Actually I'll never forgive Punk Rave and Killstar and fast fashion brands for tricking people into thinking that being goth or punk or emo is expensive. Babygirl the only goth brand names you need to know are Rit, Good Will, Etsy, and Studs and Spikes, we used to shove safety pins through our ears and then they started selling earrings that look like safety pins for 15.99. We used to dye thrifted wedding dresses black and they started selling gothic gowns for 300 bucks. We used to put studs on boots we found in the back of the good will and they started making Demonias. DIY or die wasn't perfect it can be exclusionary to disabled people but whatever the fuck we've got going on right now is so much worse. It's not any more inclusive to the disabled and it is exclusionary to the people who made punk, to the people who made goth, to the people who made emo. If you've got the funds and you don't want to do diy pay someone else to do it for you but please let it be a small artist or a friend not some guy in a suit who's made it his business to gentrify punk. You can turn flats into platforms with flipflops, hotglue and gumption don't let anyone tell you different.
Do Not Attach To Me, I Am Not The Me You Made.
I Am Only Myself.
You Need To See, I Will Never Be The Me You Made.
You Cannot Make Me.
I Already Exist Like This.
You Do Not Know Me.
Do Not Attach To Me.
Creatures of the night
Speaking of being Satanized. . .
I've created a Fan-Ghoulette. I'll probably make a side-blog for that.
I'm just happy to have a passionate creative outlet starting to open up. I'm hoping it leads to the floodgates of my pent up ideas to finally get motivation to actually *DO* now. So what that it's fuled by GHOST? Let me be possesed by Tobias himself if it means I'll actually create my projects at last.
It's been a frustrating few years having idea after idea and always being too scared(?) to actually *do* them to anything presentable.
I haven't even left the parking lot and I am in tears about leaving Dark Force Fest today.
I had so much fun.
I was loved and accepted in a way I didn't even know I needed right now.
I fucking LOVE my Goth Community.
I learned something new about myself yesterday and WOW EVERYTHING MAKES EVEN MORE SENSE!
Unadulterated Woman existing. WARNING: HAIR! https://linktr.ee/fatmorticia
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