We Held On Til May. Now What

Forbidden pizza for sure

Why is a spot in my side shaking like it has a vibrator in it? Just one spot near my left ribs, nowhere else. Doesn't feel like an organ, but IDK.

Love all these shitty scary aches and pains and racing heart symptoms because I don't know what any of it means and I'm too worried a Dr will just pile on more possible illnesses.

Like, why can't it *just* be that I have cysts, why does it *have* to *also* be more than that?

May this serve as my legal Will. I Authorize my tombstone/urn to bear the description "Aundrea, Never Heard, Rarely Listened To" to be etched upon my final resting vessel.

Florida MaaaaaAaan

Why is it I need to deregulate my system from a shock literally an hour before I'm planning to go out?

TWICE NOW! I've had unpleasant experiences within hours of me needing to get ready to go somewhere.

THREE TIMES NOW! Someone has shown up at my door uninvited and scared the shit out of me.

Knock it off, Universe!!!

"Conventions"/Events where I *have* Caught the Vid.

-Band Concert (I should have took my own mask in)

-Pokemon Card Collector Con (I ronic)

"Conventions"/Events where I *have not* Caught the Vid.

-Dragon*con (because I wore a mask all weekend)

-Goth Music Festivals (I have not wore a mask because I overheat when dancing, and why would I go if not to dance???)

Just pointing out that my Goth Community is Amazing!

Hey,

What ever happend to:

James D Stark?

I loved his music when I found it on VampireFreaks, and always thought he was a bigger name in the Goth genres.

Any extremely similar artists I should listen to?

In case you don't know: If you buy sterling silver jewelry, it does need to be polished to remove tarnish.

This brought to you by just seeing a YouTube short from someone saying her wedding earrings weren't worth the money because the sterling silver is tarnished, and she isn't sure how to clean it.

You can either buy silver jewelry polish and bust out a clean toothbrush, or you can take it to a jeweler or jewelry counter, and they'll likely clean it for free or a small fee.

Also, these were Tiffany earrings she was saying weren't worth it, and while I have a good laugh at how tacky Tiffany's truly is, their quality cannot be questioned.

Just, if you buy something fancy, make sure you know any care rules so that you don't think you got hosed when you didn't.