Found A Red Leaf, What A Beautiful Color Red Is.

started thinking about Kant while I was trying to fall asleep; as one does. his philosophy is great for institutions like the government but damn he missed like several points when it comes down to the individual. his idea of answering anthropology is like asking what the weather is going to be like tomorrow; and his answer is clouds are made up of water. like sure bud they are doesn't answer the question.

great dude but he wasn't all that feely touchy; completely disregarding the emotions part of the brain. even tho humans as a whole are like one of the most social creatures inhabiting this world right now.

anyways it was raining yesterday night, my favourite kind of weather; summer rain. found a new version of vivaldi s summer. what a time to be alive

can somebody tell me witch fic this is

Please help

Some time ago I read a fan fiction and I can’t find it anymore. I think it was on ao3 from the Percy Jackson fandom. 

What I still know if the fan fiction

It was Percy x nico one

Nico was together with will in the beginning as was Percy with Annabeth

People had come back from the dead namely gabe the deadbeat boyfriend of sally

I think Oceanus had a small scene in the beginning

Anyways so the children of hades had been cursed a long time ago by an old lover or so from hades

Those who fell in love with one of his children would slowly wilt away

Since will doesn’t him and Nico break up in the beginning and percy Beginns to show signs of the curse 

So he and annabeth also break up

The curse let’s flesh of one’s body Fall and rot away so that percy has like an exposed rip cage 

Nico percy annabeth Leo Jason I think hazel piper and frank too are on Argo on some quest to figure out what is happening and how to heal percy

They figure out who cursed the hades children and get too a well or fountain somewhere after a while we’re the ex lover had been bound to instead of dying

I think it was leuce a nymph 

Or some other figure they are bound to the water and can’t leave

They also can’t lift the cursed she and Percy talk and actually seem to understand each other

When they part to some island to get some Artefact that can save Percy, Percy takes the nymph with them by manipulating the water and taking it with them onto the ship

Another scene I remember is Percy fighting against Gabe after the group split up for something 

I can’t find the fan fiction anymore and I really want to read it again I loved it a lot but lost it after my old device died where I had made sure to safe it 

I’m crying on the inside this is a worse loss than my technical device, I would sell my left kidney for it I’m serious.

mothers day, me and my family are all in good health. blessed and grateful for that

gosh I love the Addams family, next to meeting my grandparents today, watching family values again is the second best thing today

off to eat another snack and water the plants, taking care of both myself as well as some other creatures of nature. bonding :)

survived driving, getting better at it with time :)

The heart

send fluttering

With a single glance

Like the hummingbirds wings

The soul 

Sings 

With only a hint of teeth

As the nightingale does in the trees

Like a moth 

To a flame

I find my attention drawn

When I get blessed with your presence 

Tightly 

Like a bow 

With its arrow on fates string

Pointed directly at this feeble thing 

I dare call love

the sun is shining, a nice small breeze. I just read a joke I wrote onto my depression meds package:

"where do bad rainbows go? ->to prism, its a light sentence but at least it gives them time to reflect"

life is good; I m joyful that I woke up this morning :)

made warps with parsley, a can of tomato and beef, diced pickle, tomato and salad. some cumin on top. :) I ate three

im killing it

or someone; this is the playlist (is it disrespectful enough?)

-I need a hero

-its raining men

-anything shakira

-dumb ways to die

-like a prayer

-joyride

-another one bites the dust 

-take me to church

-rape me 

-anything abba 

-gangsters paradise

-gasolina

-material girl

-somebodys watching me

-creep

-every breath you take

-one way or another another

-I cant decide

-god rest ye merry gentlemen

-salvation

-california dreaming 

-jolene

-because the night

-Layla

-Maria magdalena

-sweet dreams

-losing my religion

-skyfall

-set fire to the rain

-devil in disguise 

-time in a bottle

-fly me to the moon

-wicked games

-there must be an angle

-careless whispers

-smooth operator

-smooth criminal

-ghostbusters

-criminal 

-paparazzi

-toxic

-hero

-rockefeller street

-holding out for a hero

-dont stop me now

-oops…I did it again

-I will survive

-master of puppets

-killer queen

-bohemian rhapsody

-applause

-judas

-I want it that way

-9 to 5

-psycho killer

-beat it

-spooky scary skeletons 

-highway to hell

-la isla bonita

-crazy

-I want to break free

-the look

-this is the life

-cant get you out of my head

-show me the meaning of being lonely

-obsessed with you