11 February 2025

so like - i started journalling ? 💀✋ I HAVE SO MUCH TO YAP JAJSKSNDIDN THIS IS HAPPINESSSSSSS

lmao i love this app <3

thanks for validating me, lovely moots

soooo my dad told me i’m not allowed to do bpharma anymore, so no more plan b :/ neet is my only option apparently? lol i’m gonna crash out gn

4 march 2025

i’ve got three days for my physics boards so the plan is to finish revising in two days and have my last day for the final revision. i do have a question bank for chapter wise revision so ill be doing that along with revising it all too. 14 chapters in two days and i plan to do 11th biology on the side

to do list :

electric charges and fields

electric potential and capacitance

current electricity

moving charges and magnetism

magnetism and matter

electromagnetic induction

alternating current

read biological classification

re-do breathing and exchange of gases

i plan to do at least two chapters of biology everyday until my exams end and hopefully finish most of what’s left for biology.

anyways have a nice day loves <33

currently logged 3 hours of studying (i started late), i think it’s gonna be a long night so im preparing for probably another all nighter (i really need to fix my schedule)

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लोल 1.7

alla mingalёva

hello, my fav people <3

i don’t know if my nerves will let me post tmr or even let me form comprehensible statements so here we are.

2 days till the exam i spent 2 years studying. gave up sleep, food, fun and what not. felt guilty every time i took a break. 2 years filled with constant meltdowns, mental breakdowns, crash outs and burn outs. to say that the journey has been exhausting would be a huge understatement. we’ve all been through so much and it finally comes to an end, at least for now. might take a drop year or might change my mind about becoming a doctor altogether, we’ll find out soon enough :)

i really really wish you all the best <3 we’ve prepared so hard for this, given it our all- we so got this :) (gaslighting myself) i love you all deeply and thank you for being a part of my short journey here :) i don’t know if ill post after this or not- it depends on how my exam goes tbh but ive interacted with amazing people out here <3 if any of you would be willing to share insta id’s, please do let me know <3

all the very best to all of you 💌 i’m always gonna be so proud of all of us :) i love you.

signing off,

h.

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me (having 4 cups of coffee): watch my academic comeback and weep

*2 hours later*

watch me weep

removed stuff from my pegboard to make space for sticky notes :(

will remove the other things soon too :(

(it’s almost like stripping a part of my soul away)

20 april 2025

i’ve got viteeee tmr so i’m just gonna be revising most of my stuff today

so todo list :

organic chem revision

physical chem revision

full physics revision - formula mainly

11th bio revision - 12th is doable but 11th 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

also gotta try to sleep early cuz i have to be up at 5 tmr 😭 (kill me)

okay time to study

byeee

have a nice day my loves 💐

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