Mxroseberrii - GeminitayFan

I'm not too capable at guessing games, but I will assume that your lie would be number 1? I can only assume from memory that the first half is correct but you take a business strand, I think. I can't call it too accurate, I have c!mcyter memory <3

Sorry if the above is incorrect!

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Now, shall we get to mine?

1. The first story I wrote was me and my friends experiencing the worst camping trip ever ( probably )

2. My first minecraft build was a poorly done tree

3. I was called "An extrovert who does not like going outside"

No pressure, dears! Feel free to answer even if you aren't tagged <3

@c0pr1n0ps1s-4tr4m3nt4r14 @megan-decor @cyanroads @scremmy-screm-scremmington @misskiangela-101

Two Truths and a Lie!

Rules: Share two truths and one lie about yourself, tag five people to guess your lie and to share their own, make sure to guess the lie of the person who tagged you!

and 🤔 mmm I wanna guess that 3, you never went to music festivals, is your lie? I'm real tempted to say 2, but even smart people can repeat grades for one reason or another. Ohh I love this game, though I'm pretty bad at guessing games. I got tagged by@de-sire-blog

Now mine, which I had a lot of trouble coming up with xD

1. I used to get into lots of trouble for fighting and what not in school because anger issues~

2. I was basically raised at renaissance fair for how often my parents and I attended from my birth until I was about 6-7.

3. I once had plans to become a musician and/or actor until I realized my social anxiety was way too terrible, so I settled for doing art instead.

Tagging, but no pressure ~ @thebattlehamster @miss-bibbles @jegulus-trash @clifford-thebigreddog

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Philza is cursed, and has been cursed for far too long.

The details are too blurry to remember, but it was old enough to be a myth long forgotten-- a mistake in a one-life world that itched into his blood and left him to wander eternally, looking for the grind and feeling of what might have been the thrill of expendable time. He walks with accumulating numbers of crows coming and going to keep him company with wings strapped to their black backs like he--they were born with it, he was not.

But not all of them always stay. They are smart, they are kind and close-knit, but they are not immortal. That is a consequence to him as well.

No one can stay forever, he learns. His blood will keep going down roads unfathomable, but not him. He knows his love, his goddess of death will watch them for him, but he?

He's cursed until he dies

And he still will be even after so.

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Context: Philza's curse involves the following:

- Conditional immortality, one life, we all know this

- His curse is non-hereditary, he thinks

- If he dies and becomes Ghostza, his curse isn't done

- He won't enter hell or the afterlife. He will no longer be tangible after so, and

- Because he would be stuck outside of death and life, a different realm in the curse, (most of? not sure?) his crows and Kirstin will no longer be able to interact with him.

- Might make his curse involve the end!

maybe an eternity isn't so bad with you

• ❝ This taste like azaleas. Good, but really, really bad. ❜ - Ageli

14 | AFAB | 5'0 | Pink Sheep Shapeshifter | Rivendell 'Citizen' / Local Bardic Kid

❁ Not exactly one to listen to gossip or news very often, but is very sus of the demon and how she doesn't seen it around the town as much as others.

❁ Can and will eat almost anything on dare or not

❁ Will not actually tell you her name, has a strange concept of names and nicknames and considers pronouns extra nicknames, and that (a) name/s is what only a specific person or others call you. Ageli was the first name she ever received/remembered, thus the name she associates with a lot ( and you'll learn when you figure it out. ) She doesn't mind what you call her, though!

❁ Brings her guitar almost everywhere, and it looks like it has stuck with her a lot.

❁ Loves any story others tell her, and will remember them by heart.

❁ The horns were made as a means of intimidation and design, given to her by a local craftsman she inherently annoyed once. She loves them a lot, and especially loves wearing them when in sheep form, just to look like a horned sheep.

❁ The fur on her clothes are extra wool shavings from her own wool, knows how to sew.

❁ Will randomly pick a local and follow them around.

❁ Was a wanderer/traveller as a kid, now settled in Rivendell because hmmmm neat but still travels often. Snow is great, its amazing, but what about that nostalgic little summer grass you can eat??

Outsiders smp, but it's a modern au where they all work at a supermall

I've had this AU in drafts for a long, long time. It's functionally a world I've been really wanting to build up properly and share, but so far it's only stayed on dms and small mentions to friends.

It's a super hero au that I've proxy named "State of Faces", for it was originally going to take place in an entire state but I fixed it onto a city now. I have two versions: Discord friends edition and the real reason I made it, The MCYT edition

The MCYT edition is what I'm very invested on!

// Tooth and Nail stream spoilers

So that was quite a lore stream wasn't it?

Just dear god

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(Long tambling below and more nonsense thoughts)

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On one hand, STILL A POSSIBILITY FOR C!OWEN AND C!MAGIC TO RIP MY HEART OUT AND DESTROY MY EMOTIONS THANK GOD

FINALE PART ONE IN EIGHT DAYS LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO

But my god

c!Owen killed them all, he really, he actually got away with all of them. He isolated them all and watched them all die, made sure that no one would ever find them. And just god, he actually killed them all.

He has done it.

He destroyed his home, bashing in crates and the fencing. Scattering all his things and letting vines overgrow. He had no home, there was no home. He let his thoughts consume him, laughing as he spiralled down and down and down and down.

He wanted it all to end, he wouldn't accept anything other than one of them to die after this. He was tired and if it ended with him, so be it, but he couldn't let himself live and Krow live as well. He wanted an ending of some sort to a war that ended long ago that he KEEPS FIGHTING WHEN HE DOESN'T NEED TO AND I-

*sobs*

And just that little part where we heard his father's voice, and he jumped back (probably hit himself), gooooodddd lord I feel unwell about that part. Dear god.

And yet

Puddy

He didn't kill Puddy, he still cares he cares maybe I dunno he just-

He told Puddy to stay in the second clearing and he didn't butcher him like we thought. Didn't offer up Puddy to Guts. He didn't discard all his attachments, he let Puddy go and live on in the ruins of another clearing. And told the little piglet who had been his sole comfort, who saw his little mistakes, hear his little poems and rants and pains. A companion who saw Owen in those long hours of writing down a will that no one will probably read. To them, Owen told the little piglet that he shielded from Krow's dagger, he told Puddy to stay away...

He didn't discard all his attachments.

I don't know how to feel anymore.

I'm fucking inconsolable just my god.

On one hand, c!Owen has always been on this road, a path in which he can't return from, he has been on it since he turned away from c!Apo, who he grieved and cried over, who haunted him for years in cherished memories. He was doomed when he told the tiefling to run back and he sealed his fate by ending Apokuna. The one person that carried more weight in his mind than anyone else had before he remembered.

And for Rasbi, he didn't even give a chance.

She never stood a chance.

And I don't know how much weight Graecie's words would hold. If she even wakes up in time, if she sees Owen and learns how much he has changed. If she will care enough to reach out after learning all he has done.

And Magic.

He used Magic and in the end, he betrayed her trust and he used her to kill. And she was never meant to be the one to save him, she would not be able to, I don't think.

I don't think there is anyone that could change his mind, on one walking in the maze or existing beyond its confines that could make him want to be redeemed. No one that could make him leave the hill collapsing on itself, step away from that ledgd, a cage filling up and drowning him.

I don't think anyone could convince him to save himself.

They wouldn't forgive him anyways, for good reason after all. He killed the demons and he deceived them all, he did the worst of them all really. Why save the monster that hurt them so much, who would only remind them and hurt them because he blinds himself and would deny he had done wrong.

Too much wrong.

He can't be saved and he won't allow himself to be saved.

I know

I know

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But I am a fucking fool holding out, and even if Puddy is doomed to the maze burning them all, I don't care. Owen loves that goddamn pet and I can't help but see the Owen that loved once when he told Krow to leave him with Puddy. And I want him to stop, god I want him to want to change even if he sealed his fate and would be hated forever. I WANT HIM TO HEAL STILL I WANT HIM TO BREAK THE CYCLE

AND I HATE THAT I CAN'T SEE HIM DOING THAT

But still I want him to and I am clinging onto hope like a drunk fool.

I want the Owen that hesitated to hurt, the one that wanted them all to thrive, the one that would reassure his friends, who was a protector.

I want the Owen that cared back.

The one that cared to live

The one that wanted to return home.

I miss him, goodness I miss him.

Because as much as I cheered on Owen and looked on for all he has done, he doesn't do it because he enjoys it, despite what he says.

He has hurt others and he lets himself stay hurt.

Killing Krow, the last of the demons in the clearing won't give him the peace he thinks it will let him have.

Even if he somehow hides it any longer, even if narratively someone wasn't going to probably find out what he has done, it will eat himself up inside.

It is a hollow victory that means nothing.

It was never was going to give him that closure he chased after for so long.

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The closure he will never give himself, staying as he is. He was never going to get a happy ending, staying as he was.

And really that is what it comes down to, changing, recognizing truly what is done and the emptiness and that he sealed any chance of forgiveness from anyone left that cared.

It is the closest a person can get to being irredeemable. By refusing to change, over and over.

And would it matter, when there is no time left to change?

reblog to give a strawberry to the person you reblogged this from

Y'know, Scott and Jimmy's relationship in this Powered AU is basically that they used to be hero partners but then Scott found out the guy wasn't a properly registered hero and was, therefore, an illegal hero/vigilante. Like 2 months later, The Wonderous Hero Sterling's chasing this dang bird across the entire city like a rabid ex and ranting about him to Shelby, who is very certain he really is a rabid ex.

ok hear me out. every fanfic can be graphed on this chart