Vent Time Because I Am BEYOND Pissed Right Now.
Vent time because I am BEYOND pissed right now.
I'll call my older brother W and my oldest brother M.
For context, I have 2 older brothers, both are adults. One moved out recently, the other is in my room.
We moved about 6 or 7 years back, and about 6 or 7 years ago my parents were supposed to put the wall that used be be between me and my brothers room (my brothers were supposed to share a room).
Instead, my mom took my brothers room and put hers and my brother's stuff in my room. Me and my dad asked her to clean it out so my dad could put up the wall for years (we've had the stuff to build a wall for a while now), but she's put off doing it for years.
A few months to a year back W needed to move in because my cousin moved back in with my grandparents (mom's side), and my mother cleaned out my side of the room in a day or two and had him in there by the next Monday. I got the room for the week between when she cleaned it out and when he got put in there.
Obviously, I'm pretty damn upset about that, Ive been stuck in a room LITERALLY right next to my dad for about 5 or 6 years now, and before that i shared a room with my mom, and before moving i hadn't had a room since i was really little. It was MY room, and she took it and gave it to W.
But whatever, we live in a pretty run down trailer from the 80s, there's not a lot of space, I'm sure we'll figure out some way to get me in there. Thing is I don't want the room now.
M lived in the living room until recently, where he moved out to live in his dad's camper (me and my brothers have a different dad). I have my opinions about this choice, both of my brothers spent years trying to leave their dad's house because their dad is shitty, but he's and adult and it's his choice. He moved out a few days ago.
Since then I've been staying in the living room. it's not ideal, it's cold and there's no lights, but it's better then being shoved in a room with someone else all day. I'd still prefer a room but it's better then nothing.
W has a massive anger issue. He plays fortnite (because of course he does) and he rages a lot. He's broken a lot of computers, monitors, controllers, and everything else because of it, which has cost us a LOT of money we dont have. I've lost a LOT of controllers to him.
Just a little bit ago, he was raging at the game and slammed either his computer or monitor into the wall a few times, before saying something like "oh shit a busted a hole in the wall". I went back there to see what the fuck happened and my mother told me he "didn't really bust a hole in my wall".
I told my dad what I'd heard, and a few minutes later I heard her telling my dad W busted a hole in my wall. She fucking lied to me.
My dad was pissed, made a threat to kick my brother out, and then went to the dollar store. I confronted my mom about lying to me and she said she'd rather lie to me then tell me the truth because I'd "freak out of she told me" and that it "wasn't that bad".
I am BEYOND pissed right now. Stuck somewhere between cursing her and my brother out and telling my dad to kick my brother out, or completely ignoring them and being an asshole. It won't solve anything, but it's all I know what to do.
I want out of this house so badly, that will be the only good thing about being an adult.
Maybe I'm overreacting, idk, but I'm really pissed right now and I need to talk to someone and if I try to talk to my mom she'll just talk about how she "isn't good enough for anyone" and how she's "clearly a bad mom" (like she always does while mad) and I can not deal with that right now.
Don't shit on my mom. I love her a lot, but holy shit I fucking hate W and i want him to get the fuck out. I know he's my brother, but he's such an asshole even outside of this, he's completely unrecognizable to the kid I grew up with and would sneak out to play in the rain with, I hate that I hate him because he's still my family and i want to love him.
Alright rant over, ignore me lmao, just having some family problems and needed to get it out. :')
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FNaF was trending(??) a little bit ago and idk why WHAT DID I MISS??
IDK ABOUT THE MASSES BUT THIS IS WHAT IVE BEEN SAYING FOR YEARS. My reason for that is kinda all over the places though.
Admittedly I've ALSO been saying "Michael Brooks should've stayed GF and Cassidy should've stayed Bonnie", but I've ALSO been saying that for years. Different situations have called for different rants. (Also there's a theory that Michael Brooks is/parallels the Crying Child, that's pretty neat.)
FNaF has a problem with making new characters for stuff when they. Really don't need to. (Ex. Making JeremyBonnie in the games when CassidyBonnie in the Silver Eyes is RIGHT THERE.) And this kind of causes the characters to suffer. Character wise. They become plot devices instead of characters.
And that ALSO causes some characters to not have any clear role or get shoved out of the story (ex. The Bite Victim, and Cassidy themselves to an extent). The Bite Victim is, of course, one of the biggest Victims of this (the MCI are ALSO one of the biggest victims), so yk... I appreciate any AU that's willing to make him more major.
Anyways maybe you have a completely different reason for this thought process than me, so yes I WILL hear you out.
would the masses hate me if i said I prefer cassidy being bonnie like she is in the novels and bite victim being golden freddy
Like with Silksong earlier, since there has been FNaF movie news, here's some FNaF art.
There's a lot more because I've got a lot more FNaF art in general lmao.
UNLIKE Silksong earlier, I do, in fact, know what tags are what lol.
(Most of the art here are from my AU where i use move designs, but not all of it.)
Shes so cutee aghhhh. I wanna give her a hugg.
Susie TOYSNHK is cool!! I don't see it too often so it's nice to see again. :3
Her name kind of reminds me of Susie Campbell from BatIM. (Positive)
susanne campbelle
extra undercut:
- her sister is samantha ( from coming home )
- she has a pet dog name cupcake & her favorite type of fruit are strawberries and blueberries
- she enjoys collecting flowers & she has a HUGE collection of dolls ( she dosen't even play with half of them. )
I haven't gotten around to reading a lot of this yet (I am VERY busy rn), BUT from what i HAVE read it is. Super cool. Go check this out.
And of course super cool art also. :3
When the anniversary of Charlotte's death finally comes to be, Henry and Michael face the grief of losing her together.
Meanwhile, at school, Cassidy reluctantly accepts Susie's suggestion to join a club to try and make her life circumstances just a little better.
Hidden Hands Chapter 9 is out!
AO3 Link Previous Chapter First Arc Chapter
Hey, I would appreciate it if you reblog this post! I try my hardest for this AU fic, so reblogging it and being able to share it goes a long way!
so the usa is in a constitutional crisis rn— the Supreme Court has ordered the trump administration 9-0 to bring kilmar abrego garcia (an innocent and legal man kidnapped and wrongfully deported to CECOT in el salvador) and the trump administration is refusing. instead, trump asked the president of el salv to build more facilities bc maybe “homegrown” = american born criminals will be next. CECOT does NOT let prisoners out. they sleep on metal beds with no padding. their heads are shaved. they are beaten. on google satellite people uncovered a massive red looking puddle outside one of the buildings and the location has since been blurred / made unavailable. they either don’t want to bring kilmar abrego garcia back bc of what he will share from the experience…. or they can’t.
and remember — the SUPREME COURT has ordered at vote of NINE to zero for trump to bring him back and he is refusing.
I have now had someone tell me the Withered animatronics CANONCICALLY become the Rockstar animatronics and I am. So confused now. Because in all my years of FNaF I have NEVER heard anyone but them say that. So now I'm just wondering if I missed something somehow. Help??
Smh my YouTube better be happy I love them and was willing to put my FNaF fnafic on ao3 for them because i am SO embarrassed. (They voted 100% for it so it's their fault.)
Anyways here you go Tumblr don't bully me.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/64995634/chapters/167104033
