Midnighthieves - Vesper

clutching to my wonder and love for the world despite the endless tasks

i just want a warm soup and a hug :( tired of sitting at my desk and studying

Semester break is a bliss 💕 but also made me quite lazy.

Me with a PhD (applying it)

So many idiots have masters degrees maybe I could be the next

Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001

Life's update

Back again to being a student, specifically a Phd student.

*opens word doc covered in blood* it doesn’t have to be good. it just has to be done.

Crying

when georges bataille wrote, “no greater desire exists than a wounded person’s need for another wound” & when gillian flynn wrote, “a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort” & when ocean vuong wrote, “sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined” & when lisa m. basile wrote, “did you inherit a sickness? did you blame god? do you believe in god? do you believe in yourself? are you still on fire? did you ever put out the fire?” & when stephen a. guirgis wrote, “why didn't you make me good enough so that you could’ve loved me?”

btw if you tell me something and i reply with “oh???” that’s the equivalent of a dog’s ears perking up