And Just Now, Instagram.

how the absolute FUCK am i supposed to live long and prosper in these conditions

Why is a spot in my side shaking like it has a vibrator in it? Just one spot near my left ribs, nowhere else. Doesn't feel like an organ, but IDK.

Love all these shitty scary aches and pains and racing heart symptoms because I don't know what any of it means and I'm too worried a Dr will just pile on more possible illnesses.

Like, why can't it *just* be that I have cysts, why does it *have* to *also* be more than that?

sorry can’t talk i’m too busy romanticizing vampirism

reblog to remind prev they're not a bother and their presence is wanted <3

(Photo by me)

I had a grey faux fur jacket from hot topic I paired with far too tall demonias (the only ones I ever owned- the Ankle Breakers), with a mini skirt.

Some kid (like 6/7 years old to my 17 then) at Walmart thought I was really cool and came over to talk to me.

It was such a cute moment having this little kid think my boots were cool and wanting to feel the faux fur cuff of my sleeve.

SoundCloud

SRQVamps Vault

Listen to SRQVamps Vault | SoundCloud is an audio platform that lets you listen to what you love and share the sounds you create.

I found recordings of my old radio show!

INCLUDING MY INTERVIEW WITH TONY FRIKING CAMPOS OF STATIC-X/MINISTRY !!!!!!

I had been heart broken for years thinking this was lost forever!

✞ 666 ✞