I'm An Adult Now But All That It Takes Is One Specific Trigger To Take Me Back To One Of Those Days And

oh god i feel so fucking dumb

hiii anyone want to mutuals? ^_^ i am still figuring tumblr out and want some friendssss. (minors dni pls)

I need her to act in a vampire movie like immediately 😩

lol LOLLLLL Lol lolol

smfh (so my feelings hurt)

take a break while watching this little bunny cross your dash

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

Having BPD feels like being stabbed over and over for years until one day, I wake up and I’m not in pain anymore. Not because it’s gone, but because I’ve gone numb. Now it just feels like I’m walking around with my stomach split open, dragging my own intestines behind me.

I’m still bleeding. I just don’t flinch anymore.