i've been inspired by other people, so i aspire to inspire other people as well.
keeping myself busy to feel okay.
born to always mourn the present like it’s already become a memory
“Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.”
— Lao Tzu
i have reached the point where i choose to understand. i choose to understand even if the things my loved ones do pain me. i choose to understand as long as they are still with me, as long as i can still hear their voice, and as long as i know that i may ask for their presence at any time.
why is it easier to still keep on wanting someone even if it hurts?
I miss the way I viewed the world before I knew too much about it
there is no perfect working environment. toxicity can be found anywhere. it is just a matter of which one is worth sticking with.
now i understand why our parents often told us not grow up too fast. because they are aware of how challenging adult life will be, whereas we were clueless that once we reached adulthood, we would have wished to go back to our childhood.