So I've Been In The Mood To Create Some Fan Merch Designs Of The Blush Blush Boys.

Spun a wheel for the next BB guy for me to draw and it landed on Volks! So here's an embarrassed Volks for the soul hehe >:D

I was just playing around with some brushes on csp last night and I just ended up really liking the sketch, so I fully rendered it for funsie. I would've drawn a background for him, but I got lazy so yeah. The drawing was nice rendering practice for me, even though it cost me sleep, and I woke up pretty late today- BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER

blasting my silly little music and creating my silly little daydreams so i don’t lose my silly little mind

"We'll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part"

"Oh you don't know it but baby Ive already got your heart."

I've fallen. I've fallen into hyper fixation hell and it's all because of this mf right here. If you're unaware, this is Cole from the game Blush Blush. I came across a video featuring him on TikTok, and he then proceeded to ruin me to the point I had to draw him. (I believe the TikTok video was made by Ren-054, who's also here on tumblr btw ^^)

Cole lured me into the blush blush fandom and I haven't been able to recover ever since. Literally… I decided to try and play the game mainly for Cole a few weeks back, and then was jumped by all the other boys - THE HYPER FIXATION ON THIS GAME IS EATING ME ALIVE. It's criminal that there's not a large fanbase here on tumblr, I keep looking at the tags for the game hoping for new content like once everyday. This is not normal of me...

So in the end, I decided to ultimately start posting art again all because of this guy. I told myself that my first art related post should be something about my OCs, but oh boy- I just HAD to get him out of my system... Might as well feed myself and others here on tumblr with my contribution to the fanbase featuring my mental illness. Eat up I guess?

"Well would you look at that! You caught me wearing the smile you gave me."

And with that ladies and gentlemen, all the kitsune boys are finished! Doesn't mean I'll stop drawing them tho. I did end up forgetting a few details here and there (like the little rope Aki has around his waist with the little pompom thingies attached, but we ball) 

OK, now I disappear again to go work on some more art and do some studies >:D

Okay so theres way more people than I thought seeing my art and I just wanna say... Hewwo? ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! Where did you all come from?!?

Im glad theres people who like my art, and decide to stick around to see what other silly things I make. I've been off social media (posting wise) for a while, cause I was never happy with how my art looked enough to show it to other people soo... Im glad I decided to start doing that again, I'm still unhappy with where my art is at this point, but I don't hate it as much and I strive to improve to the point where I'll eventually be happy with it mainly by drawing my fav characters, who are rotting my brain. (we are almost there :D)

Also side note, tumblr makes me feel soooo old. Like I feel as if I'm an old person trying to navigate this site and talk to people, and I don't know what I'm doing in general. I'm only 20 man, I should not be struggling this much??? T^T

Ever since I woke up today I got pranked a bunch of times because, surprise surprise, its April fools and Im gullible, so very gullible...

So because it was April fools, I was gonna draw a quick silly doodle for fun as a joke but I got distracted and instead somehow got myself drawing THREE different ref sheets for my BB OCs, because I'm insane and I tricked myself into believing I can multitask three of them help

"I feel only the bitter cold of the ice and the warm touch of your hand."

Since I skipped Stirling earlier and did Scale's artwork instead, I found it fitting to try a littler harder rendering this artwork. It was a struggle, but he's done! Yippeeeee, freedom!

"You're… still here? I'm glad."

Since I did a drawing of Fuyu I thought I might as well draw the other kitsunes boys so they don't feel left out, so heres Haru! Next is Aki (after I finish the other artworks I've started on impulse). Can you tell that I didn't know what the hell I was doing with this background?

did you know you can do anythingh with your ocs and no one can stop you.. did you know you can make aus of your ocs. you should make aus of your ocs

"Welcome to the Oasis, what can I get you?"

Name: Zaahir

Age: “Hm, I won't say. However, your welcome to guess~”

Pronouns: He/him or They/them

Favorite job: Writer

Liked trait: Observant

Blood type: O+

Favorite hobby: Mixing drinks

Favorite food: Surprisingly, its steak

Gift preference: Cologne or any type of jewelry

Occupation: Bartender

Height: 6’3/ 190cm

Zaahir is a guide who escorts souls to the afterlife, an entity that had no form until recently. He has a keen eye, and the ability to judge one's soul. He also works at The Oasis as its bartender and owner.

The Oasis and Zaahir are a mystery that no normal human can solve. The bar only opens at night and those who pass by the Oasis in the daytime are often left confused because, in the morning, the bar does not exist. The store looks abandoned and deteriorated until night falls, and its appearance changes to one that customers are familiar with. The Oasis, paradise for the lost.

The Oasis is both a safe space for the living and the dead. Most customers of the Oasis are human, however some tend to be more on the dead side, lost souls to be exact. Souls that had just passed away and end up wandering here, to paradise. The dead that show up at the bar are often in need of guidance, and Zaahir is the one that helps them. He judges their character and guides the spirits off to the underworld. 

He tends to keep to himself at the bar and focus on his duties and work, however ever since being transformed into an animal... Things have gotten, harder.

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Ah, hopefully that wasn't too long of a summary! But anyways, here he is! My blush blush OC, Zaahir ❤︎ I wanted to make OCs for this game since the very beginning when I first played, because that's what I do- and I end up really liking this one.

If it wasn't that obvious, Zaahir is based on the ancient Egyptian mythology deity, Anubis, the jackal-headed god. Zaahir's animal design is that of a black canine that resembles the jackal, that is, Anubis's head.

I ended up taking a lot of visual inspiration via characters like Cyno (genshin impact), Jamil (twst), and Gallagher (Honkai star rail), though I don't think he would act like any of them at all.

Also since Zaahir can judge people’s souls, I’d like to think it would be useful when he makes drinks since he has a special unique menu item at his bar that anyone can order (dead or alive).

It's the customer special, a special custom made drink where it's not available on the menu for anyone to order and is one of a kind for the customer who orders it! 

He creates each customer special based on the person, he’d ask for the customer’s preferences of course, like if they’d want it alcoholic or nonalcoholic, if they have any allergies or preferences. Then he creates the drink solely based on their soul, and what he can grasp from it. (Gotta draw blush blush character's inspired drinks now- HISHWAD)

Anyways I hope you guys like him! I’ll probably end up drawing him some more since the OC brain rot gets me sometimes- but after I draw the other bb boys. I’ve been neglecting some of them… oops!