݁ ˖ 𝓐 MILLION LIVES ᯓ you know how in every group, there's that one member with an insane digital footprint? she's me , I'm her .
▸ voice actress, anime ost's, back up dancer, award show host, concept creator, songwriter, sanrio ambassador, twitter kpop stan, lead actress in a live action, j-pop trainee.
𓍼 if I didn't attend a performing arts school, graduation would have never been an option..
"DESiRE:ME, NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE..."
ILL-IT's sister concept :: a psychological thriller 'romance' where reality is too perfect yet nothing is what it seems to be.
"pleasure, devotion, validation, generosity, deprivation, and purity."
LORE:
The girls all had one thing in common: delusion. Bonded by shared psychosis (folie à duex), six girls fall into a comforting lie—their relationships are "special", not as harmful as others make it out to be. It's manipulation, obsession, fear- romance, admiration, love. It feels like home, so it must be.
Their sisterhood is what's keeping the relationships alive: they enable, comfort, tell each other: this is love.
But what happens when the delusions end in murder death?
DESiRES:
YUUNA — purity :: lust in disguise
SOPHIA — devotion :: sloth in disguise
LARA — pleasure :: envy in disguise
DANIELA — deprivation :: gluttony in disguise
MEGAN — generosity :: greed in disguise
MANON — validation :: pride in disguise
𝓐ll under the control of LOVE wrath in disguise.
𝓣RACKLIST:
01. (intro) get up — 3:03 ♪ | orig. by RUSUR (Zeboria)
02. hell in heaven — 3:00 ♪ | orig. by twice
03. (tt) cry for me — 3:25 ♪ | orig. by twice
04. (single) oh my god — 3:16 ♪ | orig. by (g)-idle
05. imaginary friend — 3:21 ♪ | orig. by itzy
06. villians dies — 3:05 ♪ | orig. by (g)-idle
𝓐lbum 𝓓uration: 19:26 ♪
xoxo, nana ౨ৎ
LET’S DO THIS
ONE LAST TIME . . .
( ৻ꪆ ) my name is kenadie gwendolyn bailey, and i am earth-127’s one and only 𝐒𝐔𝐍-𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑! my “how i got bitten,” story is a little embarrassing, but if you must know, then i guess i can let you in on my secret. i used to work at a design studio known for their innovative ideas and creative pieces! but then one day their ideas got a bit too innovative.. me and the others in my department were tasked to make golden shawls, sounds easy enough! that’s what i thought before i saw the spiders. we were tasked to make golden spider silk shawls. us. inexperienced design apprentices were supposed to harvest spider silk.. there was bound to be a disaster! i just got caught in the crossfire.
( ৻ꪆ ) for the past 3 years i have had to keep the villains of new york in line, maintain a mostly positive image, and constantly dodge this (unfortunately cute) reporter desperate for a story! so when jess and miguel asked me to join the spider society, i was all for it! i wouldn’t have to handle all of this by myself now! plus i made some pretty cool friends! for instance theres hobie the resident “cool guy,” venoria (@vshiftsss) aka the best person here, and my dad away from home — peter!
( ৻ꪆ ) soundtrack of my life luther. \ kendrick lamar && sza can’t get you. \ jaehyun pink + white. \ frank ocean witchy. \ kaytranada && childish gambino love me 4 me. \ sza take your mask off. \ tyler, the creator , daniel caesar , latoiya williams
ᦾִ layout 𝒾b ( @elysian-fawn)
"I ALREADY HAVE MY DESIRES.ᐟ"
Even if you can't see it, it's still there !! Being out of sight, doesn't mean out of existence—searching for proof will only cloud your reality.
Think of it this way: You're already in your dream reality, just peacefully asleep. This? This isn't your true world. And clinging to it? That won’t lead you to where you truly belong.
Imagine driving a car at night. You can’t see your destination yet, but you trust the road will take you there. If you kept stopping every few seconds, checking the map, doubting whether you're on the right path… you’d never get anywhere, would you?
"But Nana, I'm tired of the same old advice on Tumblr, all it makes me do is doubt myself ( • ᴖ • 。)."
It's okay to have doubts, I mean, it is human nature to question if something is attainable or if you really deserve it. The truth is, however, those doubts aren't going away unless you expose yourself to them. Let yourself doubt, don't block them out: it's unhealthy. Instead, let them pass through, shutting them down once you've felt you have had enough. You have the power to drive the doubts away, lovey—don't let your anxiety take the steering wheel because it wants you to crash. It's not here to protect you, no matter what it wants to tell you, it's here to rob you from experiences you undoubtedly deserve. Take this from someone who, up until now, was afraid of taking to people online, anonymously, because she was convinced no one would like her...
Instead of believing the parasite clouding your perspective, question it: 'why shouldn't I get this outcome?' 'I'm worthy of having my desires, why should I be convinced otherwise?'
Let go of doubt, stop looking for proof, and just be the version of yourself who has shifted, has the grades, the money, the looks. Whatever you desire is already here, don't let yourself be proved otherwise. The moment you stop grasping, stop chasing, and simply assume it’s already yours, it has no choice but to reflect back to you. The reality you crave isn’t something you need to beg for—it’s something that unfolded the moment you assumed it, you just need to lock tf in (I say this playfully), interrogate those doubts—that feed on negativity, by the way— like you're a detective questioning a suspect, wake up from that dreadful dream you had the misfortune of having, and enjoy your desires that were handed to you on a silver platter.
xoxo, nana ᡣ𐭩
Just read your mha academia dr introduction, and boy do I love it. Will you post more about that dr? 👁️ Im seeking to make one myself, since you inspired me. 🙂↕️
sorry this took so long to answer TT awww, oh my gosh !! this makes me so happy <3 I'm definitely planning to post more about it (I recently finished this one !) I’d love to hear all about your DR too!
sushi does things no human can wrap their minds around (yet)
ate some sushi. Never kill yourself
unfortunately I will be stealing these/j
⌨ mha dr / stuff I'm considering scripting into the campus
1; the dorms could look like a neighborhood. do you see the vision. it would literally be so cute because I might renovate them (again 💔) to be more like apartments. Give me a fridge and a microwave I swear I'll be responsible with it
2. I still don't know how the campus is set up but that one is kinda what I'm thinking? The track would be the stadium instead and there would be a fence around the perimeter but still
3. the views from the educational buildings (one for each year) being pretty
4. A gym would be nice (I'd never use it but still)
5. Giant chess near the dorms
6. Book benches??? Pls it's so pretty
7. I still don't know how it want the locks on the dorm rooms to look but regular padlocks are boring and I'd lose a key so fast
8. Those kind of charging ports everywhere because ain't no way the #1 hero academy in the world has bad charging ports
9. I am NOT walking from the dorms to the training buildings, soo miniature buses are my only solution
got into the law of assumption and I'm having so much fun !!
opening an umbrella up their ass is my go to 🙏🏽
“everyone can shift but not everyone will shift”
I can’t stick my foot up your ass but I will find a way.
how I feel after making scripts to the most trauma inducing, spirit-shattering, dangerous realities because I wanted "to be a part of the plot" (I just started the series):