Sometimes I look at these old pictures of Gale and they tempt me to go back to modding, but then I think about how much more fun I'm having now that I'm not modding and am actually playing the game again... The only real temptation is just seeing him how he looks in my head again. But literally everything else about modding was just the worst. Specifically the drama and all the bs from being on social media at the time. I hate how much I'm going back and forth about this. I should just rp instead and it would be a good creative outlet. Because I really do love how he looks vanilla as well. Hmm...
I wanna play D&D so bad. Or really any ttrpg. I'm basically brand new, but I've been itching to for years. Did a couple sessions in person and one on roll20 like 9 years ago. But, gods, I'm so anxious. LFG terrifies me and I'm so worried I'll be bad but I have to start somewhere and just AAAAAAAAA
down in the valley 🌻
I am (not) normal about Era
Been grinding Omega Strikers cos' it's sick as hell. I want to draw all of the other girls, too hehe
when I see a frog
& it takes a hop away from me
it's like
what the fuck man.
Welp, I started playing ffxiv again after a 6 month hiatus. Not modding this time around and I'm having more fun, but I do miss my boy looking how he should. But I absolutely do NOT miss that side of the community. Or at least the Twitter side. Genuinely made me miserable, but I'm glad to be falling in love with the game again.
I haven't fallen this deep into a hyperfixation in years, help--
New Primary blog for my art and hyperfixations! I'm dumb and made the last one a secondary blog on another account.
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