I look at our charts and it is amazing. I knew within minutes of meeting him that I was going to marry him. We were inseperable this summer. Things didn't work out, but it is undeniable the connection we have. He feels it too, I can tell.
His chart is like a mirror of mine. I have NN & Chiron conjunct in the 3rd house in libra. He has NN & Chiron conjunct in gemini in the 7th house. See?
How common is NN & Chiron conjunct? I'm not sure I've seen that in another person's chart other than mine. And the fact mine are in the house of gemini, with the sign of libra, and his are in the house of libra, in the sign of gemini.
I'm looking at our composite chart now, and our lilith lies in the 9th house. I want to laugh while typing this. I go to university, but he works at the museum on campus. 9th house is the house of higher education, and let's just say if we wanted to, we could cause a lot of trouble for one another in the 9th house realm xD
EDIT: also the synchronicity with this guy is INSANE. i will have to make a post about it.
not the abacus
I was born to muck around on devices. thousands of years ago I would constantly be on the abacus in Stone age times I’d be staring at the cave wall drawings for 6 hours a day
i really don’t like the stigma attached to schizophrenia.
schizophrenia is almost entirely a “first world problem”, meaning it doesn’t really exist outside of western or developed nations. in many tribal cultures, there are people with otherworldly gifts or abilities that are revered and admired. some tribes even experience group perception of certain spiritual entities or phenomena.
due to western society’s secularist tendency to deny the possibility of metaphysical phenomena outside of the spectrum of “normal” or common human sensory functions. (see, smell, hear)
western society has failed schizophrenic people with a medium with which this extrasensory energy is able to be expressed.
of course there is also psychosis induced from recreational drugs, but that is another topic entirely.
Georges Méliès, The Eclipse: Courtship of the Sun and Moon (originally L'éclipse du soleil en pleine lune), 1907
again and again and again. i fall in love with someone and they don’t love me back. why has this happened to me my whole fucking life? i can’t take it anymore.
i’m just another obsessed lunatic and am destined to be alone. i hate this.
it’s just embarrassing at this point. and it’s invalidating my own feelings because how many times does this have to happen? i can’t say the exact same things every time i fall in love with someone and they abandon me. this is like the nth fucking time.
hello kitty x algae