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"In the distance i see the town we met
clouds open, surrounding the town like a school of fish, sun beaming on the church we spent easter at 3 years ago in the mexican countryside.
you took me out back to help you pick flowers. i gave you so much more.
It's so far now.
the fog is about to put an end to my reminiscing."
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so soo many things to say, first, tumblr psychologist. i need help. why is it that when my family wants me to eat more even when i say no, it almost brings me to tears? next, 2 (TWO) family members so far have asked to see my bf, i told them i didnt have one, and BOTH went "oh... youre 20 though right?" Also the only thing i've done so far is read AO3 smut/fan fic on my kindle so i hope yall are proud. OH AND i am genuinely doing really well here :) i get up early, wash dishes, take care of myself, and read. its almost like im not mentally ill lol
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If you think about it…. the acronym KYS isn’t saying “kill yourself,” it’s saying Kill Your Self. Three words. As in, kill the concept of the “Self” - your consciousness’s perception that it is an individual, that it has one meaningful isolated identity that is “you,” that it is not but a droplet in the grand ocean of interconnected souls of all living beings in this universe. I think this is beautiful. Embrace ego death and become one with everything. Everyone should KYS
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"when you have a slip, it’s just that. A slip. It doesn’t define you. It doesn’t make you a failure. The most important thing is that you don’t let that slip become a slide."
- I'm Glad My Mom Died (Jennette McCurdy)
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TW// mentions of ed and ignoring boundaries specifically about food
i talked on one of my post, when i was in mexico, about how difficult it was to have my boundaries ignored. specifically about food (my family constantly asking if i'm hungry/being told i AM hungry even though i explicitly said no) and i just wanted to let you guys know know, whether you have an ed or not, that you are not mean or crazy or weird for having certain boundaries and maintaining them.
if you've ever had one or currently battling one, i adore you. i look up to you. we are all working to have better days.
sorry if this was heavy but i need to talk a little bit about it. i love you guy, thank you in advance for letting me get that out. i did make ANOTHER blog called watertowertown where i can vent about my life and politics, basically think pieces. so if you're interested in that then you can checking out. if you want reposts and shit post and other random shit you can follow triangleoffairness
mwah kisses -3-
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i was having a very tmi convo in a hotel bar with my friend where he was telling me that every time he is intimate, he immediately cleans and goes to bed.
i say "hey that's a little american psycho"
he says "well, do you have ibs?"
and in that moment, i really believed that he was telling me that the reason he hits it and quits it is because of his ibs. ibs makes you loveless.
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"i know two things that will make a person sin
the first is a truck driver without pen
and the second thing that will make you faint
is simply the word tain-"
-an old coworker of mine who never failed to steal giggles from me
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im currently reading Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern and its so fun. every review ive seen about it always says something along the lines of "no clue whats happening in it, love the vibes tho" and then they rate it like 10/10. so far yes 100% is so vibey, no clue what ive read so far but ughh!!! i may be doomed to only knowing what a loving relationship is from the outside; i fear one day ill wake up 70 years old in a cold bed with nothing to my name and a heavy, unrelenting addiction to Judge Judy. its such a fun read for the fall too!! it just fits so well with the season! i think the next book i wanna read tho will be some kind of sapphic love story. im tired of straight people! smooches<3
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"so wHY DONT YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE
chAAAAAAANCE"
-Gumball Waterson
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(before we get started i know none of this is whimsigoth but this is the only social media i have to show my trip to yall im so sorry plz dont crucify me)
GOOOOOD nothing like being in a different country and having the urge, no, the NEED to text an ex or flirt and sext, amirite ladies? FUCK.
Also! The red and white striped clothing you see woman wearing in some pictures are called Güipil. They are woven and worn with a traditional skirt (same weaving method is used but an entirely different pattern and style is used for skirts) by the Triqui people, which I am half :)! We are a fascinating group of indigenous Mexicans so if you have any questions please please ask away!! I wanna talk to yall about my people (or you could just google us but i miss you all :( so)
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sits on my own blog like it’s the edge of a lake wistfully
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"so, when i die, which i must do
could it shine down here with you?"
-mitski, my beloved<3
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just watched the exorcist believer and i am floored that they actually sent that little girl to hell, we watched her get dragged down to hell! they committed to her death! hilarious! loved when the priest got his head whipped around too those little girls looked so happy turning their heads lol.
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me, a gender fluid, also having to traveling to a secret third place
i feel bad for bigender people, the commute between Jupiter and college has got to be rough
GRR RUFF!
Zaun vik and Jayce
i don't budget because i know eventually this system will collapse and people will come to me to see old vintage stuff that only i have now
Being a flop changed my life. The world is not my oyster, I am glowing. I walked into a pole this morning. There's very little I wouldn't do for $1,000
✩˚₊.my dirty little corner of the internet.₊˚✩any pronouns | whimsigoth | gender fluid.~*20s*~.
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