I've been in the Marauders fandom for a year now and it's actually crazy to me how much it changed my life. I remember I found it because I was in the podcasts section of Spotify and suddenly the name " All the young dudes" appeared and, to this day, I do not know why I clicked on it. I didn't even read the description I just threw myself head first into it and hoped for the best. I'm so glad that I did, I'm so glad that I clicked on that audiobook without knowing anything and preventing prejudices that come with it being a fanfic. It changed my life, it changed me like a person and I no media had ever been capable of doing that. I got into a lot of old music, I started thrifting, I started writing more and I found something to relate and find comfort in.
They are my little bit of magic.
Aftersun (2022) are Remus and Teddy and absolutely nobody can tell me otherwise.
I hate how eager we always are to get the last word in an argument when, looking back at it, those are the ones we regret the most.
Today I was out in my balcony taking photos of the sky. When I got back in I wanted to check the photos, but then I realized that I had been holding the camera so hard that I had stained it with the piant I had been using earlier, all because I wanted to protect it and keep it from falling.
When we are in situations of danger and risk we tend to try and protect our loved ones, even if this stains them.
It doesn't matter what book I'm reading in the moment I can't go on for too long without re-reading Crimson Rivers. I can't help it... it's an obsession.
Stephen from Penda's Fen (1974) is so Remus Lupin coded but most of you aren't ready for that conversation...
After the finale I started to re-watch the whole series and I HAD to draw my queen.
I can feel my life slip trough my fingers
Most of the time I don't even know what day it is
Most of the time I don't like the answer.
I miss you in my broken bones
I look for you in my dreams
My heart aches for you
And everything you said you'd be.
I talk to the moon every night,
In her glow, I seek your smile.
But it never feels quite right,
For she’s never warm nor wild.
I know how we all feel about her... but remember season 2, she was so scared and lost. I don't condone her actions but fuck they were all cult crazy in season two.