honestly floored by the response to this post omg š„ŗš„ŗ
anyways iām here to say the first chapter is up!! i hope you enjoy :)
@moonandstarshangoutinbars it has been posted!!
hiii hereās a little peek at my christmas fic featuring trans remus! (heās disabled as well but itās not mentioned in this bit)
iām aiming to have it all posted by christmas :)
ok iām gonna go hide and not check tumblr for a while now
Spoiler of my next drawing cause I am busy and I am not gonna be able to finish it this week š®āšØ
Can you guess which scene represents?
Wolfstar are the type of couple to move into an abandoned house and renovate it into the most beautiful home youāve ever seen
Sometimes I want to send you asks on instagram but I get scared bc it's my irl account but the doodle you did the other day of Remus sticking his tongue out makes me unreasonably happy
hes balop
yāall ever read a fanfic that you cannot believe an author just wrote for free?? what an honor it is to read a piece of someoneās soul they shared out of nothing but love for a piece of media. what a privilege it is to be allowed their talent because you share an interest!!
I keep seeing people on the clock app talking about their dream casts for the HBO HP series, particularly people in the marauders fandom. And I just...????
I thought we all collectively agreed not to watch it...
Our fandom is supposed to be a safe place for queer and trans folks. What do you mean you're supporting she-who-must-not-be-named's latest money grab??
tell everyone one fact about you, one unpopular opinion you have and your top song on your on repeat playlist and then spread this to five followers you love ā¤ļø
oh hi rae š„ŗš„ŗ omg thank you this is so sweet š also received one from @madefortherain, thank you very much šš
one fact about me: iām a college student majoring in women & gender studies with minors in legal studies and history!
one unpopular opinion i have: THIS WAS HARD AKDKABDKJA hmmmm um. avocados are disgusting. sooo gross. hate em. also eggs (eggs in things is fine, i mean just straight eggs. like an omelette or something).
top song on repeat:
this is from the lotf playlist and itās a song i really love in general so this is not surprising!
My Wolfstar is so extremely obsessed with each other nobody understands. Nobody āfell firstā or āfell harderā they fell just as fast and just as hard, simultaneously like two idiots tripping over the same rock. Itās not only love but mutual insanity. Theyāre so obsessed with one another itās embarrassing and maybe even a little concerning.
wednesday snippet!
sneaking in just under the wire. thanks to @madefortherain for the tag <3
this is from the same wip as my snippet from a few days ago, which i mentally refer to as my embarrass remus as much as possible fic even though it has a real title :)
āMorning, sleeping beauty,ā the pretty stranger says. Remus is sure his face is positively glowing by now. Is there even any blood left in the rest of his body?
āH-hi,ā he stutters softly. āI am so sorry, oh my God, I canāt believe I fell asleep on you andāum...ā Remus finds he cannot finish this sentence, cannot admit to drooling on a strangerās shoulder after sleeping on him for who knows how long. While the man couldnāt even leave, because they are on an airplane.
āOh, you mean the drool?ā
The flushed warmth in Remusās face spreads rapidly down his throat. He drops his face into his hands, wondering if he can stay there, avoiding eye contact with this pretty man, for the rest of the flight.
āDon't worry, the flightās long. Itāll dry,ā says the man in a light, playful tone. When Remus looks up out of pure shock more than a conscious desire to come out of hidingāhis eyes lock with the manās just in time to watch as one of those pale grey irises disappears in a wink. A wink. Remus feels a bit faint. Oh, he is a pathetic, useless man. And he is not going to survive this flight.
no pressure tagging @littleoldrachel!
You couldnāt even pry post-Azkaban Wolfstar from my cold, dead body. Theyāre SO important to me. So broken and alone for so damn long and they need each other but they hate each other and themselves but they never really stopped having love for each other even when it killed them because of all the betrayal and all of those years apart. When Sirius is at his lowest and Remus is there and they both can start to pick up all the little pieces but theyāre also able to cherish all of the broken bits anyway.
um excuse me what the FUCK oh my god????? šš
Sirius who is back at The Ancient and Noble House of Black after his 4th year at Hogwarts, rummaging around at the extensive family library for more information about Werewolves to be more aware of his best friend (ahem unofficial love of his life ahem)'s "condition", when he comes across a book, almost 350 pages by how thick it was.
āExperimented to the Bone: Field-Tested Methods to Cripple a Werewolf During and Beyond the Full Moonā
He winced at the title, that was definitely not what he wanted to learn but as he moved to place it back in the shelf, he came across a familiar name.
"By Lyall Lupin"
Sirius paused, because surely not. It surely could not be the same Lyall Lupin, who was Remus's father. But Lupin was not a common name, nor was Lyall. Fuck.
He opened to the first page, to view the year it was published.
"1969"
That was after Remus was born. Like him, he was born in 1960. Every second after he picked the book from the shelf, Sirius fought back bile coming up his throat.
Authors note
As someone who has worked in the "Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures" department of the Ministry of Magic, it has been my great pleasure to write and publish this book myself. For years, Werewolves have been a prime obsession of mine. I've been studying ways and techniques on how to weaken them and then, by Merlin's grace, I was granted an opportunity to study them closely every day, in and out of a full moon for 4 years. And to whomever it may concern, this book is my greatest creation.
As To the viewers' discretion, please be aware. These methods have been experimented on a much weaker Werewolf. The doses and measurements given in the book can be adjusted to higher doses based on the size and age of the creature.
Taking harsh breaths he quickly flips through the book, catching small sentences
"Sew Silver threads along their clothes"
"Stir wolfsbane in their water and let sit"
"Sprinkle small doses of wolfsbane in their food to keep them weak throughout the day"
"When locked in, the creature harms itself during a full moon, be reminded to use cages and shackles made from Silver instead of regular Iron"
The book dropped to the floor. And Sirius heaved on the library floor, much to the dismay of Kreacher who appeared instantly to clean it and then disappeared.
He couldn't breathe, he cried, and he stayed there, almost paralyzed for hours before Regulus came looking for him who took a look at the title and the first page before he dropped down next to his brother to pull him to his chest.
And then Sirius couldn't seem to stop moving his mouth between his cries. Things along the lines of, "His own father" or "He never told us" or "Does he even know?", "Why is he dead, i wanna kill him", "1969 Reggie, he was a child", "I knew he despised his dad, never knew why......i wish i didn't know"
And what was Regulus to do except weep with his brother.