1. A Primer For The Small Weird Loves - Richard Siken / 2. The Crane Wife - CJ Hauser / 3. Automat -

having conversations at work is like roleplaying as a functioning human being

humans in love are terrible

2023

MAKE ART

REMEMBER THAT TIME IS NOT A LADDER YOU HAVE TO CLIMB

YOUR BODY IS BUT A VESSEL FOR LOVE

SEEK DISCOMFORT

YOU ARE NOT YOUR SHAME

ANOTHER WORLD IS POSSIBLE

GO INTO THE WOODS AND LISTEN TO THE TREES. THEY SPEAK TO YOU

STAY KIND. IN SPITE IN SPITE IN SPITE

DISCOVER WHAT YOUR HANDS WERE MADE FOR

LOOK FOR GOD IN MONDAY MORNINGS AND CLOUDLESS SKIES

SHARE AS MANY ORANGES AS POSSIBLE

I LOVE YOU. THIS WILL CONTINUE TILL THE END OF TIME

the vocabulary of loss is the dictionary

— Clarice Lispector, from “The Hour of the Star.”

some pages from my current journal, maybe one of my fav so far (n.89/2022)

hélène delmaire / denis sarazhin / anne carson

アキラ — AKIRA 1988, dir. Katsuhiro Otomo