I Feel So Left Out. I Don’t Know Why, But I Feel As Though People Don’t Actually Like Me. So I Slowly

all boys do is listen to acid rock and stare directly into a flashlight 

Blue the most human color…. (Blue Lips by Regina Spektor)

Can things actually be okay for once?

I don’t know if I’m not sad or just numb

The Angel of Death, Émile Jean-Horace Vernet, 1851

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My mental illness is turning me into someone I do not recognize. I used to try be a very kind and empathetic person but now my first reaction to any situation is not to be kind or empathetic. It is anger, being mean and a horrible person. There is so much anger and I don’t know where to put it, don’t know what to do with it, how to deal with it. I’m scared of the person I’m turning into because I do not like her way more than my older self who I already hated