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my-ugly-organs
1 year ago
my-ugly-organs - Hand me my shovel, I'm going in!
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you will be missed it hurts so much I'm struggling so much in this depressive episode to do anything Beloved hobbies and artistic projects that are dying slowly Once they kept me alive and helped me through previous depressive episodes And this one got so bad i don't have energy or motivation to do them now Not even to vent or give cathartic release to my feelings And my doctors still dont give a shit They dont even bother to change my meds even after being in the psych ward Rest in peace artistic side of me
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my-ugly-organs
1 year ago
Screenshot of a poem. Text reads: You told your disciples, yes— but did you tell your parents? Did you sit them down at a table, try not to let it get awkward, try to get it over with. "Mom, Dad, I'm — going to die." How long was the silence? Did Mary wrap her arms around you like you were a child, like she hadn't much since you'd gone away, with all the force of the tears she'd save for after you left again? Or did they cry then and ask what they'd done wrong, and did you reassure them, "it's just a few days, and then I'll be better than before," "I'm not the first to do this—you've met Lazarus, right?" Did you wonder if they already knew, if they'd seen the signs in the myrrh, in every screaming crowd, in the way you watched Joseph drive nails into wood? Did they ask you how long you'd known, and did you know how to say forever?

[writes about Jesus but it’s actually about being trans] [writes about being trans but it’s actually about Jesus]

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my-ugly-organs
10 months ago
Everything Is All Too Much Sometimes

everything is all too much sometimes

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art alexa play everything is a lot by will wood
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my-ugly-organs
10 months ago
Here Are Some Close-ups Of My Fav Paintings, I Still Love The Details And Colors From These Paintings
Here Are Some Close-ups Of My Fav Paintings, I Still Love The Details And Colors From These Paintings
Here Are Some Close-ups Of My Fav Paintings, I Still Love The Details And Colors From These Paintings
Here Are Some Close-ups Of My Fav Paintings, I Still Love The Details And Colors From These Paintings

Here are some close-ups of my fav paintings, I still love the details and colors from these paintings :))

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my-ugly-organs
10 months ago

Worms are so versitile symbolism-wise. They represent rot and decay, stagnating, nature and growth, they represent reading a lot and unconditional love, they even represent. Yuri

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my-ugly-organs
1 year ago
Bilal Al-Shams, Sacrifice

Bilal Al-Shams, Sacrifice

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my-ugly-organs
1 year ago

31 Days of Halloween and Halloween Adjacent Music!

Day 29: Please Just Stay Dead by Nicole Dollanganger

Eerie and unreal sounding vocals are rad.

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my-ugly-organs
1 year ago
Sometimes I Fear You've Seen Too Much Of Me

Sometimes I fear you've seen too much of me

other times I realize you barely know me at all

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my-ugly-organs
5 months ago
Hyacinth 🪻🫶
Hyacinth 🪻🫶

Hyacinth 🪻🫶

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photography purple hyacinth
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my-ugly-organs
10 months ago

i hate fatigueee its so stupid. ohh when im home i'll do this or that Nope. replacing all of your bones with pure titanium now. Goodbye

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my-ugly-organs - Hand me my shovel, I'm going in!
my-ugly-organs
Hand me my shovel, I'm going in!

Vent blog, I do not encourage anyone to hurt themselves in any way shape or form, if you're not ok, there's hope. Reach out to someone, don't be like me making a secret vent blog instead

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