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"there's a difference over having power over someone and feeling empowered

and the former scares the shit out of me"

-Queer Recovery Club (Fail Better, Heal Faster)

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its now *checks time* 2:01am ive been listening to MWF audios for approximately 3 1/2 hours. i have one (1) opinion my brain had to mush together, which is, accent are really really hot. i would love to be with someone who has an accent. (this is tmi but especially if they say cᵘⁿᵗ... just. something about it UGH) anyways bye bye luvs u<3

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sits on my own blog like it’s the edge of a lake wistfully

this feeling this gives me is what i imagine i make my moots feel every time i post

had a dream that someone suggested the best gender neutral form of address would be Mþ (pronounced Myth) and i immediately said "mith me with that gay shit HEYOOO" and woke up at 4:30am hanging sideways off of my bed

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"tengo ganas de mirarte en este momento

recordarte que eres tú la que me roba el sueño

fuiste, eres y serás con la que quiero siempre amanecer con lo que quiero siempre despertar, tú eres lo que más quiero"

-Solo Con Verte (Banda MS)

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holy shit i cannot believe i've been gone for so long. never let me do that again, seriously. OTAY so while i was gone Saltburn came out so i didn't get to see it. but i've seen it. its not as bad as some of y'all said it would be and frankly i'm disappointed! i wanted hay sex! and i got vague gay feelings!

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"she laughs. she laughs hard. "'oh, my god, i know'" she says "'they're so big.'" we both laugh at our son's big balls."

-that fucking psycho colleen hoover

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tonights theme? lights & lamps. why? BECAUSE I SAID SO. i finally read a colleen hoover book for the first time, take a wild guess which one. ive been down this COD hyper fixation rabbit hole for the past month, lots and lots of fan fiction has been read, Ghost specifically. but i make exceptions for soap and konig (im equally in love with them all.) ive never played any of the games before but i sure do know all the lore so i think im better than any man, alive or dead.

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"Heaven is the bronze horse statue you sat me on. i was young and you're smile shone brighter than the hot sun that soaked that horse for hours before we showed up. But i was young and i had so few memories where you were good to me, even now, so many years later. The burn on my thighs could never compare to the pride i had of making you happy, dad."

-guess who. again.

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haha... hey you guys... its been awhile huh? haha. anyways ive been thinking a lot about pedro pascal since hes my soulmate and the loml. also ive been thinking about how that might be tied to my relationship with my father, who i no longer speak to, so maybe someone can decipher that for me lol. i should probably make another account where i can shit post too because i have so many ideas that i dont really want to dedicate a whole post to. also there are things i wanna reblog but i dont want... i dont really want you guys thinking im some kind of degenerate freak

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"I just knew the juice would run down my throat and cure me;

drip down my chin when I bite it again

as if in protest of it's own consumption"

-me (again lol)

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teehee so i have a trip planned for the holidays to visit my family in mexico for 3 months, i haven't seen them for almost 3 years, so i'm very excited!! since i'll be gone for so long, i'm tempted to start a whirlwind romance with someone off the street who i will then disappear on. i'll be leaving them to go through the process of grief, then finding another person to mend their heart, having children with their new partner and telling said children stories of their first real love (me), and lastly they find out (preferably on their deathbed) that i'm still alive. though sadly, one can only hope of becoming such an elusive figure :(

if you want to be apart of that whirlwind romance hit me up. smooches!

-mars<3

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"'Suffering is a great grace' is spat over my small trembling body

and I think to myself, for fear of being given more,

'then I must be the greatest saint of all'

because why else would God curse me with pain so young?

to even bear witness to what I've gone through is enough to bring grown men to tears"

-me!! written on the fly because i had nothing prepared for tonight!

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i posted some tiktoks for the first time in like months. felt kinda hot for the first time in awhile (⌒_⌒;)

anyways thats its!! love you >///<

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GRR RUFF!

Zaun vik and Jayce

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"i know when you hear my name, your eyes quiver and your throat feels raw 

you can't help but seize at the idea of hearing my voice again

no one else can quell your parched tongue, as nothing would be more gratifying than me"

-i know i keep quoting my own poetry but ugh let me live >///<

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like any other genderfluid boss babe, i use tumblr to quench my thirst for smutty fan fiction. last night as i was perusing for my night cap i decided "hey, lets read about joel miller just absolutely going to town on my body!" BUT you perverse, fatherless (same lol) FREAKS! cant seem to write anything about that man without it being the most obvious father/daughter fantasy story. freud was so right, why would you let him be right? anyways go read @bageldaddy 's one shot called Sundown cause WOWIE WOAH MAMA! HUMMINA HUMMINA HUMMIMA BAZOOOOOOOOING! * EYES POP OUT * AROOOOOOOOGA! * JAW DROPS TONGUE ROLLS OUT * WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF * TONGUE BURSTS OUT OF THE MOUTH UNCONTROLLABLY LEAKING FACE AND EVERYTHING IN REACH * WURBLWURBLWURBWURLBWURBLWURBLEWLURBWUBRLWURBWLWUBLR * TINY CUPID SHOOTS AN ARROW THROUGH HEART * AHHHHHHHHHHH ME LADY... * HEART IN THE SHAPE OF A HEART STARTS BEATING SO HARD YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH SHIRT* BA-BUM BA-BUM BA-BUM BA-BUM BA-BUM * MILK TRUCK CRASHES INTO A BAKERY STORE IN THE BACKGROUND *

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