19 april 2025
about time to get back on track and holding myself accountable (pls i can’t do this anymore but do we have a choice ? no we do not)
okay so i’m revising my entire 12th physics syllabus today cuz 🧚♂️🧚♂️ yeah i need to revise this shi. also been so bored of making my own coffee everyday so i went out for a walk and got myself coffee from my fav cafe ehehehhe (the only good cafe close to my home tbh but its yum so idm)- as you can see, ive replaced that dying paper straw with my straw cuz i refuse to have my coffee taste more like paper than coffee.
also got off instagram to lock in for the next two weeks :) and i got my viteee admit card and centre which is like 17 kms from my home and reporting time is 8 in the morning (kill me, i sleep at 5 am) and the traffic in my city is terrible at all times of the day sooooo let’s hope we make it on time 🤞🏼 also very scared for the aptitude test part of viteee
and as you can see, my desk is an appropriate reflection of the chaos in my brain. the sticky notes everywhere is very anxiety inducing but i’ve gotten used to it to a good extent so it’s okay.
14 days left for neet. i might acc cry- not cuz im scared but i’ll genuinely miss this phase of life sm:( spending most of my nights at this desk, trying to memorise the exceptions for inorganic chem or studying biology ncert for hours and hours on end without realising it’s been five hours , it’s really been a journey :( i wish id worked harder honestly but what’s done is done and i did do my best everyday and don’t have many regrets.
i yap a lot for someone who has neet in 14 days, bye bye
have a nice day my loves 💐
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also i finished a 400 page book in 15 days 💀 this gives me so much validation omg
You go to christ junior college, don't you?
yes and ? 😭 if this is another one of the things you decide to creep me out with - my id card is always on my desk and in most of my photos that i post on this app and on my insta- do better babes 💋
HELLLOOOOOOOOOOSJNDBNDKDNDN
SO WE GOT A DIGICAMMMMMM
why is chemistry
2 march 2025
woah okay so my boards start tomorrow and i finished most of my revision yesterday, for today my only goal is to solve integration pyq and other model papers.
to do :
integration pyq
model papers for math
it’s a pretty chill day but i am kinda stressed cuz math isn’t my strongest subject 😭 i really wished boards started with pcb to give me some confidence in my upcoming exams but yeah wtv, it is what it is
anyways, i left probability for today and i just finished it. i feel pretty good today, not sick at all so that’s good. i pulled an all nighter last night and got a quick two hour nap at 8 am cuz my brain would not process more math without rest but i feel pretty okay and not tired even after my all nighter
anyways goodluck for today loves <3 stay hydrated
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i’m so happy this is my last math exam ever
sleepy :(
i’ve had short hair for most of my life and i’m tryna grow it out now but it feels so uncomfortable 😭😭
31 march 2025
long time no see :)
i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.
well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.
i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.
eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.
goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼
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28 february 2025
starting late but it’s okay cuz it’s integration day, i needed the mental prep 😭 hopefully i finish it off today and have the next two days for revision. day 3 without coffee, it’s getting more difficult, i might cave in 🥲 but anyway :
todo list for today :
integration
application of integrals
differential equations
this’ll take my whole day by itself so yay, if i get some time ill prolly do physics or chem questions - i really miss doing physics questions now 🥲 but yeah let’s see
goodluck loves <3 have a lovely day and stay hydrated 💗
6 pm update - done with 1/4th of integration :))) seems kinda slow but i did a lot of questions so im happy with it
10 pm update - i’ve got 1/2 the chapter left (why is this so godamn long oh god) but yeah 🥲 sounds like it’ll be a late night
clocked in 8 hours of integration until now, my brain is going to collapse into itself
12 am update - done with integration, i give up on the rest for today, goodnight loves 💌
integration is content heavy so i can manage revision and doing the rest of it tmr or day after too
clocked in 9 hours of integration 🥲
days left for boards : 2
nothing beats the happiness and dopamine hit you get by crossing tasks off that one long to do list 🤞🏼
the only exercise i’ve done this week is run out of patience 🎀
ill find a new place to be from :)🧿neet 2025, what a fucking joke.
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