Travel Was So Much More Tiring Than That Exam, Almost Fainted On My Way Back Too

Straight up "jorking" it in the night

and by "it" haha i mean my will to live...

31 march 2025

long time no see :)

i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.

well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.

i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.

eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.

goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼

💌

I love the fact that you are so positive despite personally knowing the fact that your studies must be hell rn (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) im not even finished with 11th grade, but im soooooooo tired and cranky already....and im also going for med school so high five for that!!! :DDD

omggg that’s so coool !! med school isn’t really confirmed yet cuz i’m yet to give my medical entrance but let’s see !!

also im def not positive about this, i just don’t wanna put out negative feelings and have physical proof of my mental breakdowns 😭

people are annoying.

cafe studying day out

national testing agency but all its testing is my fucking patience 💔

so the thing is

i am so fucking done

wait was the digicam the anniversary gift? oh em gee that would be adorable!

nono 😭 two months is pretty short for such a gift but i got my uncles old one eheheheh !!

ended up sleeping so now i’m gonna have a late night session and hopefully finish half the portions.

i’ve got two days for biology so my plan is to do one revision by tmr and another one before exam

also found the cutest study app - folderly - and oh my god i’m obsessed, it’s the cutest thing ever??? the aesthetics are unmatched and it’s quite practical. new study obsession unlocked 🎀

so for today, my goal is to finish :

unit - reproduction

unit - biology in human welfare

which is like 6/13 chapters so pretty good.

1.30 am update - definitely overestimated how much i can get done and underestimated the content of six chapters 🤡 im gonna do as much as i can and leave the rest for tmr since ive got the entire day to finish it.

burn out is seeping through the cracks.