Me When I Cry

And so it’s over. We do the final show, then right afterwards the frenzied rush of strike starts, running around trying to figure out what to do, pulling things apart, trying not to get smacked with huge moving set pieces. You do a million different tasks while many others, adults and kids, are running around doing the same. You get several scrapes and cuts on your hands from taking apart the set. And then it’s time to go, and your dad picks you up, and it’s over. Everything’s over. You’ll never see that show again, never be with that specific cast or crew again. And you’re just a techie, so you don’t get a cast party. There’s no huge group of people running to hug you and say goodbye, crying because they’ll miss you so much. You just wave your cut up hand, and leave, your heart still beating fast from all the work you’d been doing. It hurts less than other closing nights, you don’t cry, you’re just a little numb, and continue on your life.

i love lemon pound cake. this blog is now a lemon pound cake fan page

She showed me things I didn't know

this is actually so good like what???

I JUST HAD A GREAT IDEA

tw death threats, suicide & sh after the break

i wanna shift to sixth grade again, but this time as a sociable cis boy. bc yk 6th-8th i was bullied HELLLLAAAA hard like getting told to kill myself and c*t myself and stuff and i just have to wonder, what if i was a cis boy who was popular? what then?

also i can absolutely DUNK on everyone and know fucking everything itll be great

and also will NOT be dating my ex from that time period. never again. never everrrr againnnn.

one year old two days ago!!

Did we just gloss over the fact that Leo was canonically abused as a child??

Promptober! (The Writer's Version)

Hello everybody! October is just round the corner, and isn't this just the busiest time of the year for artists?

Let's squeeze the most out of 2024 by hopping in on the Inktober and NaNoWriMo trends in October and November. Personally, I'm aiming at writing between 1,500 - 2,000 words long short story or flash fiction based on the given prompt for the day!

Here's the list of prompts & inspos I'll be using for my Inktober 2024 journey <3 Comment or tag me on YOUR personal Inktober prompt lists, I'd love to take a look! Feel free to use my list for yourselves, too!

“Every October, artists all over the world take on the Inktober drawing challenge by doing one ink drawing a day the entire month.” - Jake Parker

guys i think i’m hyperfixating again lmao the last time this happened was in high school 😫😫😫😫😫😫 I CANT AFFORD TO BUY A SEWING MACHINE OR MATERIALS OR EVEN TAKE CLASSES I AM SO BROKE RN WAHHHHH

i wish we could add notes for songs on spotify it'd make things so much fun i could tell my friends why i add certain songs for their playlists i could add notes for ship playlists what timeline and moment in show those songs represents or i could simply use it as notes app describing certain songs and how they make me feel about whom or add the day time year for when i discovered the song how it made me feel the possibilities are countless if they're going to try to steal our money atleast make it more fun or smth pls