Why No One Warned Me That Drawing Taraz Is Such A Painstaking Work I'll Kill Myself Next Time I'll Have

i going to fucking kill myself 😄😄😄 I can't do anything i just lie on my bed or sleep that's everything besides going to the uni and i need to do So Much AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Не видела чтобы кто-то сделал подобное, поэтому буду считать себя первой 😋

i'll go home TOMORROW for the may holidays and i'm SO happy i'm So tired of moscow and uni and and. yea. i just want to go home ...

i was thinking about this a lot and i want to say that one of the best feelings is the feeling of healing.

it's like you sitting in your yard there is a little windy or rainy you just enjoying it and suddenly like oh! there is the life goes on and i feel that i'm alive i'm actually living and not just surviving anymore. it's like waking up after the worst nightmare.

it's hard to explain but lately i feel this pretty often and that's wonderful thing to realise. it's wonderful to know that even if you've been through a lot you can still be fine and nothing bad will continue forever. bad times will end. and now it's not just someone else's words it's something you can actually feel in your heart and mind.

oh no my hands got to the hogwarts legacy and i played non-stop for 5 hours ............. tbh it's not that good like . the story kinda cringe and omfg i hate unreal engine bc every game made in it is SO lagging even in the lowest settings .............. i mean fair unreal also is very fucking lagging BUT OH MY GOD it's so annoying also stupid cloth simulation on the outwear . bitch why are you so bad . it bothers me a bit too much ... BUT ANYWAY i like playing this game for now it's kinda relaxing and some mechanics are interesting ( i'm stealing them for my future projects ehehehe )

A different kind of magic

Can’t stop thinking about this post by @avelera talking about the amount of stage magician stuffs in Jayce’s childhood room. He definitely had a whole magician phase and that’s so dorky of him.

Extra:

He’s such a loser. I’m in love with him.

omg i finally finished my project for the university admission And next week i'll take entrance exams to other universities And eventually after jule 24th i'll be free from all of This

i downloaded "our life : beginning & always" 4 days ago and already have 24.5 hours in steam LIKE ???? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK 😭😭😭😭😭

i miss eora and got bored, so here we go, my first (and most developed) watcher, alvara anchenzo she's a death godlike human from a fallen aristocratic family in old vailia, who was banished from there (for political reasons and too much drunken duelling with wrong people), failed to be a pirate, and finally landed in dyrwood. the rest is history.

i finished project and we got a 9 out of 10 btw and now i'm making a new one lmao in a bigger team and with my besties so it'll be cool <333 so yeah i'm still up to the neck in deadlines