sorry
Meirl
ESPECIALLY this
if it’s causing you pain, it is bad enough for you to be upset about – there’s no threshold for how bad things have to be for you to get help
My mental illness is turning me into someone I do not recognize. I used to try be a very kind and empathetic person but now my first reaction to any situation is not to be kind or empathetic. It is anger, being mean and a horrible person. There is so much anger and I don’t know where to put it, don’t know what to do with it, how to deal with it. I’m scared of the person I’m turning into because I do not like her way more than my older self who I already hated
Everything feels very fucking wrong rn
I'm so fucking sick of this bed, this room, this life.
Blue the most human color…. (Blue Lips by Regina Spektor)