It’s Another Level Of Friend Breakup When U Remove Them From Ur Scripts 😭

erica jong

Hi, hope you are having a good day 🌷 I really enjoy all of your posts and it’s fascinating to see how limitless we truly are after reading your shifting journey. I want to know your opinion on something, what do you think about the meaning of life, as someone who enters the void state regularly?

I feel like i’ve been subconsciously holding myself back from actually entering the void and manifesting my dream life, because i was afraid of becoming nihilistic after mastering the void. Like what’s the point of putting effort into achieving something, what’s the point of the suffering we went through as individuals, if i can just enter the void and open my eyes to a completely new life in… idk, half an hour?

I would love to hear your input about this topic, and your advice about overcoming this fear. Thank you so much 💗

🌊 The void state and the meaning of life

I know exactly this fear, because it’s precisely for this reason that I decided to permashift for the first time into this reality (a reality similar to this one). I chose to start from the bottom, live a rather average life, and work to get what I wanted. And I succeeded, but I no longer want that.

Luckily, I know how to shift realities, and that’s what I’m doing. This experience wasn’t necessary, but it had significance for me, as it fueled my reflection on my existence and on what I want (I want all).

Life is what you make of it. In reality, "life" means nothing. In this reality, there’s a tendency to name everything and try to give meaning to each thing, whether visible or invisible, tangible or intangible.

In my OR, vocabulary was very limited; we only named what was essential for "leading" an existence. There is no word for "life" because, without humans, it has no meaning. It only takes on meaning for someone who has lived long enough to reflect on their life experience. Do we talk about the meaning of a baby’s life before their first year? No, because they’re not aware of it.

You need to have a sufficiently developed consciousness to seek meaning in the things you do. This consciousness, whether it’s you or me in my own reality, chooses to perceive a reality based on its current interests, tastes, which evolve through experiences.

These experiences provide you with information about everything you know today (everything you feel, see, touch, as well as your knowledge). But this knowledge is limited to what you’ve experienced in your 3D. As a consciousness, if you go into the void state, you are working with limited information—what you’ve gained through your 3D experiences. You know what exists only because you’ve lived it in 3Ds. That’s why, for me, the void state is just 5D; there are higher dimensions, and the void state isn’t the highest.

There are infinite realities, infinite multiverses, and each of these realities is a separate world that you cannot fully perceive. Each reality, each multiverse, is composed of information that you don’t have access to in the void state, things you haven’t yet known.

Reality is the sum of what you’ve manifested physically. When you choose to enter a reality, you don’t perceive the whole reality. Your world is everything you live. You and I have our own universes. We don’t interact directly. But in your world, you’ve created multiverses.

You can also access realities that you can’t even imagine with the information you have but that still exists, simply by wanting to enter an unknown world or having a few criteria—the rest of the world is already created.

In my case, when I left my OR, I simply wanted to live in a reality where medicine was more advanced and where water and food were abundant. As a result, I arrived in a more modern reality, in this multiverse. However, in my void state, before leaving my OR, I had no knowledge of the existence of a modern society :

I still remember the first time I saw television. The very first cartoon I watched was Winx Club. It was strange, like I was recognizing what I was seeing while discovering it. I had no idea in my OR that all of this existed before deciding, in my void state, to come here. I know all this only because I’ve lived through different realities.

Had I not sufficiently experienced this reality, I wouldn’t have discovered worlds like Harry Potter, for example. The fictions you choose to explore are the result of your decision to "play the game" and immerse yourself fully in the reality you selected. That’s how you gather scenarios and information, allowing you, in the void state, to create a tailor-made reality.

Honestly, that’s all I know, and I’ll stop there for my first century of research. I know people who want to project themselves into higher dimensions to seek answers or make sense of their actions, hoping to gain a complete understanding of the multiverses. But that’s not my case.

For now, I’m content to create scenarios and realities where I go depending on my mood. What you decide in your life doesn’t always need to have meaning or depth. I have a reality where I just spend time with my S/O, another where I work to earn a decent salary, and yet another where I am immensely rich, as well as several where capitalism doesn’t exist. I enjoy these experiences and the roles I play in them. The beauty of it all lies in the choice, like playing Sims 4 in first-person reality.

I don’t believe it’s necessary to go through trials to nourish the soul or learn lessons. That said, I do think consciousness can gain a certain maturity or wisdom. I don’t consider myself the most mature, as I’m only 26 years old in this reality (I chose to increase my age when I did my first permashift to have a nice birthdate 🙂 ), but if I had to date my "consciousness," I’d be 22. I have manifested things whose scope and impact I didn’t fully grasp, on both others and myself. My morality and the meaning I give to things have also changed, as there’s a big difference between imagining something in the 4D and living it in the 3D.

In the void state, there’s no logic, no emotions, just information. For example, trying to feel something is impossible; you only have the idea of an emotion, which you know if you’ve lived it. At the same time, if you force it, you return to the 3D.

I think it doesn’t even make sense to have given a name to what you call "life." And you did it only to escape certain responsibilities or to find something to blame for the misfortunes you’ve experienced. Since some of the things you’ve lived through make no sense, you decided to create this term "life." But as a shifter, you now know that everything you experience is only a reflection of your inner world, your 4D.

What you choose to live only has meaning because it holds some interest for you (to satisfy your curiosity, your primal urges, your needs, your tastes, which evolve over time). You choose your realities based on your desires.

I don’t even think I’ve finished reflecting on this topic. The beauty of it all is that I have (quantum) eternity to think about it, just like you do.

Since the future and the past don’t exist, focus instead on what you want to live in the present moment, and you’ll figure out later what you want to do or experience.

PS: In the Void state, you can also get bored and wanting to experience things beyond complete darkness; it depends on your curiosity.

there must have been a lot of weed in the air

i have too many drs i want to shift to.

i want to make a pjo dr but like. change almost everything. add different quests. i will be a daughter of dionysus but less wine aunt vibes more unhinged god of insanity vibes . do i make myself fall into tartarus ? idk depends on how i’m feeling (i won’t do that. i think. i don’t hate myself THAT much)

i am eternally in my percy jackson era. Just like i’m in my harry potter era all the time. i read them at just the right age and now they are cemented in my mind. i make dam jokes and make fun of jason grace ALWAYSSSS

anyways i don’t know what this rant was for. i want to be percy jacksons scary girlfriend. that’s all. bye

I just found out that I can script that it is totally normal not to wear a bra in any context and that motivated me so freaking much 'cause I'm gonna be so comfortable...

When someone asks me why I want to permashift I typically say because I want to be with my comfort characters.

But on a deeper level I’d say I want to permashift because of how disgusting this world is towards women. Once I started realizing that literally every man I know has said something misogynistic I realized ya’ll were being for real when saying “most men”. I feel as there is no hope for women here, at least not with the way men are stirring today. Misogyny is so deeply woven through society that I even struggle imagining how life would be without it. I sometimes wish I could go back to being oblivious to this bigotry, I also think this is why a lot of women push back on feminism because it really brings an awareness to one’s self that life isn’t going to treat you the same. The sexualization in particular is something that really upsets me. The way movies and shows always have female nudity, the way women are posed in ads or magazines. It’s like we cannot be just human. The way everyone manages to point their finger to a woman every single time something happens, including women. Misogyny is so bad in our culture that even women are against women. Men’s needs will always be put over women’s needs whether its standards or medically. This is a topic that plagues my mind everyday and gets me incredibly upset, so much so that it’s my biggest motivation to permashift.

i write about shifting in my physical diary because there’s no reason i would ever stop being a shifter and i have no reason to be embarrassed about leaving a record. it’s what consumes most of my thoughts anyway

i want that drama queen badge soooooo bad. because its like a little joke for me. and tom riddle (he is a drama queen). idk does that make sense????? anyway i took the quiz so why !! won’t !! it !! give !! me !! the !! badgesss !! AAAA

I'm a shifter because this reality feels like walking with stones in my shoes. I’m searching for a place where the ground is softer, where I can finally move without pain

HOZIER: SELF-TITLED

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 an ask game themed off of hozier's debut self-titled album! reblog for asks and I hope this is fun! this is my first time making an ask game, so lmk what you think. inspired by @miaojune's short and extra sweet ask game (which you can find here!)

⛪ TAKE ME TO CHURCH — is there something you find yourself devoted to? is it a person? or is it an ideal? or something else? what makes you drawn to it or them?

🪽 ANGEL OF SMALL DEATH AND THE CODEINE SCENE — did you ever have a wild night out? was there anything less than legal there (it's okay I won't tell)? did someone go with you? did you go in a group? what was the aftermath?

🍼 JACKIE AND WILSON — if you have an s/o, do you want kids in your future? have you talked about it? if do you, have you made plans for them and your future family?

🌻 SOMEONE NEW — what makes you fall in love with life every day? it could be something big, like your s/o, or something smaller. what brings life to your day to day and makes life worth living?

⏳ TO BE ALONE — do you enjoy being alone? or do you find enjoyment around other people? is there something you like to do when you're alone? or is there someone you'd rather be alone with?

🐍 FROM EDEN — have you ever done something crazy for someone you care about? cross the country to meet them? show up in the middle of the night? throw a massive party? how did they take it?

🥀 IN A WEEK — is there a place you could spend hours or days in, just existing? what makes it so calming to you? is it the atmosphere? the people there? does it ever become hard to leave?

🪷 SEDATED — what do you do when you need a break from the world? is there an activity that grounds you? or a place that makes you feel more tethered? what about it makes you feel better?

🪦 WORK SONG — what carries you through a hard day? is it a thought of a person at home? a vision and passion for your future? what makes you keep going on those hard days?

💋 LIKE REAL PEOPLE DO — how did you meet your s/o? did you know each other since you were kids or did you meet in a drunken fling? did you like each other at first, or did you hate them, or was it love at first sight? tell us your meet-cute!

🐾 IT WILL COME BACK — is there something you keep coming back to over and over again? is it a person or something else? is it not so good for you, and if so, what drags you back every time?

🦋 FOREIGNER'S GOD — are you connected to your culture? did you grow up in it or find it later in life? is it important to you, or do you not care as much about it?

🍷 CHERRY WINE — have you ever had to deal with a terrible situation? was it with another person, maybe someone you cared about? how did you resolve it?

🌲 IN THE WOODS SOMEWHERE — fun question! what's the craziest dream you ever had (that you can remember)? what made it so crazy? can you even remember all the details or did you wake up with fragments?

🌿 RUN — what is the best part (in your opinion) about your hometown or country? why do you love it? is there anyone else that shares your opinion?

🔥ARSONIST'S LULLABYE — have you ever acted on your impulsive thoughts? what happened and how did people react? did you get hurt or in trouble?