And To The Surprise Of... Nobody. My Results!

Gotta be Completely Honest...

It feels like a lot of people here on Tumblr are all talk when it comes to kinks. If the opportunity comes up to take a chance on them, they skip out because they're too afraid of actual consequences, when that's half the fun!

Feels kind of disappointing. If you're just going to play pretend, why even bring it up? Take the risk and enjoy your deeper, darker fears! What's life without a little risk? Find someone you trust to inflict on or by, and have your fun!

And this PSA isn't just brought on by a love of inflicting life-ruining humiliation... Sure, let's go with that.

Something I Miss...

I miss having my own subby little slave. Back in the day, when I was working with the girl on becoming a cow, there was little as satisfying as planning a future with her in a completely submissive state, immediately following any order given.

Feels like it's been harder to find those who're willing to submit to a total power exchange relationship, and even harder to find people close by (stupid Bible Belt, place is filled with prudes who think talking about vanilla is super kinky foreplay).

Ah, well, just feels nice to be able to rant. Thanks for coming to my Angry Ted Talk, even if it was just a couple paragraphs of frustration.

Slight Confession Time!

Something I don't see much representation of, I've got a weirdly specific sexuality. As in, I don't care about sex itself. The kinks around it? Sure! I'd happily torture, torment, and humiliate! I'd be happy to use toys to ensure orgasm, and there may be some humiliating oral, but moreso for the humiliation itself.

Just thought I'd make this post to represent those with also unique sexualities, who may feel a bit under-represented with all the constant talk of breeding or hate-fucking that feels exceedingly constant in these kinks.

Quite a fun game. Who's open to letting a self-acknowledged sadist hold your info?

Anyone want to play a Dice Blackmail Game

You will roll once for each section and then complete the required step based on your roll, sending the photos and information to your Blackmailer. Then you may move on to the next roll.

Roll number 1: Easy info

1: The country you live in

2: You last name

3: The county you live in

4: Your first name

5: The first name of someone in your family

6: All of the above 

Roll number 2: Easy Pictures

1: Full body shot, no face, just wearing underwear

2: Full nude frontal, no face

3: Fully clothed picture with face

4: Full body picture, underwear around your ankles, no face

5: Closeup shot of your face

6: All of the above 

Roll number 3: Moderate info

1: The name of the last person you had sex with

2: The number of times you masturbate a week

3: Your 🏠 number

4: Your 📱 number

5: One sexual fantasy in at least 20 words

6: All of the above 

Roll number 4: Moderate pictures

1: Closeup of your ass

2: Fully body nude photo, no face

3: Fully body nude photo, full face

4: Closeup of your genitals 

5: Full nude body shot from behind

6: Full frontal full face shot 

Roll number 5: Hard info

1: Your first name

2: Your last name

3: Your street name

4: Your number

5: Your full name, first and last

6: All of the above 

Roll number 6: Hard pictures

1: Three full face nudes

2: A nude full body photo of you with face

3: A nude photo kneeling down, full face

4: A closeup of a dildo in your ass

5: A fully body shot with face, holding a sign of your choice

6: Go back and complete every single photograph from the easy, moderate and hard 🎲 rolls 

Roll number 7: Extreme info

1: Your full name, first and last

2: Your full address

3: Your email address

4: Your facebook information

5: The first and last name of one male and one female friend and their email addresses

6: All of the above 

Roll number 8: Extreme photos

1: A nude full face photo from a public park

2: Five full face nude photos

3: Every single nude photo of yourself you currently have on.

4: A nude full face photo with your full name written on your chest in big black letters

5: A nude full photo face photo showing your ID with nothing censored.

6: All of the above 

Roll number 9: Length of Blackmail time. This roll will determine the length of time the dominant will blackmail you for. If you complete all of the tasks given during this time, then the dominant must delete all pictures and info he has of you.

1: 1 day

2: 3 days

3: 1 week

4: 2 weeks

5: 1 month

6: Bad luck, as long as the dominant wants 

If you wish to complete this 🎲 dare, message pm to me your Blackmailer saying ‘I consent to this 🎲 dare’. Once you start rolling, your only two options are to 👀 the dare through to the end or to let the dominant expose whatever information he/she have gathered on you up to that point.

This dumb cow understands how life should be lived! Why is it so hard to find a sub who'll submit to this fully IRL, not just Tumblr talk?

Kinda wish I had a dom who would control what I eat, what I wear, who I talk to, when I edge, when I cum, what job I have, how I spend my money, when I pee, and what I think… is that too much to ask for ?! 😭😭😭 help! Ugh

Same boat. I tried Tinder/Bumble. No interest in them, I need me a kink relationship.

broken girls that can now only get off to being degraded like filthy whores. your cunt can’t help but drip when I call you a nasty bitch and treat you like a dog, can it? poor thing, normal relationships can’t satisfy you anymore, only hearing those mean, mean words that get you so excited can. while daddy breaks you into his disgusting porn doll

There's very little that's as satisfying as tying breasts to the point they start to swell and discolor. Even better if you find the rare masochist who'll wear it under their clothes for their normal job. Even best if you find the one who, after that day, still accepts the riding crop.

Something I Never Understood...

...were those folks who said it's impossible to be in the mindset constantly. I have to tell you, they're liars. I'm in near constant dom-state mentally. Would I keep a slave in the 24/7 mindstate as well? Absolutely! BDSM is a wonderful thing, but I definitely have the mindset of it being more of a lifestyle than a simple kink.

Seeking

Well, here it is officially. Due to not-fun circumstances, I'm seeking a partner. After browsing dating sites, I'm realizing that those are not my people, but horny Tumblr definitely shares a mindspace with me.

I'm looking for a sub, one interested in a monogamous relationship, or poly if we both agree on bringing the same person in.

My idea of an ideal date... well, that was already mentioned, wasn't it. I'm looking for a person I can share my life with, someone who'd be as interested in bad movies as video games as BDSM.

Though it would take time, I would hope they move in with me at some point, as I enjoy my job and can't really move from my area. I live on the east coast of the US, in the EST time zone. Daylight savings is approaching soon, let night come sooner!

I'm sure it's mostly a standard to be on Tumblr, but to give an idea, my favorite holiday is Halloween (Spooktober best month!), I'm a big ol' card and video game nerd, and an idea of fun is casual kink, something like the sub wears a ball gag while going about her day to day activities.

I will ask, if you're seriously interested, to drop a PM, and ask that we're consistent with communication, as in, no ghosting, please. Despite my love of the spoops, ghosting is not as much fun.

To all those who've read this far and aren't interested, I appreciate your reading, and hope you do find your perfect play partner(s)!

Always an important message to get across!

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