remember anything happening to Yuki last ep. I even went back to check if I missed after the credits stuff. It was just a weird way to start the ep honestly.😵

I do have to give a big W to the prince though. I thought he was a piece of shit but he kept his promise to Raine and let her go and punished the count for lying to him. That was some simple but tasty revenge.😌

Hibi wa Sugiredo Meshi Umashi

I have a question as to how that pork was cooked for the sandwiches cause it was a little too pink for my taste but that Slovaki recipe? You can bet i'm gonna try that one for sure!😋

Okay so after all that excitement I need to go watch something else. Maybe some reaction vids will calm me down. Anyway haz a good one and hope it's spider free. Mata ne!😣

A Bit of Help Needed

Ignoring that last line in the gif, I do need a deep breath for this post. So I have been dealing with writer's block for a while...like two year really and I'm kind of getting tired of it cause I have a bunch of story idea that I want to write, but i refuse to start anything else until I finish or at least get back to writing a few chapters of the fics I have active.😓

That being said I am kind of stuck on a few as to what direction to go in. I've asked a few people but had no real feedback and no one really leave comments that are helpful on AO3 so I figured that i would put it here too. For context I write anime fics mostly in the Daiya no Ace fandom. I also do some in Haikyuu, Free!, and Kuroshitsuji. I even have a few fics with more than one fandom in it which sounds crazy, but with the characters and their personalities it really works out some how!😁

So anyway, I'm going to leave the links to the five fics that I am working on currently and if anyone reads them and has some feedback or ideas it would be so appreciated!🤗

Locked on Target (This one I am looking for a new title for as well)

The Parent Trap

Neko Shonen to Tanuki Bastard

Alpha For Sire

Sweet Things Come in Threes

There are tags for each one but if anyone has any questions as to what the tags entail or how much they matter in the fic let me know here or a DM! Either way thanks for the feedback in advance!😉

Tuesday/Wednesday Anime Line Up

My body pain managed to subside by noon and I was able to get some stuff done including part of my room. It's a work in progress but when I am done I should be able to display my figures once again and i'll put pics up! Meanwhile lets get to anime!😊

Aru Majo ga Shinu made

Okay so I know that the point of collecting the Tears of Joy is a trial of sorts but you can't tell me that there were no people during that parade display that weren't shedding any tears either? Is it only the tears of people that Meg directly affects? I just don't get it.😶

Ballpark de Tsukamaete!

Both Ruriko and Yamada not being able to handle Murata being in the vicinity with another women even though it was a new co worker was hilarious and Yamada being concerned about legs had me laugh out loud.😆

Bonus if you saw the anime this gif is from and if not ask me about it!😉

Kanpekisugite Kawaige ga Nai to Konyakuhakisareta Seijo wa Ringoku ni Urareru

No, no, no, no, no and uh...NO! No you book burning pieces of shit cannot have Philia back! You don't deserve her after she is starting to get mentally better and realize that her life was not normal as a saint! NO YOU MAY NOT!🤬

Uchuujin Mūmū

I can't with this show! Now we learned how to increase the power of a simple small kitchen appliance that can do multiple things? Oh and apparently a multiple microwave powered wireless phone charger that you have to shoot at someone...don't do this one. Meanwhile the biggest joke of the show was MūMū exploding one of the mixers cause...he's an idiot and getting hot melted plastic in his face and everyone thought it was cute as he rolled around in pain...okay I laughed my ass off too cause why MūMū why?😂

Saikyou no Ousama, Nidome no Jinsei wa Nani wo Suru?

Why are grandpas so cool in animes? Like the moment i knew the dude was Tessia's grandpa I was like let the training arc begin!😅

Your Forma

So she lost her ability to brain dive and now Harold is with another cyber detective. Why are they trying to push the romance. I'm more interested in the mystery. A bit disappointed for this ep.😒

I'm actually thinking of grouping Thurs. and Fri. together since there are like three which makes sense to me. Anyway that's it for me. Two back to back work days. Wish me luck but hey i'm not working with that shit manager that likes to destroy me with a smile at least. 🤭

Gerard talking about his first time on acid and his recently passed friend, Chris

This is a mood every hour I swear! 🙄

When new b.s comes up involving Trump

What To Do

So i've been trying to decide what to do with my blog here since I restarted it and I'm thinking of just sharing all the merch, cons, figures, and other Japanese related stuff i am into. I really do enjoy and respect the culture a lot and have an interest in almost everything about it!

I was slowly collecting figures for a while, but really got started during Covid when there were no cons going on. I pretty much just started to spend my saved con money on them and it took off! I believe I have over 50, if I include my Nendoroids, with more on ther way each year. Its a pretty bad habit that is hard to stop...not that I want to.

Also once a month I try to get to NJ where i have a little Japanese Mecca called Mitsuwa where I also spend waaaay too much money, but I have so much fun and get to see all kinds of foods and gadgets that i would love to own one day not to mention practically every ingredient I need to cook any Japanese dish I can imagine!

I may sprinkle in some family stuff like concerts I've seen with my kids not bandom related as well as other real life moment. I guess I will see in the future. Again not sure who is going to read this or take the journey with me, but if this is just a good way to keep my memories alive, I'll take it.

Saturday Anime Line Up!

If you follow me you will know why I am two days late on this post. I won't go into it fully, but it was serious enough to shut me down from anything. Okay, onto the good stuff now!😊

S-Rank Monster no "Behemoth" dakedo, Neko to Machigawarete Elf Musume no Pet toshite Kurashitemasu

I really like seeing the MC realize that need to do more in order to grow as a person and an adventurer especially when they see those around them doing what they need to succeed. This was a really good ep.🧐

Sakamoto Days

Everyone was going on about the Deer Head Dude or the crazy scientist and all I was looking for was the dude in the inviso suit cause he was the one that stood out in this arc.😆

Babanbabanban Vampire

That was the most intense game of Old Maid I ever watched outside of a gambling anime for the dumbest stakes. 🤣

A-Rank Party wo Ridatsu shita Ore wa, Moto Oshiego-tachi to Meikyuu Shinbu wo Mezasu

Remember last week I said I hate Thunder Pike...🤬

Solo Leveling Season 2: Arise from the Shadow

I love that not all the people/demons in these dungeons/gates are assholes and straight up killers. This girl was refreshing in Jinwoo's world and I was here for it! Now let's go get some S-Rank Raid and handle these ants.😎

An explanation of Frank’s new tattoo that he got in Australia.

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It's been a rough start to this Staycation. I got hurt on Thursday so I've been resting my leg and trying not to move too much. Today I finally got out to get stuff done before the snow storm hit. 😖

I'm eating lunch now and catching up on all the anime that I missed resting and then I'll post everything that I missed the past few days. 🤗