“I was born of song and story, of spell or speech with power of oracle.”
— Kathleen Raine, from The Collected Poems of K. R.; “The Wilderness,” (via alcrepuscolo)
DESTINED: The sender recognizes the receiver from a dream, a past life, or a vision.
there was something unsettling in the woman’s gaze … too sharp, too knowing, like she was seeing through skin and sinew to something older. emilia didn’t flinch under it, but she felt it all the same. that quiet pull in her chest. like something long buried had just opened its eyes.
❝ you’re looking at me like you’ve seen a ɢʜᴏsᴛ, ❞
she said softly, the corner of her mouth lifting, not quite a smile. her voice was calm, but edged in a subtle tension, like a wire pulled tight. she stepped a little closer, the candlelight catching in her eyes—brown and warm, but watchful. searching. ❝ or maybe just someone you thought you’d already lost. ❞ a pause, and then, gently —curiously : ❝ do i feel familiar to you? ❞ she didn’t ask with disbelief. she wasn’t mocking. if anything … she almost wanted to hear the answer. because deep in her bones, where memories had no names and time had no shape, emilia felt it too — the echo of something once lived. or dreamed. or promised.
An absolutely stunning axe, probably used for hunting, Sicily, Italy, ca. 16th century, housed at the Waddesdon Manor Art Collection.
The Times, Shreveport, Louisiana, November 30, 1913
per noctem in nihilo vehi : to vanish by night into nothing.
Anne Carson, Dictionary Excerpts in Nox
I am She, endowed with secrets of the holy […]
— FOUAD MOHAMMAD FOUAD ⚜️ My Voice: A Decade of Poems from the Poetry Translation Centre (Ed. Sarah Maguire), transl. by Samuel Wilder, (2014)
lucrezia guides emilia's bloody hands under a faucet / water source and begins washing them clean.
the water was too warm. it made the blood feel thicker somehow — less like something to be washed away and more like something that had sunk too deep to ever really leave.
emilia didn’t speak. her eyes remained fixed on their hands beneath the faucet, the red swirling down the drain in ghostly ribbons. lucrezia’s touch was steady, reverent even, like a priestess performing a ritual rather than a someone scrubbing sin from skin. ❝ you don’t have to do this, ❞ emilia murmured finally, her voice low, almost hoarse. not from pain. from restraint. ❝ I'm not some frightened girl in ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵃᵇˢᵒˡᵘᵗᶦᵒⁿ. ❞ but she didn’t pull away. because for all the blood she’d spilled, there was something strangely disarming about lucrezia’s hands — so calm, so sure, as if she’d done this before. maybe she had. maybe that’s why emilia stayed still. why she let her. because only someone with her own share of ʀᴜɪɴ could understand what it meant to do terrible things … and still want to be touched gently after. her gaze finally lifted, meeting lucrezia’s with a quiet defiance — and something else flickering behind it. not regret. never regret. just … weight. ❝ are you always this gentle with ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs? ❞
Collection 02 Campaign
shot by Katherine Goguen