Series: Watched (Completed) A New Chapter (Completed) Daddy Harry (Completed) (still working on the links) Be With Me So Happily (Completed) Are We Friends or Are We More? (Almost completed/Hiatus) Spaces (Hiatus) Hey Angel (in progress) The Soundtrack mini series (in progress) Flashback Friday Imagines (in progress) Your Love (in progress)
Harry Mini Series: Give Me Love (Completed) Hello (Almost completed/Hiatus) Happily Pregnant (in progress) Yes (in progress) I Want To Write You A Song (in progress) Meaning of Life (sequel IWTWYAS) (in progress) Secret Love Song (in progress) Fireproof An Alex Mini Series (in progress) Behind The Album - Harry Styles Mini Series (Completed) Behind The Tour (sequel BTA) (Completed) Behind The Marriage (sequel BTT) (in progress)
Other Series: Daddy Niall (in progress)
Imagines, Prefences en request: 12 Days of Christmas 2015 - Christmas based One shots. (Completed) 12 Days of Christmas 2016 - Christmas based One shots. (Completed) 12 Days of Christmas 2017 - Christmas based One shots. (Completed) 12 Days of Christmas 2018 - Christmas based One shots. (Completed) 13 Nights Of Halloween 2018 - Halloween based One shots. (in progress) Harry Styles IG prompts (in progress)
Preferences(in progress) Preferences based on songs/scenarios. Features all four boys.
Personal (in progress) Link for personals I’ve done and Imagines based on certain gifs. Features all four boys.
One Shots (in progress) Small ones
One Shot Serie - What A Feeling (in progress) It WILL NOT be written like a story, but as separate one shots that can be read alone or has one big story.
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we’re too young to be this sad | via Facebook on @weheartit.com - http://weheartit.com/link/SbKPaY
BTS run episode 1 (English Sub, HD)
People don’t change. Sometimes they just forget who they really are.
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Epilogue
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A huge thank you to @sinceweremutual for helping put this together! This fic wouldn’t exist if it wasn’t for all the ideas we discussed and shared.
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romance ( r ) | smut (s) | angst (a) | fluff (f) | old script format 🟡
series:
unexpected | r, s, 🟡🔞 [ wattpad ]
au: strangers-to-lovers, single mom!reader, non-idol
→ As a single mother, you didn't expect a relationship to blossom with a man you'd just met.
a love story | r, 🟡 [ wattpad ]
au: strangers-to-lovers
→ After your second year of college is over, you contemplate what you're passionate about. As you come back home to figure out your next step, you begin to fall for one of your brother's good friends. Maybe he's your next step. (Inspired by my own love story with the hubs)
my pretty boy(s) + jungkook | r, s, a [ wattpad]
teaser 1 | teaser 2 | teaser 3 | teaser 4 | moodboard 1 | moodboard 2 | video
[ intro | drabble ]
au: non-idol, camp, college, best friends-to-lovers, strangers-to-lovers, love triangle, jungkook is bad at feelings, pining
→ When you're bored and have no plans for the summer, you decide the best thing to do is cross off something on your bucket list: be a camp counselor. But it wouldn't be complete without dragging your best friend Jungkook along for the ride.
one-shots:
mistakes we knew we were making | a, r
au: slice of life, marriage, divorce, exes
→ Young, careless, and in love. That’s how mistakes are made.
entirety | s, f 🔞
genre: pwp
→ Namjoon is the complete package, except for the fact that he won’t make the first move.
series:
what's wrong with secretary y/n? | r, s,🟡🔞 [ wattpad ]
au: co-workers to lovers
→ Quitting your job was suppose to be easy. You worked for Jin for 7 years. You needed a life. You needed friends. But after telling him you'd be quitting, you didn't think it would be so hard to leave him. (Inspired by What's Wrong with Secretary Kim?)
the perfect pair | r, 🟡 [ completed ~ wattpad ]
au: food truck owner!jin, baker!reader
→ Striving to make their dreams a reality, two best friends have to stick with each other to make them come true.
one-shots:
my plus one | r, a
au: fake dating, summer
→ When you and Jin have weddings to attend, you decide to help one another by agreeing to be each other's plus ones.
series:
unlikely | r, a,🟡 [ wattpad ]
au: s2l, prod!suga, CEO!reader
→ At your most vulnerable moment, you met a man that would completely change the course of your life. (This story is rated Mature. Warnings are included in the beginning of the story.)
we're not really strangers | r, a [ work in progress ]
au: ex best friends-to-lovers
→ After moving back to your hometown, you hoped that you'd never bump into the boy who broke your heart.
one-shots:
simple, starving to be safe | a
au: e2l
→ Yoongi is a grumpy old man who doesn’t want your help.
series:
starting over | r, s,🟡🔞 [ completed ~ wattpad ] + Yoongi
au: strangers-to-lovers, divorced!au
→ As your marriage to Yoongi crumbles, it looks like you have to start all over again and figure out how to parent on your own, and do everything yourself. A sudden friendship starts with your son's dance teacher, and he's the complete opposite of everything Yoongi is.
one-shots:
safety zone | r, s🔞
au: strangers-to-lovers, idol!au, mutual pining, pwp
→ When you forget to rsvp to j-hope's listening party, you take it upon yourself to make it up to him.
series:
when i'm gone + taehyung | r, s, a🟡🔞 [ wattpad ]
au: college
→ After the death of his best friend, Jimin has to deal with how to continue living without her.
the everglow | r, s [ work in progress ]
genre: soulmate, futuristic
one-shots:
mochi baby | r, f
au: friends-to-lovers
the fine art of bullsh*t | s, a
au: former fwb, fuck buddy!jimin
→ your former fuck boy/friends with benefits show up with a surprise in his arms.
big fat liar | [ work in progress ]
genre: con artist!au
series:
while you were sleeping | r 🟡 [ wattpad ]
au: strangers-to-lovers, artist!tae
→ A hopeless romantic and lonely barista is mistaken for a customer's fiancée. (This story is inspired by the movie by the same title.)
the matchmaker | [ work in progress ]
revenge | [ work in progress ]
au: hamptons!au, rich boy!tae
one-shots:
paint night | r, a [ two-shot ] [ one | two ]
au: strangers-to-lovers, idiots-in-love
→ You crash Taehyung's birthday paint night and ruin it with your attitude.
sideline girl | r, s [ work in progress ]
au: bestfriends-to-lovers
series:
all grown up | r, s, a 🔞
[ completed on wp; currently editing on tumblr ] [ masterlist ]
au: friends-to-lovers, best friends little brother, age gap
→ A family reunion brings back the young boy you grew up with. Though he wasn't the doe-eyed boy you once knew, he stood in front of you all grown up. (Loosely inspired by the kdrama Something in the Rain.)
this is us (sequel to all grown up) | r, s, a🔞 [ on going ~ wattpad ]
au: established relationship
→ After fighting to be in a relationship with Jungkook, you begin to wonder if it's all worth it.
sweet tooth | r, s [ on going ~ wattpad ] [ masterlist ]
au: vampire, slow build, slow burn
→ Bills and rent are piling up, so your roommate suggests you look into a gig she stumbled upon. But it's not what you expect. OR Jungkook runs a vampire blood bank and you service clients with your blood.
my pretty boy(s) + namjoon | r, s, a [ on going ~ wattpad ]
teaser 1 | teaser 2 | teaser 3 | teaser 4 | moodboard 1 | moodboard 2 | video
[ intro | drabble ]
au: non-idol, camp, college, best friends-to-lovers, strangers-to-lovers, love triangle, jungkook is bad at feelings, pining
→ When you're bored and have no plans for the summer, you decide the best thing to do is cross off something on your bucket list: be a camp counselor. But it wouldn't be complete without dragging your best friend Jungkook along for the ride.
fOoL fOr YoU | f ~ ongoing [ masterlist ]
au: college, strangers to friends to lovers, fake dating
→ When Jungkook is finally single, you shoot your shot.
one-shots:
sleepless nights | f
au: new parents
→ You find Jungkook having a sweet moment with your daughter.
the kindergarten teacher | f
au: teacher
→ You meet your daughter's teacher and he's not what you expected.
stay focused | s
au: established relationship, boxing
→ Jungkook has a big match coming up but you can't help teasing him.
unbreakable
au: vampire
→ If you could choose another life, you would, but being a vampire slayer was your destiny.
busted
au: biker!jungkook, parents, married, slice of life
Summary: David putting mentos on his Girlfriend’s coca cola inside the car (based on David’s recent vlogs)
Y/n and David has been in a relationhip for 6 months, they met while Y/n was an intern director at Nickelodeon. Y/n was helping David adjust on set and their relationship develop further, which gave David the courage to finally asked her out.
Now 6 months in their relationship and they are both happy and in love, the vlog squad has been very welcoming and Y/n and Natalie, has become good friends.
David was supposed to pick her up, as he asked if she can help him film something for the vlog.
While waiting on her apartment, David Messaged her, that he’s outside.
‘Hey babe, I’m here with the squad come down now’ the message read.
You then hurriedly grabbed your jacket, phone, purse and keys and quickly locking the door to meet the squad and David.
‘Coming’ you replied while waiting for the elevator.
When you get down, you spotted David’s Tesla with Zane, Jason, Carly and Natalie with the front seat empty, you open the door while saying hello to everyone and putting your seatbelt on.
‘What about me?’ David said pouting.
‘Hi!’ You answered kissing his pouting lips.
‘So, what’s the plan for the vlog? Any explotions, flame throwers, or drunk videos?’ You asked familiar with the vlogs of David.
‘Not yet, but we should go to the grocery and some coca cola babe. As they offered me a brand deal, that fine with you?. David asked while holding your hand and driving.
‘You got a Brand deal for coke?! Omg! Thats huge!’ You said excitedly while stroking his face.
‘Well Y/n, you know your boyfriend, he just show a video of him eating or drinking something, and the brand deal comes knocking’. Jason said, which earn a laugh from Zane and Carly, while Natalie is on her phone.
‘Let’s go?’ David said when you reach the supermarket, grabbing his camera and your hand.
On the supermarket, everyone grab some snacks while your boyfriend grab some 2L coke.
On the car, David set up his camera as usual and hand you one, 2L coke, thinking nothing of it, you grab it while he drive.
‘Hey babe, can you open the coke, I wanna drink’. You thinking he really just want to drink for the brand deal open the coke without thinking of anything.
While you hold, the opened coke on your left hand, the other hand and your eyes are focused on the cookie, that you bought on the supermarket.
Without noticing that David has opened a mentos and put one inside the coke, making the coke explode, and startled you with the coke fizz.
‘What the fuck!!! David! Omg!’ You exlaimed trying to close the coke and open the window, but your boyfriend being David Dobrik, locked the door and laugh.
You thinking fast, pissed and wet from the coke explosion, grab another mentos put one in the coke and face it on David while he drive, now you’re the one laughing.
‘WTF, babe, come on! Im driving!’ He exclaimed with a smile.
‘Well you started it!’ You argued back trying to finish the coke on david while laughing, making Zane, Jason and even Natalie Laugh.
‘Well how’s that for a coke ad!’ Zane said while getting out of the car as you reach David’s house.
‘Now I’m all sticky’ you said to David while pouting and trying to clean yourself.
‘Me too babe! So lets go shower and change’ he said while kissing your pouting lips.
‘So how’s that for your vlog?’ You asked while walking inside with David.
‘Good, but I have to do that, to the others first.’ He said while pulling you to his room.
‘But for now, I wanna shower with my sticky girlfriend’. He added while kissing you and dragging you on the shower.
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pairing: Harry Styles x physicist!reader
summary: The aftermath of the leak is hard on everybody in dr YN YSN's circle, but especially for her. The gossip, magazines, paparazzi and haters do not help the case.
warnings: hate speech, swearing
a/n: hi! so yes, this is a re-upload of the 3rd part of the physicist!reader. earlier this week tumblr wasn't working with me, not showing this on tags or even my own home page. and with that, i decided to post it again so maybe some more of you could know what's been happening in the world of physicist!reader. i hope you'll enjoy!
part 1 part 2 taglist
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The Sun
Written by John Addams
The infamous and TikTok sensation dr YN YSN, lecturer at Oxford University, is being fired after intimate photos of her and boyfriend, Harry Styles, saw the light of the day.
Starting at the beginning, the relationship between two became a fact over a year ago, when dr YSN went viral for her explanation of the Higgs mechanism based on Harry Styles' music. As we got to know from their joined street interview for meetcutesnyc on Instagram, the relationship florished after meeting at their mutual friend's (Christopher Nolan) party. Dr YN YSN was the science consultant for the director's latest movie, Oppenheimer, and Harry starred in one of his films, Dunkirk - making it happen.
Everything was going smoothly till the morning of three days ago. YN's iCloud was hacked, revealing personal and intimate information about not only the owner but her boyfriend as well.
'Dean is furious,' says our source. 'He cannot believe that the best lecturer could be this reckless'.' After the posed question on whether the decision of firing could be announced any time soon, they said, 'it's just the matter of time. But it's going to be sooner rather than later. Oxford is going to lose a fair and talented professor, but it is not its fault. Someone was the author of those, let's say information that was exposed. And it's going to be their fault entirely.'
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harrysmoustache
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harrysmoustache Harry and YN couldn't leave the restaurant safely because a bunch of paps and 'fans' showed up at the location. Not only was it physically dangerous, but the things that were spoken towards (mostly) YN were disgusting. Calling her names and ready to fire her on the spot because of the PRIVATE PHOTOS she took with her boyfriend, which then someone ILLIGALY POSTED ONLINE after HACKING HER ICLOUD. Did y'all forget about TREAT PEOPLE WITH KINDNESS?????
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harrysmoustache and don't make me start on that bullshit that the sun did... RIDICULOUS
harryupdates After all those years, and all those situations that he went through, I'm still surprised that people can be this cruel to him and people that he loves
hArrysbtch they hatin' my girl cause of some sexy photos... bastards
hArrysbtch why would they care what she does after Uni hours??? it's none of your business
scienceandharstyles it's heartbreaking to see a person that gives others the world and shares her knowledge and wears her heart on her sleeve being treated like garbage
harrymylove those were not harry fans
stylesbabie monstrosity
user56 why do y'all care for her this much??? jezz..
⤷ hArrysbtch maybe because she's a good human being treated like the worst person alive just because she snapped a few photos of her and her boyfriend
⤷ user56 wouldn't that be the consequences of her own actions?
⤷ hArrysbtch nope. her phone was hacked. how many times you take photos of yourself and think 'oh god, what if my gonna be hacked and this will be posted?'
⤷ harrysmoustache hArrysbtch ohhh, babes!!! you closed that haters mouth!!!!
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drynysn
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drynysn During one of my latest lectures one of the students asked about accuracy in Sci-Fi movies, so I decided to start a little series of: Is this SCIENCE or just FICTION? Firstly, we'd look into the scene from Spider-Man 2 (2004). The scene where Peter Parker (Spider-Man) is stopping the train from its eventual crash. he shot multiple web lines, then they stretched and didn't break. One would say it is not possible. But! From the way the scene is shown to us, we are able to estimate how strong the web needed to be for it to happen. After looking up the train's mass, you can estimate its initial velocity (how far it can go per hour, so km/h) by seeing exactly how long it takes to pass the city blocks. (1)
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drynysn (2) You can look up, measure, the distance over the webbing stretches, and then estimate its diameter . You can also count the number of web lines. NOW, we end up with a tensile (fancy way of saying elastic) strength for the webbing that has to be about 1 000 megapascals (mega meaning milion) which is equivalent to about 102 036 704 kilograms per square metre (which is 145 000 lbs/square inch - for you, my American friends on here).
drynysn (3) What is absolutely mind-blowing is the fact that actual spider silk has a tensile strength of 1 200 megapascals. So, if Spider-Man's webbing would be anyway that strong, that scene was very, very realistic. Rating it 9/10. What scene would you like to see next?
scienceandharstyles that is so informative and making this movie even more iconic!! Did you do all the equations by yourself, dr YSN?
⤷ drynysn Yes, I did! Took me some time to analyse the scene but it was worth it!
harryupdates oh, i need to rewatch this movie immediately!!!
harryismylife could the next scene be the one from The Avengers where Mjolnir after contacting Cap's shield makes that blue light? is that even possible?
⤷ drynysn that's a great scene! i'll look over it!
hArrysbtch i love the little explanations in brackets! i didn't need to look up the tensile thingy!
harrysmoustache you're telling me the scene i was 100% sure was as fake as my eyelashes is true???
user45 maybe you should try explaining showing of that body of yours
user75 is this the new way to make money after being fired?
user281 unemployment doesn't suit you but the consequences of your actions finally caught up with you
user374 i think you should start posting one of those photos the sun included in their article - you'll get more attention
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harryupdates
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harryupdates HARRY nad DR YN spotted in a small restaurant in Oxford (i'm disabling the comments cause i don't want to deal with the haters)
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hArrysbtch MY PARENTS!!!!!!!! ARE BACK AFTER THE WEEKS OF DRAUGHT!!!!!
hArrysbtch and they look goooood
harrysmoustache i missed them so much..
stylesbabie yn looks so tired and sad
⤷ hArrysbtch it's just one phot of one moment
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londonboyharry
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londoboyharry went to oxford to bump into harry. it's better! i met dr yn ysn, drank coffee with her, talked and laughed my ass off! she is the funniest, kindest and most down to earth person i've ever met. also, after i asked her about all the things that were happening around her, she just said 'what things?' WITH A SMIRK ON HER FACE, SIPPING HER LITTLE AMERICANO AND BEING UNBOTHERED
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harryupdates im so happy that she gives no damn to those people online
hArrysbtch I LOVE HER
harrymoustache the moment the legend the IT girl
stylesbabie happy for you!!!
harrysmylife who would want to meet harry when you can meet dr yn ysn?
scienceandharstyles best woman alive
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scienceandharstyles
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scienceandharstyles WE GRADUATED OXFORD!!! to anybody who said there was no way to incorporating pop culture with a biology degree? eat shit! i wrote the whole masters based on musicians' impact on fans' hormonal production. hehe. ALSO, it would not be possible withouth the best teacher, academic inspiration, and person I've ever met - dr YN YSN. thank you!
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drynysn MADELINE, I am so proud of you. It would be not possible without your persisatnce and will to find solutions and answers. This is all yours!
harrystyles Congratulations, Madeline! H, xx.
harryupdates congrats maddie!!
stylesbabie very very proud
harrysmoustache did you perhaps use harry as an example in your work?
⤷ scienceandharstyles YES, I did. Only positive affect of his voice, music and visuals...
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oxford_uni
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oxford_uni Acknowledging the upheaval around one of our lecturers - dr YN YSN, the Chancellor of Oxford University and the Dean of The Department of Physics decided to release the joined statement:
Refuting the words ans statements made by publishers not connected to our University, we would like to inform anybody in concern that one of our grates lecturers dr YN YSN is not decruited. The matter of private life is not concern of the University authority, even more when the said privacy was bridged. At this place, we would like to wish luck during dr YN YSN' s new path - becoming a professor.
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harrystyles <3
harryupdates I KNEW IT
hArrysbtch EAT SHIT THE SUN, EAT SHIT JOHN ADDAMS
harrysmoustache HAHHAHAHAHAHA I KNEW IT !!!!!! BABY THERE WAS NO WAY THEY WOULD FIRE HER
stylesbabie thank god! there is still hope for this world
scienceandharstyles Chancellor and Dean with the best decision ever made
harrysmylife now haters what??? ha??
harrysfan87 i believed in you guys i did
londonboyharry becoming a professor???? good luck yn!!!
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yourinstagram There was no better thing that happened to me than meeting you. You support means the world. I love you forever.
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harrystyles Loving you is the greatest honour of all time, my heart <3
annetwist My favourite girl in the world! (besides my daughter)
⤷ gemmastyles Thanks for clarifying, mum
gemmastyles My sister from another mister!
yourbestfriend We need to finally meet up!
⤷ yourinstagram yessss!
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harrystyles
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harrystyles You're just finishing one of your latest publications on the way to becoming a professor. I couldn't have been more proud and honoured to accompany you during this time.
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yourinstagram I love you I love you I love you
annetwist Our smart professor. <3
harryupdates ohhhhhh *melting*
hArrysbtch I'll never get over him posting her on here
harrysmoustache we are back to normal, baby!!!
scienceandharstyles professor YN YSN sounds amazing
harrysmylife BEST. COUPLE. EVER.
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a/n: did you like the way it turned out?
Here is a collection of fanfics that all take place in the same universe, with all the members falling in love one after the other.
☆summary: Being the biggest boy band in the world can make it hard to find love. But in time, everyone finds the one that they were meant to find, the person that was forever theirs to begin with. Even the Bangtan boys aren’t an exception to that most simple rule of the universe, as they fall in love in the most unexpected places
☆rating: 18+
☆genre: snippets of life, idol!au
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carmen "carmy" berzatto x fem!reader
Word Count: 3.5K
Rating: E
Summary: Carmen deals with anxiety as he prepares to meet your parents for the first time and the pressure of making a good impression weighs heavily on his mind.
Warning: anxiety, insecurity, angst-ish (carmy's internalized thoughts), established relationship, language, slight jealousy/possessiveness, praise, dirty talk, pet names, oral sex (f receiving), implied p in v sex, soft!carmy <3, fluff y’all
A/N: This feeds as a one-shot for my Collection of Moments and is apart of my Wine & Dine universe However, it can be read as a stand-alone as well. So, I rarely write in the other POV – I literally have only done it once before. I usually always write from the reader's perspective, but for this, I felt it was necessary to be in Carmy’s mind. I can’t tell if I like it, but here it is. Also, as we can see, I’m terrible at drabbles… Also, I've been having problems sharing this story as its not appearing in the tags so I hope this third try will work...
xx
You sat on the couch in Carmen's living room, phone pressed against your ear as you talked to your mother.
"Oh, this weekend? Yeah, I can make it out for the barbeque on Sunday,"
As you spoke, Carmen walked into the room and sat beside you. He could hear snippets of the conversation but didn't want to eavesdrop.
"Mmhm, yeah Mom, he'll be busy at the restaurant. So no, he probably can't make it,”
Carmen couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness at those words. He had been with you officially for 3 months, and you two had known each other for practically a year, but he still hadn't found the time to meet your family. You had met his entire family, even met Donna informally who had been stopping by the restaurant more often since her granddaughter had been born.
After you finished your conversation after a few minutes and hung up the phone, he turned to you hesitantly, trying to sound casual. "Hey, why did you say I couldn’t come this weekend?"
Thoughts raced through his mind – Were you embarrassed by him? Did you not want him to meet your family? Did you have doubts about your relationship?
You chuckled slightly, "Because I’m going to be spending the night at my parents on Saturday, which is the busiest night at The Bear,"
Relief washed over Carmen when he realized he had jumped to conclusions, but still felt a twinge of guilt for not making time to meet your family sooner. Carmen made a mental note to clear his schedule for the weekend and finally make the effort to meet your family. Sydney could handle it. He wanted to show your parents that he was serious about your relationship and that he cared about you deeply.
Carmen shook his head, determination shining in his beautiful blue eyes. "But, I really want to meet your family,"
"You don't have to push yourself too hard, Carmy. I know how busy you are, and I don't want to add more stress to your plate,”
"I understand," Carmen replied, trying to hide the disappointment in his voice. He was so busy all the time that he realized he had created a narrative that made you assume he could never be easily available. You’re a fuckin’ asshole Berzatto. “But, it's not about stress. It's bout’ makin’ time for the things and people that matter most to me. And you… are at the top of that list,” he insisted.
You felt a rush of emotion at his words and leaned in to give him a tender kiss. "Okay,” you smiled brightly, feeling grateful that he was open to the idea. You knew family stuff… was hard for him. “But seriously, no pressure,” you reminded him.
Carmen nodded, feeling reassured by your words. “I love you,” he said shyly. It had only been a few weeks since you two had started saying those words. But every time he looked into your eyes; he could feel the words bubbling up inside of him. If he was honest, he had fallen in love with you way before you two had even started dating.
As he thought back to the first time he accidentally blurted out "I love you" in a grocery store, he couldn't help but smile. He had been so scared of your reaction, but you had surprised him by simply leaning in and kissing him on the cheek.
You then whispered in his ear, "I feel like I’ve loved you for so long," And in that moment, all his fears and doubts had melted away. You were so fucking perfect.
“I love you too Carmy,” he heard you say as he returned to the present, and his heart raced when he heard you say those words. There was the weight of those three little words – they held power—the power to heal, to connect, to change everything.
Carmen had never been good at first impressions; he stumbled over words and fumbled with handshakes. But this was different. This was about proving himself to you, to them, and maybe even to himself. He knew he needed to prioritize you and be there for you in ways that transcended busy schedules and work commitments. He wanted to be more than just “that chef” you were dating at The Bear. He wanted to be the man who held your hand at family gatherings, who laughed with your parents, and who fucking showed up for you.
You peppered his neck with soft kisses and ran your fingers along his chest. He tried to focus on the sensation of your touch, but his thoughts kept pulling him away, his mind lost in a maze of worries. What if they didn't like him? And worse…what if one day, you would wake up and realize he wasn’t enough?
xx
Carmen gripped the steering wheel tightly, his brow furrowed in concentration as he sped down the highway. He could feel the weight of the situation pressing down on him, causing a knot to form in his stomach. He glanced at the clock on the dashboard and cursed under his breath. He had called you to let you know he was going to be late, and listened to your unwavering patience and understanding on the other line, which felt like an oasis in a desert of chaos. But he still felt like shit. He wanted to believe you when you said, ‘Carmy, it’s totally fine, get here safely’, but there was a voice—the one that echoed his mother’s harsh words, his father walking out on him, his old boss in New York. It told him that he was broken, and that he would ruin everything eventually.
He had been looking forward to today, but everything had been falling apart. The problems at the Bear had started earlier that day, with one disaster after another piling up, and it delayed him from getting to you. First, the delivery truck arrived late, throwing off their entire prep schedule. Then, one of the new line cooks working with Ebra, overwhelmed by the fast-paced environment, quit on the spot, leaving them short-staffed during the lunch rush. As if that wasn’t enough, the walk-in cooler malfunctioned, causing some of their fresh ingredients to spoil. That fucking walk-in cooler was the bane of Carmen’s existence.
Sydney had assured him that it was fine, that she could handle things at the restaurant with Sugar and Cousin as he prepared to leave. But as he looked at the clock and realized how late he was, he couldn't help but feel like he was letting everyone down. He felt torn between his responsibilities at the restaurant and his commitment to you.
As he navigated through traffic to get to Naperville, he couldn't shake the sinking feeling in his chest. You had left for your parents’ place earlier that day to grab lunch with them and he had told you he would meet you there after lunch service and spend the night in Naperville with you. He should have just left with you and questioned why he had gone into the restaurant today. Because you’re a fuckin’ workaholic.
He finally pulled up to the address of your parents' house and stepped out of his car feeling nervous. He straightened his collar and took a deep breath before mustering the courage to walk up the front steps and knock on the door with a bouquet mixed with roses, lilies, sunflowers, and irises for your mother.
As he stood on the porch, he could hear his heart pounding in his ears. The door swung open, and you appeared, a warm smile on your face. His breath caught in his throat. You were wearing a simple t-shirt and jeans, but you looked absolutely stunning. He couldn't tear his gaze away from you, completely blown away by how effortlessly beautiful you looked.
"Hey, you made it," you said, stepping out to greet him.
“I’m so fuckin’ sorry I’m late, I just –,”
You reached up and planted a soft kiss on his lips cutting him off, and he felt the tension ease from his body. Your touch was like magic, calming his nerves and reminding him why he was here in the first place.
"It's okay, don't worry about it," you said, giving him a reassuring smile. Why the fuck were you so understanding all the time? The guilt creeped in—the insecurity that he wasn’t always easy to love, that he carried baggage from a dysfunctional past.
He traced the curve of your jaw. “Why are you so patient with me?” he whispered. “I don’t deserve it.”
You shifted to face him, your eyes soft. “Carmy! You literally had someone quit on you today and you still showed up. You didn’t have to be here today. Can you please stop being so hard on yourself?” you said, pulling him in for a hug.
Carmen felt a wave of relief wash over him as he held you close, feeling your warmth and hearing your comforting words. He knew you were right, but he still felt bad.
“Of course, I had to be here,” he whispered, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Thank you for bein’ you,”
“I know, I’m kind of awesome,” you smirked.
He straightened his posture and ran a hand through his hair, trying to appear confident in the face of this intimidating situation as a bead of sweat formed on his brow. His heart raced as he envisioned the impending introductions and the scrutinizing gaze of your parents. He swallowed hard, attempting to calm his nerves as he mentally rehearsed what he should say.
You gave his hand a reassuring squeeze, sensing his anxiety "Don't be nervous, they're going to love you."
"Thanks," he said, feeling grateful to feel your hand in his. "I think… I’m ready,"
xx
As he spent the evening with your parents, laughing and sharing stories, Carmen felt a sense of belonging that he had never experienced before. Your parents welcomed him with open arms, making him feel like he was a part of something special. He couldn't believe how lucky he was to have you in his life. It was a stark contrast to the chaos he was used to. His own upbringing had been marked by shouting matches, broken promises, and a sense of impermanence. But here, in this cozy living room, everything felt different.
Your parents were impressive, it was intimidating. They had immigrated to this country during their university years. Your father was a successful partner at a prestigious law firm, while your mother was a respected professor at the University of Chicago. As Carmen listened to their stories, he marveled at the normalcy. The way your parents teased each other, finishing each other’s sentences. The way they held hands, a silent affirmation of their bond. It was like watching a heartwarming movie—one he’d never imagined could exist beyond the screen.
Dinner was a feast—a spread of homemade dishes that tasted like love, and your parent's stories about growing up in a small village transported Carmen to another time. They asked about his life, his dreams, and listened intently, as if his words mattered.
And then there was you—the reason he was here. You sat across from him, your smile radiant. You’d shared stories about your family—their quirks, their imperfections. How your father at first was not on board with you trying to become a Sommelier after you dropped out of law school. But now, seeing them in action, he understood. Your parents weren’t perfect, and your father, in particular, had high standards and expectations. But they were real. They seemed to love fiercely, forgive freely, and had created a haven of stability for you and your siblings.
By the end of the night, they started calling him Carmy… and he couldn’t be happier. Tomorrow for the barbeque, he would meet your brothers, the twins who were known for being fiercely protective of you, since you were the youngest. He had already met your sister briefly at the wine shop, and that had gone well. She would be there tomorrow with her husband, whom he hadn’t met yet, along with your niece and nephew, who he knew you adored. It was shocking to him that families actually wanted to spend time together, that they could support and love each other without the constant undercurrent of tension and conflict he was used to. Is this what your future would be like once you two got married and had kids?
He realized how crazy he was for thinking that. But… you were it for him.
xx
Later, he laid in your childhood bed waiting for you, the room was bathed in a soft glow—the moon peeking through the curtains, casting shadows on the familiar posters that adorned the walls. You had excused yourself to the bathroom, leaving him alone as he absorbed the moment—the scent of lavender from the sheets, the creaky floorboards under his weight.
When you returned, wearing an oversized T-shirt with just your panties and your hair pulled back, he couldn’t help but smile. You climbed onto the bed, sitting cross-legged in front of him.
“You know,” you said, breaking the silence, “I’ve never had a boy sleep overnight in here before.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Never?”
You shook your head. “Nope,”
You leaned in closer, your hand sliding down his chest and onto his lap. He sucked in a sharp breath, his body reacting to your touch, feeling himself get hard immediately under his briefs. His heart was pounding as you pressed your body against his, the urgency of your movements making his head spin.
He leaned in to kiss you and shoved his tongue in your mouth and couldn’t help but savor the taste and smell of you– the minty freshness of your toothpaste mingled with the sweet, floral scent of the lavender lotion on your body, creating a deliciously intoxicating flavor and smell that he couldn’t get enough of.
When you moaned, the thought of your parents just down the hall flashed through his mind. "We shouldn't... not here," he managed to say between kisses, trying to push you off gently.
You pulled back, a hint of disappointment in your eyes. "Seriously?” you whispered, your breath warm against his skin. It’s not like you were teenagers, you were grown adults.
"I-I just don't want to be disrespectful in your father's house,” he stammered, feeling the weight of your gaze on him.
“It’s also my mother's house,” you said, arching your eyebrows.
He chuckled nervously and reached out to cup your cheek, his thumb brushing against your skin “You’re right, that was incredibly sexist of me to say. I just… you know what I mean… I think they like me, and I don’t wanna be caught fuckin’ their gorgeous daughter in their house,”
You paused as if considering his words. "Fine, you win this round Carmy," you pouted, with a small smile playing on your lips.
He pressed his forehead to yours, breathing in your warmth. “If you think for one second, I don’t wanna bury myself in your tight little pussy…”
You laughed and felt your cheeks heat up, “Good to know," you winked at him. "Okay, time for bed,”
You both settled into bed together, you snuggled close to Carmen as he turned off the bedside lamp. After a few moments of comfortable silence, you both drifted off to sleep, wrapped in each other's arms. The soft rhythm of your breathing filled the room as you sunk into dreamland.
But at 3 a.m., Carmen woke you up with a gentle shake. You groggily opened your eyes to see him hovering over you, with a bashful look in his eyes.
You blinked in confusion, still half-asleep. "Carmy?”
“I can’t stop thinkin’ bout’ you,” he whispered, and you felt the heat rise between your legs at his words. His hand wandered lower, tracing patterns on your thigh, sending shivers down your spine. Suddenly, you felt his lips on your neck, trailing kisses down to your collarbone, igniting a fire within you.
You gasped as he moved down lower, his fingers teasing you through your panties. "Carmy, what are you doing?" you whispered, trying to suppress a moan as his lips grazed your skin.
He looked up at you, his eyes dark with desire. "I can't help it, I need you right now,” he murmured, his voice husky with need.
He had found himself unable to fall asleep, his mind was consumed with desire for you, a burning need that had been building for days. You both had been so busy with work and life that you hadn't had a chance to be intimate in a few days. But the real reason he couldn’t sleep was because of the comment you had made about never having had a past boyfriend fuck you in this room. He couldn’t help but feel a twinge of jealousy whenever he reflected on your past relationships. You had experienced deep, long-lasting connections with some of your exes, something he had never truly known. He sometimes wondered what it must have been like for you, to share such intimacy and build a life with someone over the years. His own romantic history was just a quick series of brief flings in Europe and New York, with only one serious relationship with Claire that barely lasted three months.
You chuckled softly, teasing him about his earlier hesitation. “Well, what about my parents? Aren’t you worried about ‘disrespecting’ them?" you taunted.
His lips curved into a mischievous smile. "Baby, if it means I get to taste you, I'll happily go to hell and back.” The thought of being the only man to have you in this sacred space of yours made him feel a primal urge like never before. The idea of taking you in here turned him on in a way he had never experienced. He knew it was slightly possessive, but he didn’t care.
You couldn't help but chuckle at his boldness. But the way he looked at you, with hunger and need in his eyes, ignited a fire inside you.
He leaned in, pressing your lips to his in a heated kiss. And he moved lower, trailing kisses down your neck and stomach, you could feel the anticipation building. You gasped as he slid your panties down, his fingers teasing you, sending waves of pleasure through you. "Carmen, please," you moaned, unable to contain the desire building within you, and not caring if you sounded pathetic.
He hated when people didn't use his nickname, but ironically, he loved it when you called him Carmen during sex, and it made him fucking crazy. He would replay the way you said his name breathlessly all the time, hell it distracted him at work all the time just thinking about you saying his name. But it was nothing in comparison to hearing it in the bedroom like right now when you were horny and desperate for him.
He smirked as he positioned himself between your legs, his eyes locked with yours. "Tell me what you want, baby," he said his voice low and sultry.
"I want your mouth on me," you breathed, your body arching towards him, craving his touch.
And with that, he buried his face between your legs, his tongue exploring every inch of you, driving you wild with pleasure. You covered your mouth with your hand and writhed beneath him, grasping at the sheets with your other hand as he brought you to the brink of ecstasy. The truth was you had never had a man go down on you like this, Carmen always seemed to be desperate for this… for you. He always groaned against you, as if he was the luckiest guy in the world to be between your thighs as he would hungrily lap at your cunt like a man starved. It didn’t matter how many times he did this, it never failed to surprise you at how good he was at this.
Tonight (or shall you say this morning) he brought you to the edge, over and over again, expertly teasing and tantalizing you until you were begging for release. And finally, with one final, intense flick of his tongue, you shattered, crying out his name into your pillow as wave after wave of pleasure washed over you. He loved watching you fall apart for him; it made him feel like a man. As you came down from your high, he crawled up your body, his lips brushing against yours in a soft, intimate kiss and you could taste yourself on his lips and tongue.
"Fuck, love when you say my name like that," he whispered, and then reached between the two of you and stroked himself before placing his cock at your entrance.
As he positioned himself above you, his eyes dark with desire, he leaned in close to your ear, his voice a low, throaty whisper. "You're gonna have to be quiet, baby, or I'm gonna have to stop,” he said, his hand covering your mouth to muffle any potential sounds of pleasure that might escape.
You nodded, biting your lip to stifle any noises as he slowly pushed himself inside you, filling you completely. His eyes met yours and he was met with a sight that took his breath away and couldn't help but think how fucking lucky he was.
You looked so beautiful… and you made him feel so good, so alive, and so utterly consumed.
xx
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@nvrrmiind
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@atlafan (Their writing is great and i think it deserves more recognition
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-They’re only friends Pt 2.
-I’m having your baby Part 2
-One Last Time
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-The Real Him
@gucciharrywritings
-Don’t You Love Me PT. 2 (part one is SAD)
-Take my Money (love when people think the reader is a gold digger cause she never is period)
-Delicate (insecure Harry kills me)
@haaarry
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@harrieheaux
-No Ring No House (I can’t even tell you how many times i’ve read this it’s so good)
@harryimaginedstories
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@harrys-oh-anna
Long Distance Fight
@hazzmedicine
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@hazzasmelon (love all her writing)
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@hes-doll
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@hes-writer
-To You Pt. 2 Pt. 3 (!!!!!)
@hstyles-1994
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@inwhichitrytowritesomething
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@jarofstyles
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@kind-heart
-You Can’t Have Both of Us ( there’s three parts and it’s all great)
@meet-me-in-the-kitchen
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@permanentcross
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@svnflowervol666
- Before You Go (love it)
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@tokyoharry (there’s a lot of writing that I like but I picked only 4 but checkout her masterlist I love all her writing)
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@waitingfortwilight
-We’ve Been Better
@writers-hes
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