I Wish Stores Would Have More Places To Sit And Rest For A Little

someone told me that they would end themselves if they had even half of my health issues... idk what to do with that information...

rain is annoying because i don't have the strength to use both a cane and an umbrella...

love leaving the house thinking it's just a few drops of rain and then basically taking a literal shower

my back pain is so bad today idk how i'm supposed to do things or even sleep!

i'm already doing physio therapy so idk what else to do about it at this point

not being able to sleep due to pain sucks, because sleep is the one time i am not in pain

i just went climbing today which is something that will probably send me into a flare up, but omg it was so much fun...

i wish i could do things like that without consequences

one good thing about being chronically ill that i learned about this week is when you need to drive your friend to the hospital for drinking too much alcohol you know your way around and exactly where to go

my mom told me she doesn't know what to do anymore with all the different health issues i got... which is like fair enough, but i wonder if she realizes how i feel and how draining it is to actually go to all the different doctors appointments

sometimes i forget you can actually just pass out from pain

my body just said "nope"

gonna start answering "i hope you get better" with "thanks, i probably won't"

like i hope so too it's just not realistic rn

perhaps i am simply a delicate spoiled houseplant but i don’t think having a fun productive day should give you multi-day hangovers