Start With A Bang, Not A Whimper

Start With a Bang, Not a Whimper

My husband Tom is the most kind, patient, and generous man I have ever known and I am lucky to be his loving wife. As I type this, I am watching the webcam feed he set up of his office, where a 22 year old grad student is on her knees beside his desk struggling to deepthroat his cock. She has no idea that I can see her now nor that I’ve been aware of (let alone virtually present for) each of her little visits to his office this past month. She’s clearly turned on by all the sneaking around, being his dirty little secret, and I wouldn’t want to ruin that for her with the fact of my approval. Approval? Who am I kidding? I picked her out for him to pursue.

Finding the girls for him to play with has become my passion, the clearest way to let him know how much I love him just the way he is. I intimately understand his needs for these younger girls, after all, I am not the beauty queen I once was. This is certainly not the marriage I thought I was signing up for, but now that I’m in it, I’m much happier being the procurer of his playthings than suffering the pain of discovering his affairs and deceptions after the fact. If nothing else, at the very least he lets me watch now and, when circumstances allow, join in on occasion.

I notice Tom discreetly glance toward the camera, winks to me, and then return his attention to encouraging the gagging teary-eyed cocksucker kneeling before him. That’s our little signal that he wants me to call him on his private line. As I dial the number, my eyes are transfixed on the screen. He holds her ponytail tight in his grasp as her head bobs up and down in his lap. She twitches at the ring of the phone, but he tightens his grip on her hair. Her eyes dart up to meet his and after a brief pause, she resumes working his cock down her throat as he picks up the phone.

“Hi, Sweetheart. How’s it going?” He says, never taking his eyes off the girl at his feet.

“Are you having a good time with your new slut?”

“Everything’s great here. How’s your day treating you?”

“Mmmmm…I am so wet watching her choke on your cock right now.” I whisper to him.

“That’s great, Sweetie!” he replies. He forces her head down, hard enough that I can hear an audible gag through the phone. My whole body trembles at the sound.

“I want to watch you fuck her from behind today,” I whisper, then adding, “Really rough this time.”

“Well, I don’t know. Are you sure that’s best?”

“Yes, Daddy. Please. Wreck her pussy for me. I want to watch you split her in two.”

“Alright, well I suppose that’s not too much to ask. I’ve got another call coming in; let’s discuss it further tonight.”

“Thank you, Daddy. I love you so very very much.”

“Love you too, Sweetheart. See you tonight.” He ends the call with a big grin on his face.

I hang up the phone, lean back in my chair, and reach my hand down into my panties. He yanks her head back, withdrawing his saliva-coated cock from her mouth. He stands up, letting his pants fall to the floor, and looks down at her tear-stained drool-covered face. She pulls his underwear off and takes his balls into her mouth, letting his slobbery cock rest across her face. I delight in watching him tilt his head back and moans with satisfaction. After a moment, he pulls her up by her hair and bends her over the desk. I rub my clit furiously as she pulls her skirt up and he positions himself to mount her from behind. He works his cock into her pussy and, after some adjusting, begins to thrust violently into her. When her hands intuitively reach back to stop him, he catches her wrists and pins them down behind her back. This sends waves of arousal running through me and I cum in literally seconds. He fiercely pumps deeper & deeper into her tight wet cunt, until finally I see his body twitch with the rush of his orgasm. He staggers back and collapses into his chair. She slips off the desk back down to her knees and at his signaling crawls over to clean his cock. I can see them laughing and he runs his hand through her hair. He wipes her face, then leans down and kisses her passionately.

My heart feels a pang of envy, but I dismiss it quickly. I am proud to be his good wife. The spouse of his dreams. I started this blog as a chronicle of my endeavors to please him. I want to be worthy of his kindness, his patience, his generosity, his love.

True love

With real love you don’t have to ask if it’s worth it. You don’t have to convince yourself to do what you know you should do. It’s not forced or an obligation. You do it because you want to without even a second thought.

You do whatever you have to in order to make it work. Anything and everything. Without double guessing or questioning. You just do it. Not many things are as powerful as that because you can achieve incredible things when you love in that way.

True love is sticking with someone through thick and thin. Good and bad. Small problems or massive issues. True love is not giving up, no matter how shitty life gets. That’s the whole fucking point. Love is not just some concept based on romantic ideas like holding hands at breakfast on a sunny Sunday morning at the little café down the road that serves those tasty little scones. That’s fantasy, not reality. Cute, but ultimately not the way to stay sane or make this thing work over the long term.

Love is saying, today was crap, this month was shit, fuck this year. But I love you and that’s all that matters. Kiss me and let’s kick this bitch called life’s ass together and turn it around.

Never forget, if it truly is love then it’s always worth it.

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True Love

“I need you,” she said when my hands slipped around her pretty neck.

“I can’t live a single day without you,” she continued with a sigh as my grip slowly became tighter.

“There is nothing I wouldn’t do for you,” she said with a gasp, her eyes closing and her breathing becoming strained.

“I will love you until the day I die,” she moaned while ceasing to temporarily breathe as she felt me erupting inside her.

MAKE ME ADMIT STUFF

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? 3. Have you taken someones virginity? 4. Is trust a big issue for you? 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? 6. What are you excited for? 7. What happened tonight? 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? 9. Is confidence cute? 10. What is the last beverage you had? 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? 14. What are you going to spend money on next? 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? 18. The last time you felt broken? 19. Have you had sex today? 20. Are you starting to realize anything? 21. Are you in a good mood? 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? 24. What do you want right this second? 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? 34. Listening to? 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? 38. Who did you last call? 39. Who was the last person you danced with? 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? 44. Do you tan in the nude? 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? 47. Who was the last person to call you? 48. Do you sing in the shower? 49. Do you dance in the car? 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? 53. Is Christmas stressful? 54. Ever eat a pierogi? 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 57. Do you believe in ghosts? 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? 59. Take a vitamin daily? 60. Wear slippers? 61. Wear a bath robe? 62. What do you wear to bed? 63. First concert? 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? 65. Nike or Adidas? 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? 69. Ever take dance lessons? 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? 71. Can you curl your tongue? 72. Ever won a spelling bee? 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? 74. What is your favorite book? 75. Do you study better with or without music? 76. Regularly burn incense? 77. Ever been in love? 78. Who would you like to see in concert? 79. What was the last concert you saw? 80. Hot tea or cold tea? 81. Tea or coffee? 82. Favorite type of cookie? 83. Can you swim well? 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? 85. Are you patient? 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? 87. Ever won a contest? 88. Ever have plastic surgery? 89. Which are better black or green olives? 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? 91. Best room for a fireplace? 92. Do you want to get married

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Tell me a consensual non consent sex experience you had. Also what went through your mind as you came and held yourself in her. It turns me on so much

There was one that I recall. We chatted a little before meeting. She was hesitant about meeting to fuck because she wasn’t on birth control. It wasn’t long in chats before she was telling me that if we ever meet she wanted me to cum in her even if she said no. Telling me they it scared her but it’s what she really wanted. So even if she wanted me to pull out, don’t.

After a little we finally did meet. I went to her place. We made out. I pulled her tits out and tugged on them as I worked my hand down under her panties. She pulled my cock out and stroked it. My dick was glazing her hand in precum. She said she was nervous. I wrapped my hand on her throat and pushed her on her back. Holding her down by her neck I put her legs over my shoulders. Pulled her panties to the side. She asked me if I had a condom.

I told her no. I popped my raw head in her pussy and pulled out. And popped it in. She asked me again if I had a condom. I popped my head back in and let it work deeper in her. I told her no. And squeezed tighter on her throat. She pushed up with her legs to try to get my dick to pop out, lifting her hips. I thrust it all in to keep my raw dick in that pussy. She kept bucking up to try to get it out. Which only made this dick grind hard against her walls and back to the bottom of her pussy. I leaned over her and then let my body weight push her legs down to her tits. Pinning her under me. By then I was ready to just dig in and use that hole. So I beat it. Beat it deep. Her little whimpers and that desperate look on her eyes glazed over to empty as I kept grinding hard in her. She kept saying just pull out. Gasping and moaning.

Whimpering oh my God yes just pull out.

I reached around her legs so my hands gripped under her ass and hips and kept pulling her body up to meet me dick driving down. I was going to fill that fuck hole up. I growled in her ear what a good piece of meat she was. Told her she needs this. And pulled her hips up again to hold her as I held my dick balls deep in her and let it pump and pump and fill her up.

I felt her fuck hole clamping and squeezing on my dick. Milking more and more out. Like it was sucking the seed from my cock.

It took her a bit before she really realized what happened. When reality came back. When my cock was still plugged deep in that pussy holding my seed deep.

She panicked. I pulled out. Told her to let me see, she spread her legs. It was already pouring out. I kept pushing it back in with my fingers. Telling oh don’t worry it’s not that much. Kept fingering her more and more until she was leaned back moaning again. Her eyes glazing back over. I slipped my cock back in and added another load…

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