I Have This Skill Where I Hear One Note Of A Taylor Swift Song Somewhere In Public And My Spine Straightens

I WILL NEVER SHUT UP AB THE STUFF THAT WAS CUT THIS EP

LIKE, I KNOW WE HAVE TO GET SOME OF IT NEXT EP BUT SIGMA’S ENTRANCE???? WE ARE NEVER GETTING THAT IN ITS FULL GLORY

THEY MADE MY BBG 2D TOO, BRO HAS BO PERSONALITY ASIDE FROM BEING STRESSED ANYMORE.

BUT HEY, SIGMA LOOKED REALLY GOOD.

LIKE, WAS NOT SHUTTING UP AB HIM ALL DAY.

idk what was in that Monster I had last night but I woke up to 10 different thirst traps sitting in my drafts, I managed to put my led lights back up and make them stay, and I have a video of my lights on red and me literally headbanging to Do I Wanna Know? by Arctic Monkeys with said Monster in my head.

AND LIKE I DON’T REMEMBER ANY OF IT??? LITERALLY THE ONLY PROOF IT EVER HAPPENED IS THE FACT THAT MY LIGHTS ARE STILL UP ALL THESE VIDEOS I HAVE FROM 1-3 AM

Happy Bday to one of the best authors I know + Kafka Asagiri/j

In all seriousness though, thank you to Kafka Asagiri for single handedly being the cause of all of my stress, but also writing something that helped me regain my passion for writing.

And ofc, I’m incredibly proud of myself for making it another year, and for making the decisions I did, because they were all the right ones.

More thanks to @nixnephili @breadsoup00 and many others here on the platform for also helping me regain my writing passion and make me happier. I love you all <3

Final thing, I have also learned this year that people born on March 17 cannot seem to write anything other than angst. Ex. Literally me and Asagiri

Okay I swear I’m done, but again, thank you to everyone!

Guys my only thoughts recently have been tgcf and i highkey wanna do a coloring of my silly gay men.

I TOOK OVER A YEAR OFF AND CUT YOU BITCHES SOME SLACK

TELL A FRIEND TO TELL A FRIEND

SHE’S BACKKKKKK ‼️😙😙😙

chat i am not immune to tik tok crack ships

HAHA GUYS NOT DEAD I SWEAR IVE JUST BEEN PLAYING AROUND WITH LIGHTING AND I DONT LIKE ANY OF THEM ENOUGH TO POST SOOOO. ILL PIST A NORMAL ONE WITHOUT COOL LIGHTING LATER I PROMISE.

I am deeply suspicious of Dazai’s character because like, he isn’t the protagonist. At all. Atsushi is the protagonist of the main manga and Dead Apple, Akutagawa is the protagonist of BEAST, Kunikida of Dazai’s entrance exam, Oda of the Dark Era, Chuuya of Fifteen and Storm Bringer. And yet, Dazai still sits at the center of all those stories. By all logic, he should not be as important to the story as he is. But here he is, absolutely fundamental to every part of BSD. He moves the plot forward. He is the puppet master, the hidden hand, the author of the narrative. I need to examine this in detail but like, isn’t that a bit weird?

Do I post chapter 2 of my fic or actually wait until next Friday.

Cause I mean, I would love to publish everything I have rn, but if I publish weekly I can make sure I have chapters backed up (I’m in the middle of writing chapter 4 rn)

Idk, I’m really excited to share the story and I crave validation (especially from Nix), but also motivation comes to me in spurts, so I want to have stuff to post.

This makes no sense but wtv