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if instead of a big confession Eddie comes back from El Paso and buck lives with him and Chris and eddies suspicions are confirmed as he observes himself and buck. Something he started to suspect as he was leaving and something he pondered while he was away. And so one day when Chris has gone to bed and they’re sitting on the couch watching tv. He has his head on bucks shoulder and he turns into his neck and bit and he kisses him there. And he feels buck freeze and so he pulls back and looks at him. So quiet, the tvs on low. Bucks blinking at him. He looks kind of scared. And Eddie just looks at him. And buck says kind of whisper shouting what what what Eddie what whatare you doing and pulls away from him and Eddie shrugs. He leans his head back against the top of the couch to look up at him where he’s stood just hovering just looking at him. and eddie keeps his voice pretty quiet and gentle and says. Well. I think we’re in love with each other. Buck keeps looking at him like he’s crazy. Eddie says you and me. Buck looks as him like he’s insane. Eddie says we’re in love. Buck looks kind of angry. And then like he’s going to cry. He sits back down. Are you fucking with me? Eddie says obviously not. We’re in love. aren’t we? And buck. Kind of crying now. Eddie puts his hand to his cheek. Buck says Well. I’d hoped so. I had hoped we were.