Two Words. James Potter.

WALBURGA and SIRIUS

After one of their fights, she used crucio on him and he broke apart because he couldn’t handle the violence anymore. He packed his stuff, left and went to live with James Potter and his parents.

Dmm just thinking about how exile by Taylor Swift are Sirius and Remus most inner thoughts/feelings, when Sirius was in Azkaban after thinking Remus was the spy. 😓✋

To anyone thinking Sirius is an only-dog person, may i remind you of this beautiful friendship ♥ 

(In my head Sirius is a disney princess… ‘cause > friend with Crookshanks, Buckbeak, random exotic birds, a whole bunch of animal sidekicks ! … And i’m sure he lured all the rats he eated by singing, come on)

(another very very stupid thought > he was helped by aquatic mammals to escape Azkaban and swim to the shore… Picture that)

        She had a way of seeing the beauty in others, even, and perhaps most especially, when that person couldn’t see it in themselves.

                                                                 - Remus Lupin

character poster: andromeda tonks née black

andromeda’s sisters are still here because they made lovely, respectable pure-blood marriages, but andromeda married a muggle-born, so…

honestly that part in achilles come down by gang of youths is such a perfect song that encaptures sirius’ relationship with his mom and the way he sees remus as a positive light. tw// implied sewer slide

normal -> walburga

in parentheses -> remus

in bold -> both

and here sirius is achilles

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You want the acclaim

The mother of mothers (it's not worth it Achilles)

More poignant than fame

Or the taste of another (don't listen Achilles)

But be real and just jump

You dense motherfucker (you're worth more, Achilles)

You will not be more

Than a rat in the gutter (so much more than a rat)

You want my opinion (no one asked your opinion)

My opinion you've got

You asked for my counsel (no one asked for your thoughts)

I gave you my thoughts

Be done with this now

And jump (get) off the roof

Can you hear me Achilles?

I'm talking to you

-

so remus is basically the voice in sirius’ head thay keeps him sane, even if remus is physically not there with sirius. remus’ “voice” is the one arguing walburga, even if it isn’t aloud, sirius still hears it in his head and that’s all rhay matters. remus grounds him.

Sirius tried to carve info on the walls of his cell in Azkaban, after he starts to realize that one day he’ll forget Remus.

And although the dementors make him relieve his worst memories forever, nothing terrifies him more than the thought of forgetting Remus. He thinks about the way his lips had felt against his and he resists the urge to touch them, scared of losing the memory. He knows that he would feel the same pain he felt, when James died. So, that’s why he starts writting about Remus’ appearance. The colour of his eyes and hair, the way he tilts his head back when he smiles, the sound of his sweet laughter, habits, likes, dislikes... everything.