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what’s in my bag — kpop dr .•°
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cannot begin to describe how long this took me T^T so i hope you like it !! anyway, here is what’s in my bag in my kpop/clarity dr !!!
my bag is the adidas original pu biker bag !! i got it from an adidas campaign that clarity did. one thing to note is that i’m scripting there are two versions and ver 2 has longer straps bcs i’m more comfortable with that !!
on the front of the bag i’ve got some decor!! some small little things to personalise it hshshs :
⟢ my mum’s claw clip — she gave it to me when she came to visit, i’ve got it clipped onto one of the straps
⟢ a carabiner from sabrina carpenter — it has the engraving “You Are My Lucky Star”, i’ve attached a few charms to it :
•⟢ a lucky 7 ball — i love the number 7, i love that shade of red and the number itself reminds me of enhypen (who i’m a huge fan of!!)
•⟢ a light stick keychain — i’ve just used the enhypen light stick as an example but in actuality, it’s clarity’s light stick aka the claridome, i’m matching with my members !!
•⟢ the purple candy store series sonny angel — also matching with my members bcs this series has our designated colours !!
next up are the exterior pockets !!
in side pocket 1 i have :
⟢ my keys — obvious necessity of course, i’ve got my car keys, my house/dorm, and then some company keys : the music studio, dance studio, recording studio and my locker. attached onto the keys are two key rings :
•⟢ a little mushroom — from the day i landed in south korea after being accepted into fantagio ent. as a trainee!! i needed to get smth to commemorate it bcs i’m nothing if not sentimental
•⟢ a resin orchid flower charm with bronzite, cherry quartz and pearl beads — a gift from jungwon !! it was during a secret santa that we did with the other 04’ idols on our friend group
⟢ three lippies :
•⟢ a clarins plum lip oil , a burt’s bees coconut & pear lip balm and a burt’s bees cucumber and mint lip balm — super niche flavours of lip balm but i can’t lie, they’re my absolute favourites
⟢ a tiny perfume — jasmine and sandalwood scented ofcs
⟢ a small shell shaped jewellery box — usually i’d take off any jewellery i’m wearing when i get tired or overstimulated, it can fit quite a lot of things including earrings, necklaces, rings, bracelets (that aren’t solid like bangles), but even if i’m wearing all my jewellery, it serves the purpose of housing my guitar picks
in the front pocket i have : my snacks!!
⟢ two packs of jumpy’s — a little treat from enhypen’s jake when he ordered a bunch of aussie snacks
⟢ warheads — i love sour things so i’ve always got a pack on me
⟢ sour blueberry bubblegum — this isn’t always in my bag but if i can find this specific brand and flavour, i def have it with me (another sour one)
⟢ chai tea sachets — god forbid whatever hotel we’re staying at doesn’t have chai
⟢ mint strips bcs obvs
in side pocket 2 i have :
⟢ two sets of headphones — my beats fit pro bluetooth headphones in grey, and my apple wired headphones that i keep just in case my bluetooth’s lose charge, and to stop them from getting tangled, the wired headphones live in this little shell trinket box
⟢ a tiny vial of moon water — it’s cute, it’s spiritual, it’s shaped like a star, what more can i say?
⟢ a capo — i got it as a gift from enhypen’s jay !!
⟢ a lace draw string bag full of crystals — a citrine tumble, a tigers eye tumble, a labradorite tumble, a flower agate palm stone and a raw herkimer diamond
ok here comes the main pocket !!
⟢ yes, i’ve got two phones — a personal phone and a work phone :
•⟢ my personal phone is the iphone 11 in purple — it has a polaroid of clarity during our tour in sydney !! it was taken by our manager and i keep it in the case
•⟢ my work phone is the iphone 14 in baby blue — it has a tiny little teddy bear charm attached to it’s clear case, i got the charm from a lumino (our fandom name!!)
⟢ a portable charger bcs obvs
⟢ my current read — i always have a book on me, and i tend to read multiple books so i’ll have ebooks on both phones as well as a physical book in my bag aksjdjs, my current read is The God Of Small Things by Arundathi Roy, a gift from my dad !!
⟢ two notebooks, each for a different purpose :
•⟢ my journal — the brown leather book, embossed with prints of flowers, a few sticker stamps that i got as a gift from vicki’s stamp collection, it’s a mess of a mind dump, a complete amalgamation of thoughts, un-curated, unfiltered, and extremely authentic, the notebook itself was part of a birthday present from my members !!
•⟢ my lyric book — the little red notebook that i found at a corner store in some nook of london, i got it during our first world tour and have been using it as the place to go when i get random inspiration
⟢ a tiny teddy bear plush toy — i got it from my little brother when i visited home again after a long time
⟢ a digital camera — i got it from enhypen’s sunghoon on my twentieth birthday bcs not only was i an official adult but it was also nearing the end of our mc-ing contract
⟢ finally, i’ve got four seperate pouches inside the main pocket :
•⟢ my makeup pouch — a vivienne westwood red pouch that i bought with my own money . and then i became an ambassador like, a week later.. all i had to do was wait a week.. typical
•⟢ my hygienics pouch — got it from a lumino during a fansign !! they said it reminded them of regulus and they knew i was a huge regulus stan so they got it for me ??? i cried
•⟢ my pencil case — i’ve had it since predebut, never want to get rid of it, i actively mended it when the zipper came loose once .. it’s staying with me till the end i fear
•⟢ my wallet — idek where i got this, it just showed up one day in my closet and i just ran with it, surprisingly fits everything i need tho
in my makeup pouch i have :
⟢ a beautiful compact mirror — i got this from chris aka stray kid’s bang chan aka my big cousin!!
⟢ a lighter — found it online and immediately had to get it bcs it looks so pretty, i’m not a smoker necessarily but i just like having a lighter, i’ve got a couple friends who smoke and it comes in handy, plus i can use it for candles
⟢ some actual makeup products, shock horror :
•⟢ a kiko clear gloss — i’m partial to tinted glosses but i like having the option
•⟢ tinted burt’s bees lip balm in plum — same thing here
•⟢ a bobbi brown concealer, a rare beauty highlighter and a diamond clear mascara — i unfortunately don’t wear makeup in my cr bcs i have ridiculously sensitive skin so i have no clue abt the shades or the quality of these products T^T i just know i need to have them ahshdjsjsk
⟢ a comb — i can’t go to sleep without at least brushing the ends of my hair, i don’t know, anyway i got it from india at the local markets and it’s very pretty
⟢ hair ties bcs obvs — i would have also put scrunchies or smth but knowing me, i’d probably mooch off of aining’s scrunchies (just like in this reality >.<)
in my hygienics pouch i have :
⟢ a lot of obvs necessities — kleenex, deodorant, hand sanitiser, moisturiser, bandaids, pads
⟢ vaseline — dry skin is a bitch but i vow to conquer it
⟢ eye serum — idk what i’d do without it like do y’all understand how bright and arid those stage lights are??
⟢ sun screen — this isn’t in the obvs section bcs this is specifically australian made sunscreen, spf 50+ i even use it in this reality
⟢ meds — vitamins, anti histamines, anxiety pills
in my pencil case i have :
⟢ 0.35 black ink pens — for the life of me i could not find the brand name but i have these exact pens in every reality, i worship them, they are glorious
⟢ a silver mechanical pencil — same deal, the one in this reality i’ve had since 2019 i believe? and i couldn’t find a pic of this but i also have a small pack of lead as well
⟢ erasers — snoopy/peanuts themed bcs i adore that franchise and i unfortunately buy things just bcs they’re peanuts themed..
⟢ a small love note from jungwon !! — passed to me between the hallways of an award show, right before enha left for tour, i don’t think he knows that i’ve kept it
in my wallet i have :
⟢ my cards — yes i have a black card, yes i use it whenever i can, yes i can feel the stares every time
⟢ cash and coins — coming from a regular middle class lifestyle means i never get out of the habit of keeping physical money on me, ya know, just in case
⟢ perfume scent testers/cards — idk they’re fun to keep, gives my wallet a funky yet intoxicating scent, i keep adding new ones every time i go to the perfume section, even if i don’t buy anything
⟢ a queen of spades card from a deck with indian artwork — i got it as a gift from a lumino, and it was so thoughtful bcs the queen of spades is actually linked to clarity lore, specifically my lore in our groups concept, plus, it’s an indian queen !!!
⟢ a tiny passport photo of baby me — one of those sentimental things that my parents gave me before i left to start training, i always keep it with me as a reminder; anytime i’m mean to myself or forget to ignore the negative comments i may get, i’m actually hurting that little girl right there, she doesn’t deserve that, so i don’t deserve it
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there’s a lot i didn’t add bcs it wouldn’t realistically fit, and also i’ve got my manager to carry some stuff for us — more makeup, vlogging equipment, more toiletries, etc etc .. anyway!! this took ages so i really hope this does well 🥲🤞🏽
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We did it gang
acceptance it is not going to hurt.
there are no quests. no moral choices. no divine prophecies. your worthiness is not questioned by your suffering . . . yet, you are still trapped. you are in your own cage.
why are you treating shifting like a quest? as if you are the hero in this greek myth, encountering gods and magical objects, evolving and understanding the world by completing a task who looked bigger than you. and your reward? is going back home.
but, it can be easy. and you are not used to this.
it looks like enemy territory. when people around you seemed to have it simple and you had to put twice of their effort to even accomplish something. it feels like everything you did in life is not worthy; simple tasks required hours of your time, and something as . . . whimsical as shifting, is simple? you are holding on your past experiences because that’s all you know. at the end you still accomplished those tasks, so with shifting is going to be the same.
but what if it’s the holding that it’s hurting you? accepting to let go is not a cruel joke. the cruelty is staying in a situation that is not helping you . . . and everything you accomplished in your life is not going to disappear because you acknowledged that something can be easy. acceptance doesn’t ask you to forget. it’s healing your suffering. it wants to make you understand that your cage is not everything that exists in the world.
accept it. the cage is open. you can walk away.
we should move beyond "rpf is fine" and go a step further: rpf is righteous, necessary, urgent, speaks to our present moment, progressive, crucial, etc
her st𝔂le …………………
monochrome is fun . i have nothing else to say this is a fun little moodboard
u are just a different person when u come from a klance background
currently editing a fancy post . 😌
It's been 6 minutes since I find your blog and-THE EMOTIONAL ROLLER-COASTER!!!
First I was like 'perfect! A shifter who wants to learn, experience, explore and evolve- like lemme like this post'
Then I saw the words 'türk' and I geniunely gasped in excitement!! Thenn I was like wait lemme make sure (stalked you a little really quick for a sec- sorry😔)
And then giggled as I hit the follow button! I can't put into the words how glad I actually am. Just knowing I am not alone made me so damn happy!
Thank you, you really made my day- even week to be honest♡
AAAAAAAAAA this made me so so happyy!!! honestly you’ve made MY day 💓💓💓 turkish shifters are hard to find, but we always find each other somehow haha
IT WAS SMALL (LIKE TWO MINUTES) AND I WASNT REALLY DOING ANYTHING I WAS JUST LAYING IN BED AND TRYING TO FALL ASLEEP AND WHEN I WOKE UP I HEARD SOMEONE CALL OUT MY DR NAME AND IT SOUNDED LIKE A GIRL IDK (WHICH MAKES SENSE BASED ON WHERE I WAKE UP AFTRER SHIFTING) SO I WAS LIKE TRYING TO CALM DOWN BUT THEN I LIKE WOKE UP IN MY OR/CR
i created this wr a year ago when i was missing my favorite country (greece).
the island is a mix of all med countries but leans heavily on greece.
think of the hottest, most vibrant, sun drenched island. you can hear the gentle breeze, the hum of cicadas, and the lull of music nearby. it smells of sweet flowers, herbs and ocean.
absolutely no idea about my age or appearance. this isn’t a dr with a backstory. it’s just me existing in a pretty place. i probably look like myself but better.
i can speak any language i want to, and have any skill i want.
i can enter any dr from here instantly.
island name: apria
language: something like greek (or just greek)
architecture: cycladic
music: mix of greek and turkish
food: greek and turkish
people: it isn’t just an empty world - people go about their life. there’s plenty of people to meet and interact with.
no one from my cr will be there.
i have a house that is always clean, and has anything i’ll ever need. and the best view ever ofc. i have a quad to go over the entire island.