February 27, 1964 at EMI Studios (Abbey Road) / June 12, 1964 Adelaide press conference
Signs that you’re living in abuse:
Behavioral patterns of living in abuse
Was I abused? Checklist
Not knowing you are a victim
Signs your family is abusive
Making excuses for your abusive parents
Experience of living in secrecy
What they taught you was abuse
Emotional experiences of living in abuse
Shame and guilt: how abused children feel
What makes parents abusers (actions)
Have I been manipulated into believing abuse was my fault? Checklist
Am I being held hostage by abusers? Checklist
You are not allowed to mention the past
Why you still love abusive parents
Parental behaviour that isn’t normal
Shit parents aren’t supposed to say to you
Experience of “not belonging anywhere”
Red flags for abusive parents
Healthy vs Abusive Chores
Was my childhood abusive or just had some bad parts?
Rules always change (unpredictable environment is abusive)
Breakdown of abusive parent’s behaviour:
“This is my house” rule
Start living in the real life!
Why all the children aren’t abused equally in an abusive home
Common abuser hypocrisies
Do your parents want you to be happy or look happy?
Why do they try to convince you that you’re worthless
Why do they pretend you’re a burden? Controlling behaviour
Why your abusers are not good people
Abusive parents are keeping you in false hope they’ll change
Are your parents preventing you from succeeding?
Abusive parents pretending “it wasn’t that bad”
Double Bind (why every choice you make ends wrong)
Incorporating trauma in raising children
Abusers will not allow you to call them out on abuse
Signs your parents are narcissistic:
Stuff delusional narcissists say
Shit narcissistis parents say
Recognizing emotional immaturity of narcissistic parents
Examples of narcissistic behaviours
Being punished for growing up by narcissistic parents
What children of narcissists go thru
Signs you’ve been thru sexual abuse:
CSA (Childhood Sexual Abuse) Symptoms
Signs you might have endured CSA
Was I sexually abused by adults as a child? Checklist
Signs of abusive friendship/relationship:
How to tell if a friend is not a friend
Am I in an abusive relationship/friendship? Checklist
Manufacturing insecurities
Red flags for abusers
Have I been thru social abuse? Checklist
You can recognize abusers by how they make you feel
How abusive childhood teaches you to stay in abusive relationships
Recognizing abusive friendship
Signs you’re struggling with trauma
Trauma processing information
Experiences of traumatized children
Signs you’re recovering from long term abuse
Things abuse survivors think/say
Thoughts of victims of child abuse
Your brain on trauma
How long term childhood abuse develops into complex trauma (comic)
Ups and downs of trauma
Important! They are ALL FRIENDS!
Most of the time they’re just happy to get on with their business around humans. Sometimes they get a little too curious, usually after a minute they’ll realise you’re not food or a good place to sit, but if they bother you then it’s best to just move away.
Remember they sting to defend themselves or their nest, and from their point of view humans are gigantic, unpredictable and potentially very dangerous creatures.
It’s understandable if you’re scared of them, but please don’t say they’re evil!
December 8th, 1970: John adjudges his own accountability for the things he says or has said.
JOHN: We all say a lot of things that we don’t know what we’re talking about. I’m probably doing it now, I don’t know what I said. See, everybody takes you up on the words you said in 19— I’m just a guy who people ask what about things. I blab off, and some of it makes sense, some of it’s bullshit, some of it’s lies and some of it’s… God knows what I’m saying, you know? I felt it, you see. So when I felt it, it was like I was crucified. So I know what they’re talking about now.
“The worst pain in the world is shame. I spend a lot of time trying to not do anything bad to anyone, but you can’t live your life and not hurt people. Pretty recently, I did something that I’m really not proud of, and it shocked me. I thought, “I’m a really fucking bad person.” But I realized that something good came out of it because now I have to be a lot less judgmental of others. Everything can make you a more compassionate person if you use it that way.”
— Fiona Apple for Pitchfork, JUNE 4 2012
January, 1964: John works on the composition of ‘If I Fell’.
JOHN: So I hope you see that I / Would love to love you / I hope that she won’t cry / When she learns we are two / We’re two / Gonna be the two two of us in love / Two two of us in love…
Proof that 1967 was their best year
in 1967 the beatles became FREE.
Free from their iconic and teen image they gave themselves for the screaming fans and magazines. They were not 4 cute lads anymore. They literally could do what they wanted with their image, body, clothes, and life. Also, they grew up, they became independent. Each one of them got a new house, an independent life. They stopped touring. They could handle their public and private life as they wanted. That’s why I love how it’s even more blatant that John and Paul spent countless time together, in London, full of fans who turned out to be their paparazzi, taking candids and following them everywhere.
First proof, look at this:
This is my favourite photo of them of all time. It was late night, they were going to abbey road recording sgt pepper, coming from Paul’s house. They look like a married couple to me. They spent more time together than with their supposed girlfriends and wives.
v This was taken by a fan. John in front of Paul’s house v
Alwayss together. Always.
This looks like a peaceful sunday afternoon to me.
In his interview, Paul likes to tell how many times they wrote songs in the evening, and spent the night in the studio, recording.
John going to Paul’s house, writing songs with him, have dinner together, having fun with Martha. Domestic bliss.
^ ^ ^ Another favourite of mine. ^ ^ ^
This was taken by a fan who saw them getting out Paul’s house together to bring Martha at the park. They look like today rockstars in LA. Look at Paul, he looks like he was born in 1992. Sneakers, tight jeans, a shirt and a stylish jacket. And John? He’s wearing Paul’s poncho. Or John’s. I still haven’t understood, since they both shared their clothes. And in 1967 we’ve got many proofs.
1967 is also the best year for their look.
Paul has always been beautiful, but in my opinion nothing will ever beat 1967.
And John?
Wasn’t he damn beautiful? Finally expressing his true self and look. The iconic glasses, the hair. And that smile.
Tell me there’s something better than this, I won’t believe you. It doesn’t exist.
Here you are. The greatest music partnership of all time. My secret desire is to see a David Bailey photoshoot remade in 1967. How beautiful it would be.
1967 was their first and last year of free marital bliss. Before India arrived, before Yoko arrived, before the end.
Making a change from the Buckingham Nicks and Fleetwood Mac stuff I usually post, lol. I thought I’d upload these for anyone interested - not many of my followers, I know, but hopefully it’ll be seen in the right tags.
Basically, these aren’t my favourite Beatles books by any means but these are the ones I have a digital copy of. I’ve also included many, many uploads of magazine scans I bought off eBay years ago, as well as some other magazine PDFs I have, and the digipaks/booklets from The Beatles remasters in 2009.
Beatles Books Babiuk, Andy - Beatles Gear: All the Fab Four’s Instruments from Stage to Studio [2002] (PDF) Berman, Garry - We’re Going To See The Beatles [2008] (PDF) Brown, Peter - The Love You Make [1983] (EPUB) Charles, Paul - Pocket Essential Series: The Beatles [2003] (PDF) Clayson, Alan & Leigh, Spencer - The Walrus Was Ringo: 101 Beatles Myths Debunked [2003] (PDF) Coleman, Ray - Yesterday and Today [1995] (EPUB) Davies, Hunter - The Beatles [4th ed. 2009] (EPUB) Doggett, Peter - You Never Give Me Your Money [2009] (EPUB) (PDF) Ellis, Geoffrey - I Should Have Known Better: A Life in Pop Management [2005] (PDF) Emerick, Geoff - Here, There & Everywhere [2006] (EPUB) (MOBI) (PDF) Everett, Walter - Revolver Through The Anthology [1999] (PDF) Everett, Walter - The Quarry Men Through Rubber Soul [2001] (PDF) Frontani, Michael R. - The Beatles: Image and Media [2007] (PDF) Gambaccini, Paul - Paul McCartney: In His Own Words [1976] (EPUB) Gutman, David & Thomson, Elizabeth - The Lennon Companion [2004] (PDF) Harry, Bill - The British Invasion: How The Beatles and Other UK Bands Conquered America [2004] (PDF) Kane, Larry - When They Were Boys [2013] (EPUB) Lennon, Cynthia - John [2005] (PDF) Lennon, John - In His Own Write [1964] (PDF) Lewisohn, Mark - Beatles Recording Sessions [1988] (PDF) Lewisohn, Mark - The Complete Beatles Chronicle [1992] (PDF) Lewisohn, Mark - Tune In: All These Years 1 [2013] (EPUB) (MOBI) McMillian, John - Beatles vs. Stones [2013] (MOBI) Miles, Barry - Many Years From Now [1997] (EPUB) Moore, Allan F. - Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band [1997] (PDF) Newman, Ray - Abracadabra: The Complete Story of Revolver [2006] (PDF) Norman, Philip - John Lennon: The Life [2008] (EPUB) (MOBI) (PDF) O’Donnell, Jim - The Day John Met Paul: An Hour by Hour Account [2006] (PDF) Ono, Yoko - Memories of John Lennon [2005] (EPUB) (PDF) Pascall, Jeremy - Paul McCartney and Wings [1977] (EPUB) Pedler, Dominic - The Songwriting Secrets of The Beatles [2010] (PDF) Robertson, John - The Complete Guide to the Music of The Beatles [1994] (PDF) Rodriguez, Robert & Krantz, Les - The Beatles: Fifty Fabulous Years [2010] (PDF) Rowlands, Penelope - The Beatles Are Here [2014] (EPUB) Russell, Ethan A. - Get Back [1969] (PDF) Sounes, Howard - Fab: An Intimate Life of Paul McCartney [2010] (MOBI) (PDF) Spitz, Bob - The Beatles [2005] (EPUB) Spitz, Bob - Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! The Beatles, Beatlemania and the Music that Changed the World [2007] (PDF) Stark, Steven D. - Meet The Beatles: A Cultural History [2005] (PDF) Sulpy, Doug - A Beginner’s Guide to Beatles Bootlegs [1989] (PDF) Turner, Steve - The Stories Behind The Songs 1967-1970 [2009] (EPUB) Ulrich, Ben & Bielen, Ken - The Words and Music of John Lennon [2007] (EPUB) (PDF) Wald, Elijah - How The Beatles Destroyed Rock ’n’ Roll [2009] (PDF) Winn, John C. - That Magic Feeling, Vol. 2: 1966-70 [2009] (PDF) Womack, Kenneth & Davis, Todd F. (ed) - Reading The Beatles [2006] (PDF) Beatles Magazine & Newspaper Articles MOJO - The Beatles 101 Greatest Songs [July 2006] (PDF) NME - Beatles Anniversary Edition [Dec 2011] (PDF) NME - Beatles: The Solo Years 1970-1980 (PDF) The Official Beatles Yellow Submarine Magazine [1968] (PDF) Official McCartney vs. Mills divorce judgment [March 2008] (PDF) Reader’s Digest - Paul McCartney interview [2001] (PDF) Rolling Stone - How The Beatles Broke Up [Sept 2009] (PDF) Taschen’s archive of articles re. the Linda McCartney exhibition [2011] (PDF) The Times - Profile: Paul McCartney [Jan 1982] (PDF) Uncut - John Lennon: Ultimate Music Guide [2010] (PDF) Uncut - Life After The Beatles [Aug-Nov 2010] (PDF)
[x] Club Sandwich - scanned images from assorted issues of Paul’s fanclub magazine, which folded in 1998 Magazine/Newspaper Clippings Collections [x] The Beatles [x] John Lennon [x] Paul McCartney [x] George Harrison [x] Ringo Starr & Misc Remastered Album Art Collection [2009] [x]
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