Angsty Pjo A Reader Thought:

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just got called back for one of my dream roles! stay tuned 🤞

defeating gaea with the power of friendship

I LOVE WRAPS!!!

i want a love like i’ve seen in the movies, that’s why i’ll never fall in love

pairing: valgrace (leo valdez x jason grace)

summary: jason is dead. leo writes letters to him to cope.

word count: 418 (oof)

a/n: GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT HER ACT TOGETHER!!!!!! title from ‘like the movies’ by laufey, relates to nothing i just thought it was cute lmao. wrote this at 2am while severely dehydrated and sleep deprived. i did not check, but hopefully the spelling is ok. enjoy!!!!

(dividers by @plutism)

jason,

you’ll never get this. trust me, i know it. you’re gone.

piper says you wrote letters to me when I was gone. gods, why would you write letters? you’re you were dyslexic, you idiot! i’m barely writing right now. this is hard.

i never found the ones you wrote when we were going through your stuff. i wish i did. maybe it could’ve given me some closure, i guess. i hold on to every part of you i can find. your clothes smell less like you every day. the flowers i put at your grave the first day are starting to wilt. 

i still can’t believe it; we were done, out of the woods.(will has been forcing me to listen to taylor swift to try and cheer me up. it’s torture.) now, you’re gone. what’s the point of anything at this point? nothing feels real. one day, i’ll go to elysium. see you again. hopefully. the judges better grant me that mercy. i’ve lived a shit life. i deserve a happy ending. at least, i think i do.

i would go to a therapist, but… i don’t think that would be good for me right now. too much thinking. i usually try not to think. instead, my therapy is building stuff in bunker nine. i’ve been looking at spheres. they can do so much! i almost lasered off my whole arm the other day and but it’s whatever, you don’t want to hear me ramble right now.

i’m reading more, too. you would always get on me about that. well, fake you, at the wilderness school. you were always so righteous. i guess real you was too busy saving the world to annoy me about my reading habits. anyways, i asked annabeth for recommendations. BAD IDEA. now she’s forcing me to read all the “classics”! it’s a nightmare. but some of them are okay, like jane austen. did you know she was a baddie? because she is. but i was reading the canterville ghost, by oscar wilde. there was one line that made me think, which i don’t do much, clearly.

“death must be so beautiful. to lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. to have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. to forget time, to forget life, to be at peace.”

i know most of this is wrong. they don’t have any silence in elysium! but for what it’s worth, i hope you’re at peace. you deserve that, after everything.

i miss you.

leo

end note: ANYWAYSSSSSS

i am planning to make a prequel of one of jason’s letters eventually. i rlly hope you liked it! i’ll link it here when it’s done. lmk if you want to be added to the taglist!

GENERAL TAGLIST: @illneverforget365

VALGRACE TAGLIST: n/a

tumblr needed to see this

peek into my life 2

rehearsal is only in the afternoon today, meaning this morning i got to help my friend paint signs for the show! she is so good, literally an art master. i am hopeless but i helped paint the backs!! also got subway for lunch i love subway. we paint at a middle school because my company runs a theater program during the summer there, and their scene shop is so big :D the one at our home theater is TINY and you have to squeeze past the set pieces to get to the dressing rooms ugh. also the kids doing the program are so cute. i looked like a rat during middle school but they're very preppy now. lululemon, aviator nation, etc. i think its cute tho haha

Types Of Writer’s Block (And How To Fix Them)

1. High inspiration, low motivation. You have so many ideas to write, but you just don’t have the motivation to actually get them down, and even if you can make yourself start writing it you’ll often find yourself getting distracted or disengaged in favour of imagining everything playing out

Try just bullet pointing the ideas you have instead of writing them properly, especially if you won’t remember it afterwards if you don’t. At least you’ll have the ideas ready to use when you have the motivation later on

2. Low inspiration, high motivation. You’re all prepared, you’re so pumped to write, you open your document aaaaand… three hours later, that cursor is still blinking at the top of a blank page

RIP pantsers but this is where plotting wins out; refer back to your plans and figure out where to go from here. You can also use your bullet points from the last point if this is applicable

3. No inspiration, no motivation. You don’t have any ideas, you don’t feel like writing, all in all everything is just sucky when you think about it

Make a deal with yourself; usually when I’m feeling this way I can tell myself “Okay, just write anyway for ten minutes and after that, if you really want to stop, you can stop” and then once my ten minutes is up I’ve often found my flow. Just remember that, if you still don’t want to keep writing after your ten minutes is up, don’t keep writing anyway and break your deal - it’ll be harder to make deals with yourself in future if your brain knows you don’t honour them

4. Can’t bridge the gap. When you’re stuck on this one sentence/paragraph that you just don’t know how to progress through. Until you figure it out, productivity has slowed to a halt

Mark it up, bullet point what you want to happen here, then move on. A lot of people don’t know how to keep writing after skipping a part because they don’t know exactly what happened to lead up to this moment - but you have a general idea just like you do for everything else you’re writing, and that’s enough. Just keep it generic and know you can go back to edit later, at the same time as when you’re filling in the blank. It’ll give editing you a clear purpose, if nothing else

5. Perfectionism and self-doubt. You don’t think your writing is perfect first time, so you struggle to accept that it’s anything better than a total failure. Whether or not you’re aware of the fact that this is an unrealistic standard makes no difference

Perfection is stagnant. If you write the perfect story, which would require you to turn a good story into something objective rather than subjective, then after that you’d never write again, because nothing will ever meet that standard again. That or you would only ever write the same kind of stories over and over, never growing or developing as a writer. If you’re looking back on your writing and saying “This is so bad, I hate it”, that’s generally a good thing; it means you’ve grown and improved. Maybe your current writing isn’t bad, if just matched your skill level at the time, and since then you’re able to maintain a higher standard since you’ve learned more about your craft as time went on

having an idea for your sims 😄

realizing you have to execute it in the sims 😔

Hiii congrats !! How did you shift ? How was it ? Where did you shift to ?

ok it’s a bit of a long story but i will tell!

i shift to camp half blood :)

so the night before i had a really close experience, like i could hear the sounds of camp and my triggers for how i know when i fully shifted, but when i opened my eyes i could still like feel my cr body at the same time? like i was at chb but i couldn’t move my body there, i could only move it at my cr. it was really weird, and i freaked out and went back to my cr fully. so the next night i was determined to do it again but move my body. so i listened to my subliminal and affirmed, and when i went to sleep, i shifted!!!! i could still feel my cr body, but i affirmed i was switching my control fully to my dr, and it workedddddd! once i had realized i could actually shift, it really helped me actually believe it was real, and i was much more confident in my control over my conscious and my body. but yeah!! it was such a cool experience and i’ve gone back a bunch of times.

once you shift, you open a gateway to all these other things that are possible, like manifesting, loa, etc. control over your reality is so easy once you do something believed to be ‘impossible’ by so many people! i’ve always had my doubts about stuff like this, but it’s so real! you just have to truly believe you can! ❤️

anyways my first shift i stayed for about a week, just chilling and talking with people. i became friends with silena, connor, travis, drew, and some hermes kids named juliette and parker. we formed sort of a friend group. drew is nice i promise, just a bitch to people she doesn’t like haha. it was so fun and i love everything about chb! i scripted a month in before percy arrives, so i didn’t have to deal with that right away and could settle in. i befriended annabeth and she’s kind of like a little sister, she’s so cute. luke is nice but he’s been acting weird (😬) and percy is set to arrive the next time i shift. i’m so excited! i scripted that 4 is the lucky quest number instead of 3 so i could go on the quest haha.

kbye!