I Pray One Day You Will Drunk Text Me So You Can Finally Find The Freedom To Express All Those Things

I tell you I love you All you can say is “Why?”

When you avoid your feelings, you bury your passion

What is life without passion?

There is more than one path to being a Good Human Being™

I am angry with you  But I am far more  disappointed in myself 

This is my fault

I let you in I showed you all my softest  most vulnerable bits I allowed myself to believe  you’d keep them safe

This is my fault

Most of the time I don’t even know what today is Then certain dates roll around that I can’t forget

words matter

but intent matters more

do you remember or am i delusional the more i wonder whether your feelings were real the more i question my feelings and my entire reality i believed so hard for so long in something which was gone in an instant

but was it really there at all