Via Weheartit

“I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?”

— Ernest Hemingway

i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy. i pass out around three.

“Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.”

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““If you love a flower, don’t pick it up.” because if you pick it up it dies and it ceases to be what you love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession. Love is about appreciation.””

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Virginia Woolf - "The Waves" / Studio Ghibli - "Howl's moving Castle" / William Shakespeare - "Romeo and Juliet" / Kinuko Y. Craft - "Eros and Psyche" / Florence + The Machine - "Queen of Peace" / Ezio Anichini - "Illustrations from Dante's Divine Comedy" / Dante Alghieri - "The Divine Comedy - Paradiso" / Florence Welch from the High as Hope tour

Imagine, sitting by the window when it rains heavily. You have a book in your hand and headphones on. The steamy hot cup of tea by the side table waits for you to take a sip. You keep the book down as the chapter finishes and take the cup in your hand to feel it's warmth and look out the window, thinking about your love. Mundane life.

Every time Dean and Cas are reunited but my heart will go on plays 

“You will never be completely at home again because part of your heart will always be elsewhere. That is the price you pay for the richness of loving and knowing people in more than one place.”

— Miriam Adeney

a graph based on my observations