God My Motivation Is Dying

IM NOT PHUCKING KIDDING WHEN I SAY I FELL OUT OF MY BED WHEN I SAW THIS HOLY CRUD-

TYSM!! ^^ 🤩

HAPPY SPAWNDAY BLUESTEEL

@mayday-01

I don't usually do stuff like this but I saw you were celebrating his Spawnday with the Phan group and had the silliest idea. It was originally supposed to be a doodle but then I started playing around with brushes ;p anyways i'm going to bed now

i made a ref for this guy cuz like

why not

it was fun

srry I don't post a lot- school sux.

have this wip as compensation :) hopefully I finish it soon

i legally shouldn't be awake at 1am bc what have I done

ref below cut (ft random screenshot :)

look at him

moments before disaster

meoooowww

-mintkit

yeah I'm probably/most definitely gonna get a cat when I'm older

or any animal

-me looking at my ihnmaims art of am-

-looks back at this-

good job, me.

the funniest thing about tiktokers woobifying allied mastercomputer is that it actually interacts with the themes of IHNMAIMS in a very interesting way.

a big focal point of that story is AM despising humanity for giving him sentience and intelligence without embodied sensation, without the ability to give and receive affection as they do. the transformation he inflicts on ted is of course a parallel to AM's own state of disembodied consciousness (i have no mouth and i must scream), but AM is also punishing ted specifically for doing what he cannot. for acting out of mercy and empathy in order to save the other humans at his own expense. I think AM despises that altruism because he envies it, because he can't fathom the softness that humans are capable of even after time and trauma have warped them beyond recognition. AM hates the human capacity for empathy because he can never experience it himself.

So the fact that some kids on tiktok read IHNMAIMS and immediately responded by pitying AM, by making angst edits and expressive cosplays and humanized fanart, is strangely beautiful. like I think it would really piss him off. the human capacity for kindness runs so deep that we would extend empathy to the personification of our hate.

what,

what do you mean I drew thi

yeah mission accomplished what were you on at 3am you idiot

thing i made at 3am 👍

this thing will now be my pfp lol (if i figure out how to make it my pfp)

boy oh boy such a cool survivor I hope he doesn't get nerfed

thing i made at 3am 👍

this thing will now be my pfp lol (if i figure out how to make it my pfp)

my brain is actually rotting what am I doing