Mellogore - Via Rena

Do you remember the "What Does the Fox Say?" craze?

bona pasque, everybody!

I remember seeing this three days ago and scattering the internet to make sure it was a hoax.

this is absolutely insane, I'm almost at a loss for words. this is a massive loss. for the fans, for the music industry, for the band, and for his family. most of all, the band and his family.

One Direction saved my life during my darkest times. I still feel like that little girl waiting for the hiatus to end. longest eighteen months ever.

I truly hope he rests in peace and has the time of his (after)life in Heaven. my thoughts and prayers go out to the band and his family; especially his son, who I hope is told about how amazing his dad was.

but yeah, I know this is not about me at all and I should stop being parasocial. I just thought I'd say something because this is a truly tremendous loss; I've been crying since I found out.

I hope you are all okay after this and I hope Payno rests in peace. goodnight.

ED recovery update!!

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I give up, lol. I've been trying to lose weight the right way; however, I keep "failing" and overeating. this past Friday, I binged & purged and I just got done binging & purging, with plans of restriction, which means I'm hoisting my white flag.

I am so tired of this constant cycle and failure. I'm not stating full starvation, I just don't think I should eat multiple meals a day if I can't handle it.

I understand this a stupid method which will lead to a dangerous binge/restrict mindset, this is just the last bet I have.

no tags cause why would I tag myself venting??

eating one cookie wont destroy you. eating the entire packet will.

act like it didnt happen and move on with your day.

eating disorder recovery??

dietting??

my winter arc??

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