This is it. Life is just this. You come out of the womb and then end up in the tomb. There's no magical third act where everything end ups fine and you live happy ever after. I will never be able to see me trought other people's eyes, they say they love me but in reality they might be lying. Do you also have this felling like you can be sad, depressed, suicidal but when you see someone close or not being like this you fell guilt? Like you cannot help them cus you fell the same thing. You're a broken person telling another broken person that everything will be alright. This weights in my conscience so much i can't help but fell like i'm the only one who deserves to feel like this. Not everyone will love you and not everyone will hate you. But for sure you are going to either love or hate yourself. I want to be a narcissist to everything envolving me and just me, i and myself. I just want to know what love is. But not loving someone else. That's easy, because i don't fall in love with the person i fall in love with the idea of them. I don't know their interests, birth date or even their name but they're the love of my life. I want to have a enemies to lovers trope with myself. Because i can't tolerate this shit anymore. I might just pull a 13 reasons why one day. But we all know i'll have more than 13 reasons.
Just finished "The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo" and...
Now i have depression.
BEST BOOK EVER!!!💖💜💙
Na verdade tbm sou br galera😌❤🇧🇷
Me thinking i'm free from sh just to combine it with an ed