7 April 2025

14 february 2025

i’m getting back on track now, i think. ive been recovering from whatever that was from the past few days.

today i studied :

biotechnology 1 : ncert read + 150 questions + pyq

biotechnology 2 : ncert read + 200 questions + pyq

electromagnetic induction : revise + 150 questions + pyq

doesn’t look like a lot but questions do take time for physics and ncert reading for biotechnology was very time consuming and took a lot of brain power 🥲 but regardless, i feel pretty productive. i’m done for the day with finishing EMI pyq. i plan to do some chapters for my bio boards tomorrow along with physics question solving. i did finish physics for my board exams too. i only have one day of break for my bio boards so i need to pay more attention to that now. i have four days of break for my chemistry boards so im not too worried about it, i need to revise all of it once before my boards start though but ive still got quite some time.

the questions i’m doing for neet now, are final and once i’m done with the chapters i most likely won’t be doing questions for them until after boards. i’m hoping to finish all my 12th portions by the time my boards end too or by march end so i can focus on 11th revision and final full syllabus tests in april.

anyway, it’s 2 am and i’m gonna head to bed.

Am I going end physics or is physics going to end to end me?

23 february 2025 (pt.2)

oop okay part two cuz why not

i got new headphones today :))) and i’m determined on finishing organic chem tonight (i’ve been procrastinating this subject for YEARS)

to do list for tonight :

IUPAC nomenclature

isomerism

GOC

qualitative, quantitative analysis and purification

hydrocarbons

haloalkanes and haloarenes

alcohols phenols and ethers

aldehydes ketones and carboxylic acids

amines and diazonium salts

biomolecules

currently 11 pm - i’m done with :

IUPAC, isomerism and GOC

i really wanna buy a digital camera :(((( (the second hand ones that give such a cute vintage look)

final revision day or my final day

long time no see :)

took me a lot of time contemplating - drop or plan b? until i realised i don’t have a plan b - what can be plan b when your plan a was to follow your heart and passions, nothing compares.

so new game plan- the neet score that i estimate for myself is v confusing for the college i’m aiming for so we wait until results and counselling and if i get in then yay but if i dont- drop for 2026. so instead of starting late in august for the drop- im gonna start studying from now (may 19) and study until counselling ends ? hopefully i get in and don’t have to take a drop but if i do have to then at least i wont be too late.

so welcome back. 🌸

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See this graph eh ? It's my dopamine levels crashing ahehe over the years. Crashing harder than the stock market during the great depression. *Puts gun in mouth*

25 february 2025

to do list for today :

math :

inverse trigonometry

matrices

determinants

hindi :

4 poems - make summaries

physics :

modern physics - revision and questions (only atoms and nuclei)

chemistry :

alcohols phenols and ethers - questions (hopefully)

i started today kinda late cuz i realised i ran out of most of my stationary and i needed some fresh air, so i went out and got some coffee too ehehe

let’s see how much i actually finish today tho 🥲

math is going to be the end of meeeeeeeeeee

(also i love my barbie exam pad 😋😋)

5.00 pm update - i feel really sick again, so i haven’t been able to do much, i might stay up late to finish my list (ugh when does this get better) i’ll come back to update when im done with at least one full section of the list. i’m gonna do it slowly so i don’t just give up tbh 😭 i gotta get back on my ors diet at this rate 🫠 im gonna get something to eat and then continue from 6 again 🫠

5.30 update - fainted, no wonder i felt sick 😭 WHY DURING BOARDS WEEEEEK AHHHH 🥲 anyways orsl ftw

9 pm update - okayyy so i fainted a few times (oops) but i think im okay now so i’ll just do what i was supposed to do for math and hindi and sleep, i tried doing physics but my brain really gave up 😭 i hate being sick ugh

11pm update - did another chapter of math, one more to go and then some hindi reading

late night biology cram session (finals ver.) 🧬

got some matcha 🍯🍵

The domino effect of fucking up